Patience

OMG

THEY DID NOT EVEN SHOW UP.



THE LORD DARED THEM

My my my this God that we serve

I can rest for Mia now


I am so happy Mia I had the loudest laugh ever.

Love
Patience

You know what this felt like.

Im over here in the UK and a part of me in my heart was as if I am going through the same thing you were going through.

Spiritual connections are very strong Praise God! Every time it got to the front of my head I gave it into the hands of the Lord!!!

Mia all is well.

Love
Patience

Lola & Hiskid

Thank you so much. You are in actual fact very right. I went on to have a conversation with this lady on FB yesterday I sensed she was not open enough to tell me exactly what led her to me. In actual fact as i explored her history in an attempt to find her ground in the Lord I sensed an element of ignorance and disrespect for our Spiritual Fathers and not really knowing how the Lord works to help us grow in the Spirit.

I felt a need to pray for her and hope that the Lord channels her through the right path. She believed she has gifts that did not need any guidance from any human being but the Lord. I expressed concern and said to her she needed covering over her life with a mature Spiritual Father who would guide her as she grows in the spirit she made me feel I was attacking her church and that I wanted her to leave that church.

I basically advised her and i said to her if you have these gifts you ought to tell someone mature in her church to guide her, equip her, nurture her I guess i was talking to myself. I told her to Ask the Lord for a Spiritual parent. I gave up and stepped down because none of what I was saying made any sense to her and neither did it not ring any bells for her to consider.

I actually got concerned for her when she told me, all this about spiritual fathers is utter rubbish and i needed to consider my mouth was open

A sensed that she was lost I was not judging her I felt the Lord directed her to me for this reason rather than her wanting me to work for her and her project. I told her that I sense the Lord has allowed you to contact me so you may consider this but she said that she had heard it before about having a spiritual father from a none believer.

So that got me thinking,
what is she trying to say to me or about me ???

I just gave her my blessing and I made her realize that The Lord has planned different paths for us and her request had not been birthed in my spirit.

Moreover she said to me she has not been working for 9 months and yet she was asking me to work hard and save hard and get, pple, get equipment!!!!! I was like huh Thank God I had the wisdom to shut my mouth and not say a word.

I attempted to fully explore with the little information she had given me and realised she needed spiritual guidance and scripture support.

Patience

Mia

Just when you see,hear, feel all odds are against you. Through you the Lord will show his Might in that Court room.

It is well.

Jesus said, 'Do not be afraid. You believe in God. Believe in me also'. (John 14:1)

You are in my prayers.

Love
Patience

Lola

Thank you ever so much my hurt had blinded me in realizing that God was and is actually protecting me. Ohhhh my it never even occured to me

Thank you Lola thank you thank you





I LOVE HIM

I thank him for Lola's life.

You know what Lola now my thought have been channeled to thanking the Lord for this. In all Honesty it never occured to me.

Love u
Patience

Briefly...
I had a dream a feww weeks ago I was in a house full of women and men of God, Apostles, Prophets and Pastors. Now I recieved a prophetic word in that dream from one prophet about getting a new car and she has asked me which one I wanted. I knew what I wanted but i could not tell her. I was so confused by this. The same prophet seemed to have poured either oil or water on my head but i remember it was dripping every where on my face clothes full on on my hands while i was kneeling before her in prayer. I woke up very confused because I remember everyone in the room was so happy and i was confused. This was a few weeks ago. When I attempted to interpret this dream all I could sense was great work ahead of me and pray continuously.
2 days ago i recieved an email that was in line with a personal prophesy I had a while ago. I was excited but i decided to pass it on to my Spiritual mother for guidance who scrutinised it so much that the next email I got from this very person confirmed everything my spiritual mother had said. I thank God for giving me a spiritual mother.

But it left me feeling very unwell and drowned in spirit. I raised so many questions I felt so sad and i feel so sad because the person who wrote this mail to me was someone i cared for as a collegue at work. I thought of her as a very good and loving friend. She is a Christian as well. The worst that hit me was when I told her that I wanted to meet with her to understand where she was coming from and how did she know that God had appointed me to work with her........ below is a copy of some of the things she said in the first email and the second email she wrote back after asking her to meet with me..

