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Cholette, I am definitely taking in every word. I woke up at 1:30 this morning with a throbbing in my right lung. I went into my closet and began praying. Shortly, I came out and read some words of encouragement that I had received from the Lord. I did start praying again, just letting my heart speak to God. I again, started gagging, deep taking my breath away gagging. You know how sometimes when you pray outloud to God, you start praying and you dont know where the words are coming from? I started doing that rebuking the enemy's influence in my life. I believe I have allowed this world to influence my thoughts and actions and God desires to transform my thinking. Joyce Meyer was on tv and i heard her say, when you are in His presence, He gives you everything you need to overcome. Only God can change you. I feel like I need to start fresh and renew my mind in Christ. And as I earnestly seek Him, He will take care of all of my concerns. Thank you for your continued prayers!!

Cholette, Thank you for your response. I feel encouraged. I began dating a man that I came to believe that he would hinder me in my walk with the Lord and no matter how much I loved Him, I needed to end our engagement. It has been hard, but I know it was what I needed to do if I really wanted to serve God and see this calling come to pass. I began to physically not feel well when we were together. I don't know what else would keep me from my calling. But I will begin asking God to reveal anything to me that I do not see. Thank you both, again.

Thank you for your response. I am beginning to wonder if my divorced has changed my calling or even suffering because of my divorce. I just do not have any clear answer or direction. Thank you for your prayer!

Hey Everybody, i have not been feeling well for progressively quite some time. Sometimes it's my heart double beating and shooting pain in my chest, or my stomache cramping or I have a hard time getting a deep breath and it feels like I am not getting enough air. The thing is, whenever I fast, pray and cough/gag something out of me... I feel better. But it doesnt last more than a week or two. Tonight has probably been the worst so far. I could not sleep because I feel like I can't breath and my stomache just does not feel good. I do not have medical insurance. I have relied on God to sustain me physically for the last 7 years since my divorce. I keep standing on healing promises but cannot understand why I am still having to endure the sickness. I am starting to have thoughts that God is not going to intervene and heal me. When I was married, 1 Pastor and on a different occasion 1 Prayer Warrior both said that God was preparing me for healing and prophesy. Later I was healed of cervical pre-cancerous cells. I have held onto those words spoken over me, waiting for my ministry to begin. But now I am beginning to wonder if now that I am divorced, if it will come to pass. I just don't know what God has planned for me now. I still have a 14 year old daughter that barely speaks to her father and would be devastated if anything happened to me. Especially if she had to go and live with him. Please intercede on my behalf and ask the Lord to see and hear my concerns and give me insight on his plan for my future. Thank you!!