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You all must really be praying..mountains are moving for me! Just talked to someone today that has found a really awesome potential job for me that is much less stressful than what I am doing. Thank you, and keep sending those prayers up!

Trinity609, Hallelujah! I hate to sound like a whiner. It is hard each day hearing so many people with so many great things and feeling like I am not accomplishing much. I just want to do what is pleasing to GOd and just have not found out exactly what that is.

Thank you for praying for me. I have been suffering for so long feeling worthless and stupid. This afternoon I someone come up to me and share their experience with a local Christian college that seems like it may be a good fit for me. I am scared of screwing this up and really could use your continued prayer and encouragement. Thank you!

I am at home by myself a lot. My husband travels with a gospel quartet. I have been struggling with trying to find my place in life. I have prayed for years and have no idea what God will have me do as my career. I have been a teacher's aid for 7 years and I am good at what I do. I feel trapped and often worthless. I can't figure out why I can't hear, or see what God wants me to do? This to most is probably silly but enough to make me want to give up and be stuck in a rut for good. Any advice or direction would be most appreciated. J

I really want to thank you both. Traveller* I needed to hear what you had to say. I'm not sure why it never crossed my mind to call out God, to Jesus. I guess during panic you are so worried about not losing control that you don't think about what is important. But God is peace, and does love me, and I am sure you are right. He will bring peace when I call on him. Thank you!

This is new to me posting my life for so many to see. I want to give you a better understanding of what I go through with this anxiety of mine. It started with an abusive relationship I had when I was 17-23 years of age. I didn't have anxiety until that relationship. The feeling of having no control over any aspect of my life just surfaced one night as I was eating dinner and we had an argument in public. He started verbally attacking me as always and I guess after years of surpressing, my throat closed up (or so I thought) and I had my first full blown attack. My life has never been the same since. I take meds on a daily basis and I don't remember what life was like when I was my old self. This may sound crazy to someone that has never had this problem, but I assure you anxiety takes control over your life. To conclude, I have a wonderful Chrisitan husband who loves and supports me, and is the exact opposite of my old realtionship. But anxiety doesn't just go away. My last resort, which should have been my first resort, is to have some serious praying going on for me. I spend the majority of my time praying for others and often don't think of myself. I hope that someone is willing to do this for me. My husband and i are still looking for a home church, and you all are all I have. If God lays it upon your heart to pray for me, please let me know. Thank you so much. Yoj

Thank you, Christina from the bottom of my heart!

Thank you , Traveller! He is soooo good!

I would like to thank you both for thanking the time to help me pray for this situation. In the last week or so, I have had an overwhelming peace come upon me, and have since had the sense of release from the hold I felt they had on me. I no longer am afraid and I thank you all for your prayers!

I posted this in another section, I think it may be more appropriate here. I have been working with a lady that I have been told has a "soul tie" with me. I have some seriously strong people praying for me right now, but I can use even more! This lady has been out of my life now for over 5 months, but I can't seem to stop being afraid of her. The reality is she can't physically get to me, but I need prayer to rid her of any connections with me. This was a very ungodly woman whom my spirit dealt with at work for over a year and half. I actually took on her personality and lost that part of my life by not going to church, reading and studying my Bible and just being depressed. I was ans still am being controlled somehow. Now as I am no longer working with this person, I am back to myself again, but have a constant worry and fear of her. She somehow still has control over me. If this makes sense to anyone, please help me and tell me I'm not nuts! Any insight that I may not be seeing or hearing from God would be so encouraging as myself and others try to pray trough this daily struggle.