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ThisIsSparta

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  1. okay i had this dream a year or two ago


    in the dream,


    i was in the hospital because i had just been food poisoned.


    i got an x ray and saw in my body where the 'food poison' was located.


    afte this, i wrote down the number '116' either 4 or 5 times on some paper.


    now, for the past few months, i have been seeing this number EVERYwhere. i don't even have to try...it just shows up in various forms.


    i don't know what this number is refering to at all...i see it in so many DIFFERENT places.


    the important thing is, WHY did i write down THAT number in the DREAM?

  2. he's missin in action in the 'Encouragement' department.


    he NEVER misses an oppurtunity to scrutinize me...i feel like he's going to physically devour me...he just always has a look of disgust and/or anger on his face whenever he talks to me.


    it's ironic...how will i EVER be competent with all his abuse and he's lavished upon me since i was a child?

  3. what is the point of me looking for a job now if my dad is just going to stop me ever so often to help him with some deadbeat fruitless chore?


    i've been doing this for YEARS...since i was little.


    just having MY day declared FOR ME by my dad.


    how would you feel?

  4. Virtuous wrote:
    So you quit school (actually doing something that will enhance your ability to get adequate employment that will also provide stability) to do what? Look for a job? Does that take all day? Was that using common sense? Now you're at home ALL DAY doing nothing. More ammunition for your dad to lay it on thick at your expense.


    when NOBODY is hiring or an employer TURNS ME DOWN even when they ARE hiring


    You know this, yet in still you quit school. Were you failing? Were you unable to pay for it (i.e. grants, scholarships, loans..etc.)?

    Stop blaming God. If you are seeking God for answers; did He tell you to quit school?



    no He did not tell me to quit school...He never told me to go either...I NEVER had the desire to go to school...


    not everyone has the desire to go to school...


    i know of alot of people my age who are MAKING IT without school...


    and NO! i did NOT get a job today either...

  5. yes, i quit school yesterday.


    it was in-class.


    school's not important, finding ADEQUATE employment is important.


    i have to make a certain amount of money to be able to live on my own...that's just common sense.


    again, is THIS what GOD wants me doing? WHAT DOES GOD WANT ME TO DO?!?!


    when NOBODY is hiring or an employer TURNS ME DOWN even when they ARE hiring...it makes me wonder what god REALLY wants.
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