calledandChosen

thank you so much for your insight and your prayers. God Bless

hello i am in a situation in my life where i just recommitted myself to Jesus. I got saved when i was approximately 17yrs old. but along the journey I have had instances before where i left God due to circumstances in my life. A year ago i left God again during that time I got involved with a nonchristian boyfriend. Our relationship was so easy in the beginning almost all the qualities i ever hoped for in a guy but not perfect as no one is. But it broke my heart everytime I said, but why couldnt he been christian I would have been so joyous. we broke up 3 times before, all because i felt the urge to go back to God. I tried ministering to him, he went to church with me a couple of times but he's still unsaved. I broke with him on 4th of july, it was a very bad breakup. there were questions of trust, texts from other females and I witnessed something very disturbing in which he said he had to have been sleep walking as he wouldn't have done that in his right mind and that wasn't him. miraculously we spoke after the breakup and he said he now has a strong urge to find out what life is about, that he was reading something in proverbs. He wanted to get back together even though i wanted to I still told him no. He was raised in the rastafarian religion in which they do read the bible but they believe that jesus christ already came to earth reincarnted into haille selassie so they see jesus as not the ultimate savior they acknowledge him as a prophet but not as king above all. They give their praise to selassie. Please pray for him that God will lead him to Jesus and open his eyes to finding the truth of the gospel and be saved. Please pray for my strength in God, to love God and serve him no matter what comes my way in life. To put him first above all. Please help me pray aginst feelings of fear and failure, that im gonna screw up on my walk with God again. That God will heal my hurt from this relationship and that i will understand what my life is about and should be. thank you