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  1. Talking on the phone with a sister in Christ. We are trying to meet with each other. I remember feeling frustrated because we could not get together. A HUGE Snowy and Snow Capped Mountain flashed in my dream. Next thing I know we meet at her hometown Philadelphia Airport and we talk. We were very happy to see each other and she had a HUGE smile on her face.

    end of dream

    (I live in Tennessee and she does live in Phili. )

  2. Hi everyone!

    I just thought to add on here, that as the Lord intrusts me with dreams i write them down. Now, i use to be a constant dreamer until i came to the Lord... Now, i am sure i still constantly dream, HOWEVER, the dreams the Lord gives me are the ones that are the most vivid and i remember, especially in detail. Also, the dreams the Lord intrusts me I have learned that when i awaken from them they play like a broken record "over and over" until i write them down. I have learned Gods promptings in many things of my life as a "broken record", a "nagging of the Holy Spirit" until you do it. Sometimes even an urgency to write it down. Those dreams are the ones in which will happen in the near future (atleast this is how God has let me know). I also believe God wants me to be responisble with them, So i write them down in a journal. Seek His face about them and only share with whom he allows me to share them with. I have learned by sharing a dream or a revealed revelation of something, especially if God only wants you to interceded on the matter, it can have an opposite affect of what God intended it to be. God spoke to me once and said: "Take care of what I give you"... at this time, it was a healing of my neck and i kept popping it afterwards because the habitual "need" to do so... but the Lord let me know that this is in EVERYTHING. ;) There has only been certain times God has led me into a "study" on a given word or something of my dream to further study out and learn. Each time being extrememly profitable. =) Which, ofcourse, He ALWAYS knows BEST ~ ha hah. =) As I am writing this I am thinking that I should do that more immortalservant... I just love how the Lord works in revealing something as simple as that to us =) I love Him so much... anyway...

    I just thought to pipe in on the coversation. I hope that was okay.

    It is amazing how God uses dreams.

    Have a Wonderful Day!



  3. Hi Dreamergirl and WELCOME to this site!


    I have met some wonderful ppl here and God has just a way of connecting you with those in which are perfect to help you along your way.

    Enjoy your time here! I pray you get some understanding to the dreams that God has intrusted you with!

    Many Blessings to you and Have a wonderful day!


  4. Dear mbstudent,

    I hope you don't mind, but I have a cpl of questions:

    You said:
    The revelation already has taken place
    The manifestation is the one you are going to be witness of

    So, All that at the beginning of dream means what? I mean, i am not sure what has "already taken place"... call me slow i guess LOL. =)

    Please don't take me as being rude, it is just that sometimes i need further explanation to understand. =)

    Also you said:
    when the same event is revealed twice in dreams it has been establish already from God
    .

    So you are saying that because i "See" it and then I "retell" it to my husband that that is being revealed twice and then established?

    Thank you again for your time "mbstudent".


  5. Hi Connie. Thank you. I never had a dream with a tornado and have the actual tornado come to past. But I have had dreams and know others whom have had dreams of tornadoes and the dream meant actual disaster/chaos in ones life. The tornadoes are really not my concern of discernment of this dream, though they are at the same time, i maybe should have made that clear. It is the rest of it i am unsure of the meaning to. But thank you SO MUCH for your time in answering. God Bless you!!!
    @--->-----

  6. Dream I had just before Christmas Eve 2009

    I was in a "sanctuary to a church". There were women all in front of me, sitting with a Pastors Wife that I knew and was under from 11 years ago. (She was part of a church organization that we "use" to be involved in, very legalistic holiness doctrine, we helped them pioneer a church).

    I wanted so badly to get to her, but other women kept surrounding her, being all giddy and stuff. She was laughing with them, look a bit like she didn't want to sit with them and she kept moving seats and rows and they followed her, always being giddy. I realized I wasn't going to get her right away so i parked my butt down at the end of a pew.

