Graceful

Thank you Delightful soul and SisterinChrist for responding. I found a website where this man had listed scriptures to speak outloud during oppression and I have been doing that. It has really helped alot. I have also been reading a book by Graham Powell that has taught me alot about getting free. I too have found that playing worship music helps...it seems like I hear the music all night long in my sleep as well. Love it when that happens!

I have been having a problem at least 17 years now with tormenting thoughts in my mind. It all started one morning when I was laying in bed and praising the Lord with my thoughts because I didnt want to wake my husband by speaking out loud. This terrible thought about the Holy spirit came into my mind and I literally shuddered inside. I was upset and I called a friend and she asked me if I could still pray in tongues and I told her yes and so she told me not to worry about it. The Lord showed the Pastor of a church I had been attending that it was a demonic assignment sent against me...(I hadnt told the Pastor anything at all about what was going on with my mind)....and this is what the Lord told him when he prayed for me. I pray the word of God over my mind all the time but its gotten so frustrating to go through this for so long and it's like I find very little relief. It makes me feel condemned most of the time and far from God. I can't understand what I did to have this happen to me. Has any one else been through something similar and been able to come out of it? I feel like I have a demon in my mind sometimes. Would appreciate if anyone can advise me.

Please pray for my daughter Steph. Her daughter's dad(they were never married) has temporary custody of their 5 year old girl. They live 230 miles apart. Steph has visitation every other weekend and He has been hiding her from my daughter for the last month. He even moved without telling her where they were moving to but she was able to find out where they moved to. She travels all that way (230 miles)and the police won't do anything even though he's going against court order. He has failed a child protective services drug test and my daughter received a letter from them stating he had neglected the little girl but they were dropping the case. He also recently received a dui on a suspended license during which time he had a wreck and almost killed his current girlfriend. This all seems demonic to me as to why he is able to still keep custody of my granddaughter. My daughter is heartbroken by all of this. She has 2 younger children 4 & 3 that live with her and is expecting another baby in July. She has called attorneys but none return her calls. Something just doesnt seem right. Please pray for her that she can at least find an attorney she can afford that the Lord will give him/her the wisdom on how to handle this case. Thank you & God bless everyone.