Early this morning I had a very disturbing nightmare. It was a nightmare to me because I woke up in such a state of panic that I almost couldn't breathe. I can't remember it all so please bear with me. I was in a room unknown to me. My husband and I were waiting for something or someone. Then a man walks in and tells me that my oldest son was dead. (He's 6 almost 7 yrs old). Then we are told that our youngest son was sick with the same illness. (He's 5 y/o). Then before the dream ended, we were told that he was dead too. When they allow us to see our youngest, and I am holding him tightly, he opens his eyes. In that same moment, I can actually FEEL the happiness and grief at the same time. Happiness for my youngest son and grief for my oldest. That was all of the dream, but I remember waking up and the feeling of extreme sadness was overwhelming. As I would say other mothers have done before, I ran straight to my boys' room and sat there staring at them sleeping and weeping from the emotional turmoil that I felt in the dream. Can anyone tell me what this could mean? Am I in danger of losing my precious boys? I couldn't bear losing them!!! Help me!
Early this morning I had a very disturbing nightmare. It was a nightmare to me because I woke up in such a state of panic that I almost couldn't breathe. I can't remember it all so please bear with me. I was in a room unknown to me. My husband and I were waiting for something or someone. Then a man walks in and tells me that my oldest son was dead. (He's 6 almost 7 yrs old). Then we are told that our youngest son was sick with the same illness. (He's 5 y/o). Then before the dream ended, we were told that he was dead too. When they allow us to see our youngest, and I am holding him tightly, he opens his eyes. In that same moment, I can actually FEEL the happiness and grief at the same time. Happiness for my youngest son and grief for my oldest. That was all of the dream, but I remember waking up and the feeling of extreme sadness was overwhelming. As I would say other mothers have done before, I ran straight to my boys' room and sat there staring at them sleeping and weeping from the emotional turmoil that I felt in the dream. Can anyone tell me what this could mean? Am I in danger of losing my precious boys? I couldn't bear losing them!!! Help me!