    Across from me to my left were other rows of pews. I remember there was a song service, but i don't remember really being "a part" of it, i just knew there was. So i sit down and look across at the other pews to my left where other women were sitting and they were unfolding thier Comforters/Blankets. These Comforters were beautiful and fluffy and looked so comfy & warm. They were all getting ready to go to sleep, faces seemed happy & yet tired.

    I get out my "blanket" which was a Huge Camping Sleeping Bag. I settle in with it on my end of the pew and when i looked back over to my left I see what appears to be the outside of the front of the church, lifted up a bit by a hill.

    I see my husband laying down in front of middle column of the church entrance. (there were three columns) I only see the tip of his head and his feet. His body being completely covered by the column.

    The holy Spirit then comes to me and speaks to me and tells me that my husband is going to have a visitation by the Lord. The Holy Spirits then leaves me, floating over to my husband like a small lit up metalic blue ball...When the Holy Spirit approaches my husband, the ball gets bigger and bigger, until it has been trippled if not more in its size.

    I watch my husband be flipped to the opposite side, hands above his head and face down, (i can see his whole body now) i knew that the power of the Lord was very thick upon him. The Lord then speakes with a very Fatherly Caringly Authoritive Voice and I hear the Lord say to my husband: "Today is the day that if you will be asked to be changed, you will be changed forever."

    When the Lord leaves him he gets right up and comes over to me. He then says he is going to go and see Rev.Walls, (our old pastor from the Holiness church, his wife in the first part of my dream)

    My husband then goes upstairs behind the sanctuary, as Rev. Walls is up in the balacony area.

    I then go to the back of the church to fold up my sleeping bag and some teenage to early twenty- boys come over to me and tell me how my camping blanket was one of the biggest they have ever seen. It was rather big and i remember it being colorful but only three seperate colors on it and they were divided not all mixed up together. (one part was one color and another part another color...)
    I remember trying to discern whether they were making fun of me or really being serious.

    I then go and find a place to sit down and see some distant relatives of mine sitting at one end of the pew where i once was laying down. I wasn't definitely sure if they were really who i thought they were, they looked at me and did not recognize me at all.

    I sit at the other end of the pew in hopes to talk with them later. My husband then approaches me and sets three books behind me. (there was like a ledge/shelf behind our pew - attached.) I then turn to look at these books and the first one looks like an alumni type book of the church organization that our old pastor belongs too. I thought that was odd for him to have so I question my husband if it is, and he tells me no that all three of the books are Medical Books. I then tell my husband that I saw that he had a visitation from the Lord, and he smiles and says, "you saw it?" i told him how i not only saw it but heard what the Lord said, and my husband asked me to reiterate what i saw and heard, as i was reiterating, i woke up.

    thanks for your time! =)

  7. My dream started out with me looking at three small white boxed houses in a row floating in the ocean water, rolling waves and the houses are rocking to and fro , but stationary ( mean they are not drifting away). I thought it was odd.

    I am on a street/road, i look up to the sky and a HUGH, I mean H U G E Dark Grey (not black) Tornado was coming my way.

    I Faintly remember a group of ppl in the street, no men, only women and children. I reach for a baby that a woman is holding and at the same time that i reach for this baby the woman is willingly handing me the child.

    I take a look at this baby and thought how different this baby is, darker olive in complexion, like hispanic of orgin, and the mother and all the rest of the ppl were caucasion.

    I take this baby into my chest and shield it and run across the street, my three children in tow of me.

    We (just my children and I w/ the baby) run down a zig-zag road in between tall buildings that perimetered the zig-zag road all the way down, the road bent in three.

    We then walk back out of the buildings back to the same street, on a cross walk this time. I don't have the baby...BUT- i look up to the sky and there are like 7 to 9 VERY BLACK skinnier torandoes coming at us. Ppl in the street with us again, women and children.

    I take the baby from the same woman again, she willingly hands me the child. I take the baby to my chest shielding it.
    We con't to cross the street on the crosswalk, we start running into a Cement Outdoor Restroom, My children are in tow once again.

