Dear All, Alli can say is I need prayers...and some counseling for this disturbed mind.. I found out that we are gonna have our third baby....it is a li'l bit of a shock, since we were not planning for another one so soon, since my second child is only 1 yr and 7 months.. Ever since, I found out this, I've lost my interest to go for work...I'm worried if the baby would be stressed more, since my work involves a lot of ad-hoc new things coming yup..Its more like the administering of a server...and it is really demanding in a way that it keeps me for longer hours...It has only been 7 months since I started work, and finding a job was really a difficult thing... I worry abt after the baby is born, I have a nanny who takes care of my 1 yr old...she almost lives with us, so she can take care of my first child who will turn 6 in December(about the same time the new baby would be born!!) I'm worried that if I start work in 2 months...how things would be at home...the last time The thing is i'd like to stay home with my kids.....for some time . i'd like to take a break, but my husband thinks, i should not at this point in time..i too believe that this job that I have is a miracle...door that HE opened at the right time.... I need prayers..to make the right decision ....i'm confused about a lot of things..worried abt the truama after having a baby..i feel I'm not ready to go thru another experience....again...but I have to.... I think i really need some good talking, good prayer support, and also someone to pray along with to make the right decision for me and the family... I hope someone can help... Regards, Cognizant !!!
Dear All, Alli can say is I need prayers...and some counseling for this disturbed mind.. I found out that we are gonna have our third baby....it is a li'l bit of a shock, since we were not planning for another one so soon, since my second child is only 1 yr and 7 months.. Ever since, I found out this, I've lost my interest to go for work...I'm worried if the baby would be stressed more, since my work involves a lot of ad-hoc new things coming yup..Its more like the administering of a server...and it is really demanding in a way that it keeps me for longer hours...It has only been 7 months since I started work, and finding a job was really a difficult thing... I worry abt after the baby is born, I have a nanny who takes care of my 1 yr old...she almost lives with us, so she can take care of my first child who will turn 6 in December(about the same time the new baby would be born!!) I'm worried that if I start work in 2 months...how things would be at home...the last time The thing is i'd like to stay home with my kids.....for some time . i'd like to take a break, but my husband thinks, i should not at this point in time..i too believe that this job that I have is a miracle...door that HE opened at the right time.... I need prayers..to make the right decision ....i'm confused about a lot of things..worried abt the truama after having a baby..i feel I'm not ready to go thru another experience....again...but I have to.... I think i really need some good talking, good prayer support, and also someone to pray along with to make the right decision for me and the family... I hope someone can help... Regards, Cognizant !!!