Now currently learning to lean not on my own understanding, relying on the Spirit of God I kind of feel vulnerable and when I recieved this second mail I was hurt. While I believe God is teaching me to rely soley on Him she contradicted everything I believed somewhere somehow. It made me weak I felt like she wants to use me n the funny thing is instead of me lashing out and getting angry I actually feel hurt and able to let go.......javascript:emoticonp('')

Here goes...

FIRST EMAIL

If you ever want to prove to others who you worship, then come and join me. Let ur actions speak louder than ur words! Now what am about to tell u may shock u because its out of the blue and not many people get to hear this on an ordinary day like this.
God has appointed you to work with me. Now i knw at the point in ur life, u seem settled but yet still searching for that special, wow moment in ur life. The chances and opportunities is being given to u right now and the decision is yours as i wont nor God would force you but will need an answer by the end of this month, whether u choose to include ur man in this decision is important and is up to u but remember, we will give account on our lives to God one day and ur man will not be there to support u with it.
Right, God has called u to use ur talents and medical expertise to set up clinics in remote areas around the world. Now what struck Him about you is ur passion, diligence and determination to achieve whatever u want to achieve and to go places, places one man dares go :)
Patience, what He has in store for u is beyond ur wildest dreams and at the moment He has placed the responsibility on me to gather a group of people together to get this major project started from Africa, to Nicaragua to eastern Europe helping people, alleviating poverty. Imagine!!
Currently, i am preparing the financial aspects of this project as well as the human resources hence why i am sending u this message.
Now i can imagine this will be of a shock to u and ur man but it is important that u think about this, present it to God and let Him show u the truth in what i am saying to u. I am not desperate for people but with ur skills and knowledge in the medical filed, u could go along way. There are a number of people involved in this so your answer will go along way.
Stay blessed darling and do keep in touch.
Remember an answer by the end of this month ok?
In all seriousness, Never keep ur mouth shut, keep strong as you r for this is what God put in u. Him, been mighty will not stand to watch injustice therefore why should anybody who serves Him? So whatever the story may be, well done for standing up to what u believe in :))


SECOND EMAIL.........after asking her to meet me

Hmmm, my dear Patience, we are in the same shoes my dear and im actually in the Bible under Revelations 11...imagine the shock when i found out.
Listen, things are happening fast but most imporatntly, i am sooooooooo happy and joyous to read about ur current state of life, very very surprised but immersensly HAPPY that you've made the Lord Our God your Lover and everything because u were the least person i expected to hear from with the above response..im pleasantly surprised and thankful.
Right, first thing first, there may be a chance of me leaving the UK for the states tonight but i will be available on the internet either via fb or email. It is very important(beyond important) that we STAY in touch. God has His anointing on us and has called many other people to join this project, this major project. I'd like us to be fevent in fasting for strength and pray for one another for a clear vision of what is to come.
Where and what r u doing and live? Do work hard and save hard because i am going to set up business ventures as proposed by the Lord to begin asap; which should financially support the project. Besides this, i will be travelling around the globe establishing contacts with local businesses, designers, artists and local governments to establish an information system. Things will take a turn for the worse this year all over the world and My Lord is His way to us so things will happen very very fast. MAybe i might not be here next year am not sure but whatever happens, the work will continue and my little sister will get things rolling.
Once again, do prepare urself and dont quit ur job just as yet but gather as much resources as possible, as in people who have the desire to help disadvantaged people, medical supplies that you think we may need if the NHS/organisations u work for may not need them anymore.
I will continue to keep u dated with everything that happens and i cant wait to hear about everything that has been going on in ur life :)
I cant wait.

Now she really felt like a salesman!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know God had allowed this to come to me. I felt I needed to share this with you guys because it had disturbed me so much.

Love In Christ
Patience
ps: One thing I know for sure God is never shocked by who I am He knows me so well better than I know myself!!!! [b]

Owen

I pray you managed to find the dream in the blog for u to read. I was nursing this child

I did

Help me guys

I posted a dream with the above and has not been interpreted which I am greatful for the Lord has not birthed ones spirit to understand it which i will continue seeking for understanding....... but briefly

Any thoughts would really help, does anybody understand or have any idea what broken bones mean or nursing an unwell near death child??