    We run in and the restroom goes downwards with one turn in, where the rest room opens up wide (more room than just a couridor downwards)... i then realize that all the ppl (women and children) from the street are with me, in hopes to be safe.

    ~the end.

    thanks for your time =)

  8. Hi! =) not a problem at all. I really did feel that you would soon. lol.

    Wow! I want to say first off, cuz what ya'll have and are going thru is so similar to us. God is just so amazing how he brings ppl in our lives at the right times.

    Anyway...yes, its not a secret between me and the Lord and my hubby, but to see her fall is something I have been struggling with at times with the Lord. I know that is NOT right to have these feelings, but at the same time i know she is not right in how she dealing with things on her end, via what i said in the reply of other dream. So, I guess to know that things are easy in a sense for her, as she was not the one to leave all she knew and the comforts of home and ministry... makes me a tad bit envious and at times I have prayed asking God to allow her to walk in my shoes, to call her out of comfort so that she will know EXACTLY what and how it is to step out away from everything you thought would always be there in a comforting way and that you would grow up in God with forever. I know that my husband and I are the ones that said,"Use us Lord! Stretch our tents! Whatever YOU want Lord!" and so here we are. But like i said, i am really walking that out and I am doing better through the Lords help in healing me. =) God is just so good!

    I completely understand about what you said about the discernment and the such. I am ALWAYS struggling to seperate the offense with the offender. I truly believe that this is something that every Intercessor ALWAYS will struggle with, and is something that the Enemy enjoys trying to get us to do, along with trying to get us to be lifted up in pride, especially when we know we hear from God and we pray according to how we are lead by the Holy Spirit and then we SEE the prayers in action and healthy fruit being brought forth, and things being changed according to Gods will. I mean, when God first did all that through little 'ol me, I was so thrilled and amazed, i was instantly faced with the option of being prideful. Thank God the Lord has kept me humble =) .

    To get back to what I was saying about the offense and offender, lol, I will honestly and transparently say that I have done this more with the "lesser" of them, meaning: Those whose walks are more of those of "wolves in sheeps clothing". I keep them at arms length and i don't find myself as intently engaging in prayer for them, other than as in a "whole" for those who are wolves. You really have given me some meat to chew on here, eh. =) Love to be challenged. God is so awesome.

    Anyway... I do test all things as led by the Spirit of God according to the Word , that is something the Lord has embedded in me from the get-go of serving Him.

    I love what this "certain Pastor" said to you about ministry. I have NEVER looked at it in that way before. I am very eager to share this with my husband when he comes home from work tonight! =)

    I just want to end here... It IS a lonely life having gifts such as the ones God has entrusted you and I with.
    I have always read that Intercessors and those who walk in the Gift of Prophecy lead a more lonely life than the average Christian.

    Being brought to Virginia with no friends and family to lean on, ONLY the Lord, in which He has brought ppl our way in the most specific times of need, cuz ofcourse he uses others as His hands to help...but all in all, it has been extremely lonely and difficult.

    The Lord spoke into me on this past Mothers Day (i went home to visit my mom), through a lady from our old home church, what I just said... but ofcourse its not verbatim... but my point is, God said he wanted to build even a stronger relationship of intimacy with me, which will bring times of extreme lonliness which i have yet (at that given moment) had experienced. I was like WHOAH! cuz i had been pretty lonely up to that point and could not imagine it getting worse. ugh =). And that during those times is when i am to cling to Him and none other.
    These times have been rather frustrating for my husband AND ME! =) as I would rather run to someone in the flesh for companionship, a.k.a. my husband or my friend Faith, but the Lord wants me to Himself during these times.
    I have struggled with this... i am getting through it, but struggling. I want to please our Father so much girl, i want to run to only Him, but during these times i feel so disconnected from anyone, including my children, that i tend to disconnect myself even with Jesus. I don't like this.

    Just writing to you has opened my eyes more to this and I want a new level of being with Jesus! Replying to you right now, has fed the wooing of the Holy Spirit for me to come unto Him. Wow!

    Thank you again for taking the time to reply to me and being transparent as well.

