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thank you dreamster. Your words do mean alot to me. I have been praying for God to restore my joy and he has. I wasent sure if anyone would pray for me when I posted, Im very thankful to God for this Website. Where we can pray and encourage each other . thank you In His Service

Absolutly , I agree. Isreal is always in my prayers. I always pray according to my Fathers Will , There are so many things that we need prayer for concerning this situation.

Thank you for your uplifting words. I appreciate that you took time to pray for me. Thank you for ministring to me when I needed it. It really spoke to me , it was right with my spirit. It brough tears to my eyes, but tears of happiness, at a new start. In His Service

Discouraged Ive been there before , during this time I find its best to count all the things that God has done,and how he has been there for you. Sometimes when I am greatly distressed I put on praise music, and start singing. Even when I don't feel like it, I do because I know that God inhabits the praises of his people . When you sing to him its another way of giving it to him. When you sing , or at least cry out to him when the music is on you are showing him no matter what you are going through you are choosing to give him glory. And do you know what he shows up. He comes in and you feel refreshed, give it to God. Ive been there trust me you can read my prayer I have one hear too. Sometimes it good to let it out tell God exactly how you feel, be honest with him , he already knows. Whatever you do , know that God doesen't let you down. His word never comes back void. People can let you down, but God doesen't. Hold on . He'll see you through it, and we are all praying for you too.

At the beginning of this month I had a very difficult decision to make. I have a freind that I had to let go. We were going to go in to buisness together she wanted to build a homeless shelter, and wanted me to do my vision with her as well which was to create a website for teens and youth from 8-on up. God had given me a great vision of reaching out to the youth in our area for the commission. But all the doors were closed on campus, so he instructed me to do a website for them. He showed me to have a place for them to blog, to encourage each other in Christ. There was to be a spot for more questions about God. A spot for testamonies, a spot for prayer, ect..... I started on this right away. My friend who is prophetic told me that God had big plans for this website and it would go nationwide. Because it pulled churches , state and people together. I do believe that it will. Shortly after that I she kept mainifesting bad fruits. I made excuses for it and kept praying to God and interceeded for her. She couldn't get along with anyone though, every church she went to every friend she had she would gossip about it , and attack. She couldn't find a church she liked because as she put it they didn't believe what she did. I had visited most of these churches there was nothing wrong with them. She then started attacking and finding flaws in me , my husband, my 13 yr daughter, ect .ect. Desperate to do know what to do, I ask the council of very wise christians, then I checked my bible again, then I would pray, then I would seek council. I did this back and fourth for one month. Finally the word was confirmed over and over again. If the fruits weren't there, even though the gifts of the spirit were there, it would not be wise to go into buisness with her. So I wrote a letter to her, In love, I told her how much I care for her , but that she had some issues she had to deal with first before we could do the buisness. Needless to say we are not friends , not becuase I do not wish it but she says I am judging her. Which I am not , I just am trying to hold her accountable for her actions. I am a true friend to her , and this broke my heart . I am still confused , about how it turned out. I was really hoping for repentance, and restoration. The pastors I have consulted with and my good christian friends. Tell me to give her back to God. But it is still hard. My prayer is this I still want to do my website. I have already bought the name, and feel God still leading me to do this, unfortunatly I feel that she has gone behind my back and sabatoged my financial backer. I am feeling dry, now . God is slowly replacing my joy, but I invested in this relationship , and am hurt. I need to get over this though and get back to the vision God has placed before me which is witnessing to the lost . Time is so short..... I need prayer for windows, and doors to open. He has given me visions to do it . I just need to know what to do first and how. I guess, I need more courage , more action. I don't know what is wrong with me . My mind and heart our fighting over this loss. In His Service