Patience

Hie Guys

This dream has been popping back in my head every quiet time i have had since i had it. I sense a form of task or expectation I am still seeking word from God to understand this I know in my spirit he has said something but I am not grasping it and I wonder if i am complicating the message too much. I am just not sure.

I dreamt I was in a house full of woman and man of God, bishops,prophets,pastors.
One of the prophets pulled me from the chair that i was sitting and told me to kneel on the front room floor. The carpet was red and what seemed to be a small seat where i had to put my head was more like a floral foot stool with red and white colours. I had my iphone in my hand and i put it in front of me. The prophet said something about this phone and the bishop who was sitting on my right hand side took it I asked him what the prophet had said I still could not hear what the bishop was saying so he decided to sign language as if to say the prophet had said to remove the phone in front of you. I remember holding this bishop's leg while i was on my knees. This lady prophet started walking in front of me and wavering something in her hand on my head. She poured either oil or water on my head while i was praying in tongues. I looked up and she had a smile on her face. She said you are going to have a car she gave me options to choose which one i wanted she started off with my car which is a very big car 4x4 which i currently drive n i love this car even with its faults then she said No this has to be a new car the first thing she said was a mercedes benz. I thought of this small merc that i had always liked but failed to describe it to her that thats the one i wanted. As I got up Everyone was so happy and pleased with the word that this prophet had said but i was confused and was not sure whether the car in mind was the right one becoz i failed to describe the car or say exactly the name of the car. I got up and i remember i was in a que to use the toilet another woman of God a pastor pulled me up and told me to pray always and not cease.
I was then left in the que wondering what was going on with an element of confusion the oil/water on my head was so much it kept dripping on my face and my hands were smudged with all this oil/water I kept looking back thinking what is going on. I woke up actually still confused trying to figure out what had happened.

Patience

Talk of Spiritual Warfare and Spiritual Authority
I spent Christmas alone and chose to fellowship with the Lord.

It was the best Christmas in 28 years. Why? This is the day i was fully convinced that God was and is talking to me in that very same Voice that has been growing my spirit. I cannot really describe this Voice but all i can say is its peaceful. I don have the right words to describe it.

The Lord gave me answers and greater understanding as to why I was born inferior, weak and nothing without Him. This is what He said.....

He made me inferior and lower than the angels to test His love. He chose me to be heir to His throne and some angles in particular lucifer was angered by it. Now he is passionately angry with God for choosing me to be an heir to His Throne. I now know lucifer has a bigger advantage over me in that since i was made lower than him he can see me I cant see him. So in that respect God and lucifer can see each other and I am right in between them.
Now presently lucifer has been given control over the earth right therefore he has placed systems on the earth for me to live in and get sucked in big time with work, money, school, whatever that exhists on this earth so i can provide and protect myself to make sure I spend little time with the my Father.
Now my Father made me so inferior in such a way that lucifer learnt that there are only three strategies he can use to keep me sucked in this world. The Lust of the Flesh, The Lust of the Eyes and The Pride of Life.
My Father then says to me Patience I love you so so much because you have made the choice to be my Son I want to kill your soul and birth my spirit in you. 28 years of living in the soulish relm!!!!! Please do the honours. Anything to be like my Father.
Here is my task....
God has given me sufficient grace to learn a complete new way of life Amen! Kill my soul right to the point where I am not capable of doing anything on my own including planning my tomorrow well today now which is the 31st. He simply says I will take over just like that, If you...

1. RELY ON MY SPIRIT
2. LEAN NOT ON YOUR OWN UNDERSTANDING
3. MOMENT BY MOMENT I WILL TEACH YOU
4. EVENT BY EVENT I WILL SHOW U
5. TIME BY TIME I WILL LEAD U UNTIL U RELEASE A MIND OF CHRIST.