    Oh, is your ministry that ya'll have seperate from "any" church, like you are doing it from your home or building or the such? or is it a ministry "with-in" a church ministry?

    I would love to pick your brain sometime on all that! =)

    Okay...Have a wonderful evening!

    Many Blessings to you!
    May God increase your walk and your ministry for His Kingdom, In Jesus Name!
    <3

  9. Hey =) Thank you so much. I have gotta say that I really do not know if the interpretation is correct as I really don't interpret dreams endepthly...God lets me know a little here and there, mostly tells my husband, but sometimes my husband does not think that these dreams are from the Lord. I know when a dream is significantly from Him as the Holy Spirit will pester me to write it down and will constantly be on the forefront of my mind. I Love the annoyance from God! =) ...BUT.... I do know that what you said MINISTERED to me in a MIGHTY Way! THANK YOU thank you thank you. =)
    I am not sure about Sammy being there either and what it means... But what I do know is that On my side of things i am very eager to regain ground that Satan stole from her and I. However... I don't believe she is. She says that she has forgaven me and that she does not hold a grudge... I am having a difficult time getting her to comment me on Facebook and returning email. When I text her she is very SHORT with me. Just thank you's and praise God and stuff like that. I don't text, comment or email often... just when I feel a heaviness to pray for her and the such. I let her know and I let her know I miss her, blah blah blah =) I think ya know what i mean.
    So just like in my dream... She has NO emotion towards me, as though she does not want to reconnect in fear we will become very close again? It's a long story, but she felt i took her for granted and wasn't there for her in her time of dire need (going through a temp. seperation from her husband who has an addiction). During this time, Her and I were not engaging much in conversation over the phone or thru texting as God had told me and her to put space between each other weeks before it all happen, because we needed to learn and grow and could not do it "together". We had been through this once before only living 2 miles from each other and going to the same church... but we were seeing each other in church. So maybe for her that was different. All i know is I was to obey our Lord... which i did not always do... i would text her when i know i shouldn't or phone her when i would hear him tell me not too...thus giving her "mixed" signals on my side of things, which i take full blame for and told her this. But she never confronted me on her "thoughts" she was having... she let it all build up inside her and then one day just vented on me over the cell. (we live in Virginia, she lives in NY State.) So, she never gave me time to say anything as she only alotted time for her to spew out what was on her mind and then "had to go"... I do think i have some "mistrust" on my end as I am not sure who she really wants me to be for her. I don't know... Complicated is all i know. =) I have been praying for me ...for her... for deception on her end to be revealed, for the blinders to lift off to really be able to see that what she is doing is not of Christ. I pray for strongholds to be broken and any level of deception on both of us to be gone. I have been praying for her and her husband. I have gotta say to the reply of the other dream you made... there is a part of me that wants her to fall so she sees the err of her ways. I know it has got to grieve the Holy Spirit that she is dealing with her "forgiveness" and "not holding a grudge" in a way that is not ChristLike. Also, God let me know that she ONLY forgave me and said what she did, because she knew it was the Christian thing to do... but it really is not her heart. So it is a heart issue. Does that make sense? And ya know, to be honest... i KNOW that we all have to walk out our own salvation with fear and trembling and that we have to walk out forgiveness...but it still does hurt. =/
    It amazes me how someone can say something that we already know, like you did above~"Pray for your friend to hear from the Lord"... Cuz I pray for all that other stuff...including her heart to be softned... but not once have i prayed that she will hear from our Lord concerning about all this. I have been just trying to tear down the strongholds that the enemy posses'. Hm? I will now tho. THANK U! <3 and thank u so much for your time. You are definitely sweet. I am happy to have been connected with you.
    Many Blessings!