There is spiritual warfare between God and Satan and this affects me at a very personal level but it has nothing to do with me. All i know is that I am a child who believes that Jesus Christ is My Lord and Savior and He is the Alpha and the Omega, the author of my Faith. My life begins and ends with it n lucifer passionately hates me for knowing that. He will do anything and everything in his power to keep me sucked in n the world.
The Lord says follow my statutes and He will prove that in as much as His decision was right to make the weak strong and become heirs to His throne and my brother Jesus Christ seated on the right hand side of God given Kingship over all the earth and heavens defeated him by His death on the cross for my life, so will the Lord defeat him yet again by transforming me so all the principalities, powers, rulers of darkness are dazed and will be dazed by the power of the Lord in me.

I cried the rest of the evening. It was an amazing revelation!!! I have never experienced such immense love.

Have you? n did you know this? I am so overwhelmed I had to share such spiritual stuff.

Love
Patience

Amen.

Mia

Much needed word at present. I feel God has directed me to correct teachings with regards to relationships and family.
I have found my answer now its all in my plate to deploy.

Thank you so much Mia. Had you not been in the world I would have not got this at this time that i need this advice at most. Had you not made the choice to follow your purpose and God's purpose for your life in this world you would have not brought my soul to comfort.

You have not the slightest clue but you have helped me so much.

Thank you
Patience

Mia

I was reading your post and i thought to myself the fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge. The Lord has awakened me to the arrow and daggers in spoken words however small they may seem. At times i forget but thank God for the Holy Spirit it immediately shuts me up to words that hurt my conscience and grieves Him.

Which leads me to another thing Jesus Christ only spoke when spoken to or when He is teaching something. He never spoke behind no one it was always in their presence and direct to individuals. When not doing the above He was quiet or hiding to spend time with his Father. Still a young bub in Christ but from what I have been reading so far its true right!! n we got to be the same right!

Patience

Hie guys
I had a broken left wrist and a broken arm and my previous boyfriend was hugging me and squeezing me so much I was in so much pain.
Immediately after that I had a dream where I was looking after a new born baby with difficulty in breathing the nurses who were around me were not as competent in the emergency case. I was requesting for stuff and a lot of things were juss not working
I was angry and upset that they call themselves emergency nurses and they cannot deal with this so I decided to go and get help gave them instructions on what to do
to look after the baby. I went to look for the senior nurse who was in a teaching session right and all she gave me was a group of student nurses to look after this child.
I was upset and stormed off I thought she was going to arrange for a consultant paediatrician to see this child.
I got back only to find out this child was having high flow oxygen which was hot reddening the poor child’s face I was like ohhh my God NO!! n all the nurses and the student nurses were looking at me. The child was trying to get this off but because of the situation this child cud not do it by itself. It was nasty I was scared and at the same time angry for what these nurses had done leave the child to die on hot oxygen. I got up
Any thoughts would really help or does anybody understand or have any idea what broken bones mean or nursing an unwell near death child??

Linda

Just as i was going through my dreams I just remembered that i had a dream that had two significant incidences 3 weeks ago. The first dream i was driving my car which is a big car. I was called to come and see a new born baby by one of my friends. As i drove there i seemed to have been going through turbulences or obstacles to get there. It was proving difficult. I got to a stop and all of a sudden there was a car on my left side with a couple of guys in it. Now the weird thing was i was now trying to park the car for some reason but i was not positioned to park. I was meant to stop and go. Now as i tried to park my car i was so convinced i was going to fit right next to this car without scratching it. The guys in the car told me and said you will not fit in you will scratch our car. I was so determined and i said to myself i will be so careful and not scratch their car. No matter how i tried i was slowly driving my car into this car on my left side. As i parked my car I was neatly scratching their car. Got out of my car and these guys said we told you so. I was concerned with time n i was like i do not think i will make it to the hospital to see this baby but then i said to myself whatever happens i will go so I only just looked at it and walked off they just looked at me wondering what is wrong with this girl they did not make a fuss.
As i was walking i found myself at the hospital cutting short jumping through flower beds i saw my friend Alan who had invited me to see their baby. I saw him by the carpark n he was like well its too late they are about to discharge her but i could still see the baby as they were leaving the suite in which his wife and chid were. As we talked with excitement it all seemed ok. The all of a sudden he broke down and said you know what Patience there is something wrong with my child I don think she will be able to walk. I was like well how cud that happen and why is she being discharged then. I asked him to take me to her. I took her in my arms opened her coverings to see, she had her left hip missing. I looked up n started praying they took the child and we parted and i was like why Lord. I got up. I sensed that this child had a gift and that the devil was trying to block this child's destiny by her not walking.

Now my friend has just had this baby in real life. They have invited me to see this child and i have not gone yet.

Than you so much.

I thank the Lord for guarding my mouth Delightful Soul had i not been reading the bible i would be sitting here asking for forgiveness all the time. I read about the praises of earthly fathers and mothers that under any circumstances do not RATTLE YOUR MOUTH. You will pay for it for disrespecting them.
Sometimes they push us to the limit. I feel at times its disrespectful but my way of avoiding to say the nastiest things especially to my mother is stand up in the middle of her conversation and walk away.
I cant stay and shut my mouth with some things she say. I always walk away though knowing that its wrong and say Im so sorry Lord i could not take it but on the other hand it has stopped and saved me from saying hurtful things.
In this world words hit the jackport faster especially when they are hurtful and its difficult to delete what you said.

Thanks again
Patience

Hiskid

Please Pray for me with the following prayer and thank you so much for your love, care and support it means so much in just you asking. I believe fasting with Isaiah 58 vs 6-12 weakens the being and strengthens the Inner Man.

As you pray Speak and Declare and so it shall be.


Lord this is the fast that You have chosen for Patience:
To loose the bonds of wickedness,
To undo the heavy burdens,
To let the oppressed go free,
And that she breaks every yoke?
To share her bread with the hungry,
And that she brings to her house the poor who are cast out;
When she see the naked, she covers them,
And not hide herself from her own flesh?
Her light shall break forth like the morning,
Her healing shall spring forth speedily,
Her righteousness shall go before her;
The glory of the LORD shall be her rear guard.
She shall call, and You LORD will answer;
She shall cry, and You will say, ‘Here I am.’
If she takes away the yoke from her midst,
The pointing of the finger, and speaking wickedness,
If she extends her soul to the hungry
And satisfy the afflicted soul,
Then her light shall dawn in the darkness,
And her darkness shall be as the noonday.
Lord guide her continually,
Satisfy her soul in drought,
And strengthen her bones;
She shall be like a watered garden,
And like a spring of water, whose waters do not fail.
Those from among her
Shall build the old waste places;
She shall raise up the foundations of many generations;
And she shall be called the Repairer of the Breach,
The Restorer of Streets to Dwell In.
In the name of Jesus I pray

Amen

Hie Guys

Does anybody hear the Holy Spirit praying in Tongues spontaneously interrupting your thought process as you keep paying attention to it as if coming from afar and as you draw it forward you start Praying in the Spirit as well. This happens to me now and again but today as i payed attention to it more while i was on the computer it was very clear as if waring in prayer and needed me to Pray in the Spirit and join in the warfare. I am in a period of fasting. I have dedicated a long period of fasting (The Lords chosen fast Isaiah 58 vs 6-12) every week and this is my second week.

Pray for me whenever you can brethren.