  10. Thank u. I will be praying about this... there are certain things you hit on such as being hurt by someone... tho retailiating is not what i have done. Am I hurt, most definitely...she was my covenant sister in Christ and we were very very tight Spiritually for three years. We warred in the Spirit together, taking ground from the enemy and taking things back that don't belong to him in the Spiritual. God raised us up together to be mighty warriors for Him and bringing forth His Kingdom, but then God brought my husband and I into a new level in Him and called us to another state. During this time of a little over a year, she allowed the Enemy to come in and whisper things that she started to believe. Have I prayed and have been seeking Gods guidance in healing, Most Definitely! It has been several months and she has forgiven me just of recent and she says she does not hold a grudge... tho no apology has come from her and the way she treated me. God actually gave me a dream of her only being obedient in the forgiving, because it is expected of her to forgive and yet the heart condition of it is not right. I have taken this to the Lord to, but to be very transparent I am not sure how to deal with it all. and I feel so foreign to her now. I am seeking God out on all of it. Honest I am being very transparent here. God has done a wonderful work in me through all the hurt from it. and He is still con'ting to use it to transform part of a ministry He is raising up in me. However; at times i have felt jealous of her remaining where I once was..in our homechurch...see she took over the Intercessory Prayer group that God was raising up through me. I knew she was being raised up behind me to take it over one day, as God revealed that to me the moment he spoke to me that she is an Intercessor...HE built this relationship between her and I. We would not be that close in the natural side of things if God was not the basis of it all. =) So, being where God has brought me and my husband too, over the past year, has been extremely difficult on us in all aspects in the Spiritual and Natural. We know we were driven by the Spirit to come to where we are at to be sifted as wheat by the Enemy to be tested in allllll that God has invested in us, to use what we have learned. I look at how easy she really has it, i tend to get jealous, tho I push it back, take it up with God and be a little 9 year old in my Spiritual Tempertantrum and then ofcourse God has his say =) and I am walking that one out constantly.
    The Enemy seems to be attacking me constantly about being suspicious about those back at our homechurch and thier real intent for keeping in touch with us, which is hit and miss, but is there. My husband and I have a real strong connection in the Spirit to our old homechurch and we know we are only on assignment here where we are at at the moment. We really feel God will be calling us back to where we came in His time ofcourse.

    I am not really sure why i felt the need to share ALL this with you =) but i have.

    I want you to know tho, that the girl with the "clef lip" is our old home church pastors daughter. We have been round and round with her and her dishonesty... she is a teen, 19 to be exact. She has cause a lot of trouble with in the church with others. She is very very sneaky.

    God has used me before to "expose" her sin in a very Godly way... to where it wasn't exposed for all to see. God has given me and my husband a mighty Gift of Discernment when we are around those He wants us to engage with according to His Purpose and Plan. He has also given us Godly Tactful ways in revealing what He lets us know.

    I felt the need to also tell you that.

    Oh well. =) sorry for keeping you.

    thank you again, and as this dream unravels before my eyes i will def. post to you again.

    Blessings.

  11. Hi. Another dream God gave me this morning.



    I vaguely remember people being on a balcony ledge of a huge building i am in, looking over down to where i was at.

    I had a huge weird fish, big enough to be carried in both of my arms.

    An Evangelist that my husband and I know, with a Claimed Healing Ministry took the fish from me. He wanted to show me how to cut

    the head off the fish off. He brought the fish to another woman and set it in front of her… She sat diagnally in front of me to my right.

    It was thou we were sitting in desks/sm. Tables w/chairs. He begins to cut off the head of fish at the throat explaining

    how to bring the knife into it and up and over something to get the head all the way off. I could not watch it as it really grossed me out.

    I remember the Evangelist being frustrated with me & telling me that I was really missing out and yet I still could not bring myself to look.

    The Evangelist then brings only "part" of the fish to me to keep (I remember the scales on the fish and the meat of

    the fish being very thick and white, and the Evangelist walks out with the rest, I was like, “hey that is my fish!”

    He leaves out of the room through a door to my left(behind me). I turn to watch him leave in disbelief.

    I then remember being chased by someone through the whole building. Building was HUGE! I vaguely

    remember seeing the ppl on the balcony ledge again. I was being shot at. I then run after the shooter up some stairs and I

    shot and it ends up being a girl that I know from our old homechurch that we have been gone from for over a year that I shoot.