Humbly in Christ.
Patience

Delightful Soul

Oh boy I just had the biggest smiling face with all my teeth out.
Thank you for your word. I juss do not know what to say I am at a time where I have shut the world and i am having worldly issues hovering on top of my head. I feel i need to soak myself in his word so i may forget it all let Him change me to change the world for His glory. Amen
My Family is so against my behaviour and im causing everybody to worry . Not that i want them to worry I have told them time and again repreated times that i am fine till my lungs popped out but none stop.
So i decided action speaks louder than words. No telephone contact except emails and chat if they find me. In the middle of prayer or studying the word phone calls. My early morning prayer this is like 3 in the morning phone calls. It became hard and hard and hard. Now its even worse the fact that i am not communicating with them by phone.
My family are all Christians and I honestly expected them to understand and let me be and instead have them support me in prayer and I in prayer for them to each find their purpose in the body of Christ. Thank the Lord you are still single I can relate had i not met you then i would have not known that the Lord will always have something up His sleeve for His kids and that some of His kids have had same situations as me.
I wish i could actually hear Him speak everyday I know He talks to us everyday in our lives and He has every single day mapped out for us. I juss wish i could hear him more as he speaks. I dedicated my home to him only and that i would take authority over it and He should lead me on how to look after it which has been a great honour for me. The place is very very peaceful.
Getting used to living alone. My prayer is to tune into His words and have more of Him everyday. I love Him to death. During the time of my separation I was driving and on this day I could feel he grabbed onto my heart with such immense affection i have never felt before it was mellowing . I cried and cried and cried and this is me driving on the highway and 80km/ph and had to change lanes . I could not believe what i was feeling it was very unusual very unconditional feeling. Since that day I fell in love with Him. I could never explain this to anyone around here because i never had the words. One day i woke up started crying and i said to myself i am in love with someone i cant see. I could not explain it and its difficult to explain it now. I am in so much high expectation for a visit I know He will make sure i will not miss it however he wishes to show himself I have faith that he will show.

I juss love Him but i need to learn to let go off things as you interpreted which is hard and i greatly need His help to do that. His help is in the Word right?

With all my love in Christ
Patience

Thank you Owen

Much Love
Patience

I am at a time i call desert or wilderness timewere everything is basically up side down. I have left my 8 year relationship after strong conviction from the Lord. Left my fulltime job, relocated. My family thinks i have a mental illness and need a Dr since i gave my life to Christ. Now i have an interview on the 26th Nov. Im sensing a NO. Not to even set foot or attempt going. My life since i moved to this new place has been God's hand directing me. He provided everything in the first place I had nothing to do with this move except choose where i wanted to stay on one go which was shocking. Now i have been working freelance and I feel if i take on this fulltime job i am moving backwards. Last month and begining of this month i was struggling to get work and now all of a sudden i am wanted here n there and everywhere which was very unusual last month i had so many many job cancellations and i was upset at times worried at times thinking how am i going to pay my bills. Prayed always, have always given it to God to control so i would not be upset. I feel if i take on this job i am restricting what God can do with me unlike when i am working freelance. I sense He is telling me to have faith in him for provision.
Can anyone help me understand this. Please

My life has been hard especially since knowing that i have a calling upon my life. Death to self is harsh, painful and tough. God gives grace sufficient to yeld more to him.
My first lesson! He speaks. I need to be able to communicate with him more deeply.
I believe He is doing it everyday and i believe i miss Him when He says something. I sometimes get a spontaneous streamline of thoughts unrelated to place in time and situation and i write them down. Sometimes i hear him in tears unusual spirit cries different from my normal sobs.
Prompts to pray for someone. I have left everything i had to live alone and its not been the easiest of journey. It feels so intense since i gave my life to Him Nov 2009.
How do you guys hear the Lord speak and does anyone experience the above or any other way. How else do you train yourself.

Help me train my gifting.

Humbly in Christ
Patience

Linda

OHHH my Linda you bring tears to my eyes. Its been hard He is the one person i loved so much after so much rejection. Gosh its hard. But anything for God. He never told me I had to do this it hurts in my bones in my heart at times everything its like i want to scream amd blow but yeh I have to kill myself.
Blows thats hurt cleanse away evil. As do stripes the inner depths of the heart. Prov 20vs 30.
I have tried to be hard on myself since i got the very conviction you are talking abt. Tried not to feel anything did anything i could think of to get him out of my head and not be around him. Then i learnt only God will do that i need to yied to the Holy Spirit and the Word. He will change everything as i seek His word more. So i have stopped trying and being hard on myself. I believe He will move him as He wishes.
With the way he is i am like how is it going to happen that he should let me go and he has always known the way to my heart. I have held onto the word of God and prayer for release. I am believing for a peaceful parting. I still talk to him and little does he understand about the Lord. To make matters worse he is the only one who understands because his mother was a prophet but he never yeilded to the Lord. My whole family is exactly the opposite. A huge mountain i need to move. Its sad but true.

Thanx Linda

I will always remember the Lord is with me always and for ever Amen