    She comes to me and she starts complaining to me that I shot her in the mouth and she says, “look what you did! You shot me in the

    mouth and you made my clef lip come back!”…I saw the clef lip and I remember thinking “she never had a clef lip???”

    I then get chased and stabbed by someone?, tho I don’t remember the stabbing actually or what that

    someone looks like, I just know I have been stabbed! I am stabbed & cut across the front & base of my

    neck,deeply. I was in a small room, like a dressing room/cubicle. Coins are placed in my neck…. I remember the coins being taken out of

    my neck. I remember seeing the cut and the flesh ripped and the coins taken out and then placed down on a table with no blood on them,

    but I don’t remember by who, I vagely think by me? All the coins were all silver coins…no copper/pennies did i see.

    The coins were sectioned together/like quarters all pressed together then dimes all pressed together, so

    on and so forth and then ALL of the coins together, like in a pressed bundle...

    I remember getting the rest of the fish back, but I can not remember at which part of the dream I got it back, i think it was before i got stabbed.

    end of dream

  12. [Father, I ask in the name of Jesus that you will lead the one to help me understand this perticular dream that you allowed me to have this morning before awakening. Lord Jesus, I feel as tho You have impressed this dream upon me as an urgent dream. I ask that You give whoever you choose for the interpretation of this dream, clearity of hearing from You and help them Holy Spirit in writing down uncompromised words of Your meaning of this dream. I also ask Lord, that you give me the proper tools of Your Wisdom, Understanding and Knowledge to do as you want me to according to this dream, all for Your Glory and Honor! In Jesus' name, Amen.]


    Okay, now onto the dream. =)

    It is slightly foggy to remember EVERY detail, but what i do remember...

    Adults were getting children ready for an "act" or dance rehersal/audition?... The number of children out numbered the Adults by MANY! The scenes in my dream were in black in white, like a black in white t.v. screen. (greyish tones i guess) I was being shown what was going on in the exact room that we were all in but on a t.v., like it was video recorded and yet happening right in front of me as well. In this "recording" there was this one little girl who they were putting on her to wear: PINK shorts and she was throwing a verbal fit about it cuz she was not going to be dressed like everyone else. Her pink shorts stand out to me.

    next part of dream is fuzzy, but it was like children constant rehearsing/dressing up for something...always go go going...

    Next we are on the beach. People everywhere, More adults than children. I was at the beach twice. First time a young child around 4-6 yr old entered in the ocean- as this child, a boy, steps out into the water his feet slip down a drop-off in the sand, he goes fully under the water. I remember he was wearing RED shorts. I also remember that i was shown his feet, from his mid-calf down, slip off the drop-off, i remember the sand crumbling away.

    Next I am back at the "fuzzy" part of the dream and then Back to the beach again.

    This time "I" was in the water and I saw a child wearing YELLOW shorts enter in the water. He went under the same as the child in RED shorts. I tried finding him and could not. Frantically looking for him among mainly and many adults, I see the child with RED shorts under the water. All the adults were playing and talking and standing around in the water up to chest deep. They seem not to notice this child floating under the water...slightly bumping into them as the waves went back and forth as the ocean does. I see the child in RED shorts and go to grab him. I missed him the first time and i get him the next try. I grabb him and pull him out of the water, raising him above my head yelling out..." A CHILD HAS DROWNED SOMEONE GET HIM!" I remember he was half stiff, as if only rigamortis had only settled in 1/2 way...(which my husband said this morning that it takes approx. 6 hrs for that to happen, he is a nurse) Somebody grabs the child from me and takes him to shore. I remember looking at the boys face when he was taken from me and i remember he had scratches on his cheeks and he had brown hair. I con't to look for the little boy in YELLOW shorts that entered in the ocean and went fully under like the first child, and then I wake up!

    end of dream.


    Thank you for taking the time to read this dream and seeking out God if this is for you to interpret.

    Blessings!

    =)

  13. The Lord has given me a message for the "core" of the church that we are attending. I want it to be completely God and not me in any sense. I want my Spiritual ears unplugged to hear God very keenly... I want my mind unclouded to be able to collect every thought or impression he places there for this message. As i read the Word in studying i want Him to direct me to the exact scriptures he wants me to use. Pray strongholds to be broken on this day, ... hearts to be softned and the Spirit of God to Wooh the people into His midst of seriousness of it all and they repent and get right. In Jesus' name.

    The message is basicallyon being mature in the Lord...needing to grow up and that nature of stuff. We have only been coming here for a bit over 6 mos... i let our pastor know and he agreed to allow me to give it on a Sunday nite when the "core" was basically there. I have NEVER given anything like this to the church.. I have shared visions and dreams and have even prophetically interceded and the such, but not a message such as this.

    It looks as though, becuz of "schedule" and the such that it won't be until the end of November, beginning of December or so. I know God has this under His control and in His perfect timinig... but there is more power and strength in numbers. Thank you so much for standing in the gap. It means so so so so so much =)

    God bless each of you!

  14. Please know I have been praying about this ever since i have had this dream. I "think" i may know only a bit of it... anyway... looking forward if anyone has anything at all. Hopefully i am being clear on it all. =) let me know if you have any questions.
    Thank you for your time.

    MY DREAM:

    I leave my daughter, 8 yrs old., at a bank. Teller says she will watch her. I leave and when I leave I find out that my friend (that I really have in real life, her and I were like Jonathon and David, Mary and Martha, She allowed herself to believe the lies of the Enemy and took action on what he was saying to her which caused her to stop speaking to me) ANYWAY... I find out she will see me. I come back to the bank and my daughter is happy to see me. The teller lets me know I can leave my daughter there again and reassures me it is okay.

    I leave again - I go see my friend. The teller puts my daughter in a chair to sit and wait my return. The chair is in the middle of the room between the teller windows and where people would wait to be seen by the teller. The chair is a cushon seat and cushion back chair, like that of a waiting room chair. When i left there were not any ppl @ the bank.

    While I was visiting my friend,we were both sittting at a rectangular wooden table. She sat on one side of the longer sides and me on the other. She was talking to me, telling me about what God has done in her life and what he is presently doing...All w/o any expression in her face or words.
    I remember i was excited and happy while listening to her. I remember her daughter sitting next to her (my daughters friend) and she was excited to see my daughter.

    All the while I could see her home church (which once was my home church) off to the right of her, behind her in the distance some. Maybe a football field away from where we were sitting.
    I remember knowing or her telling me that the pastor was holding services that day at 4pm. I was anxious cause i knew it had to be getting close to go to church when i realized my daughter was still not with me! I hurry off to get her, flustered.

    I remember driving away from them in our van & I think it was snowing.

    I get to the bank where i see my husband and he's off to the left away from the tellers and our daughter, as though he just got there too. He looks @ me with frustration and makes a frustrated jesture. I remember knowing it was because i was late and left our daughter at the bank and then church was suppose to start. I move quicker towards our daughter. I remember feeling very sickened that i left her for so long.

    When I get my daughter i remember ppl being "faintly" there around Anna, waiting to be seen by the teller(s). My daughter - she did not look sad nor happy, i just remember her looking "plain".

    The teller either told me or i just knew she (the teller) was REALLY okay with my daughter being there, but the idea that my daughter had to "sit" the whole time made me upset with myself.

    I ran to my daughter and told her how excited Sammy(my friends daughter) was to see her and she was as excited as I was. My daughter took my hand and we headed to see them.

    I am not sure where my husband went. he never approached me or our daughter.

    end of dream.

  15. Hello. I am new in the Mia Sherwood Ministries.
    I am 36 yrs old , been married for almost 15 years to a wonderful man of God and a stay at home mom of three in which i homeschool.
    I am a Christian and love the Lord so much.
    I would not want to live my life any other way except with Christ being the firm foundation and center of my soul.
    I hope to connect with others in this site.
    Blessings.

    Radical4Jesus
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