CeeBee

The person thinks hes asking her what she feels now that hes gone but I think its more of how he felt when he was alive. The dreams are repetitive, ever since his death.

^^thats what i got too when i read this

^ wow, how true. i don't gamble but I have been spending/wasting my money on worldly things and recently have been getting in trouble for it! too bad i saw the responses a bit later

I wanted to know what you guys thought of it. When I read it, I cried my eyes out...


Sitting on this road curb. All is quiet, all is dark, very dark. The rain is falling on my face, yet my tears are still able to leave a stain on the pavement. I'm straining to see something, anything. I have never been to this place, yet I'm not in fear, or scared of this presence. A presence that is becoming very clear to me. A presence that my soul feels at ease with. I close my eyes hard, squeezing them very very hard, as the rain begins to fall harder. So hard its stinging my skin when it finally reaches my body. I feel someone or something staring at me, with deep intensity. I stand up away from the curb, with my eyes still tightly closed. I take 2 steps forward until I am pushed forcefully and then ajar to a stop. I quickly open my eyes, and there you stand in front of me. Wet, tired looking, drawn out...blank.

Michael? I wonder if I should say something. Is that you? I open my lips and mouth your name....Michael. I start to panic, because I'm trying to figure out, is it that I can't speak, or can I not hear myself calling out your name.

'Michael', 'Michael', 'Michael'...crying but still not able to hear myself, I go to try one more time, 'Michael'. The tiniest bit of a corner smile appears on your face before you raise your index finger and place it upon your lips to hush me.

I'm frozen in place, you walk toward me, very very close to me. So close that the rain drops that have been placed on your nose, fall gently onto mine. My heart feels like I am wearing it on my shoulder. I close my eyes once more...I wait a couple seconds before reopening them...when i open my eyes...you are so close to my face. So close in fact I can see the outline of your tears molding together. I hesitate before opening my mouth.

But you beat me to it...
"It's raining" you say to me. I cant speak...I smile.
"How does it feel?" A little louder now. "How does it feel".
I can still say nothing. You face gets very stern. Your voice changes. Gets very deep, very emotional....as you begin to scream at me.

"How does it feel huh?" How does it feel rain?"

Over and over again...each time the question is asked your voice gets louder. The rain is pounding down now. I am struggling to figure out which is the loudest in my ear..your voice of the pounding of the rain.

I reach out to touch you. The tears I had watched being molded together, now fall as a stream down your cheeks. 'Michael', 'Michael' still nothing. You step back away from me, as I fall down back to the curb.

My tears stinging my eyes as they fall harder and harder I cover my eyes to wash away these tears before more fall. I hear your knees hit the cement, startled I go to stand up...but I cant move. I look to you, still in front of me, yet far enough away that I can't touch you.

Your eyes meet mine, both deadlocked, both tear filled...

"How does it feel?" over and over again before you begin to evaporate within the rain. I am still straining to yell for you, yet I have no voice. Slowly you are taken away from me, blended into the heavy rain...the only thing left are your hands.

Before they evaporate...I wake up.

And every time I wake up from this dream...I am laying on a tear filled pillow, with my hands clenched tightly together.


p.s. i dont believe in the dead contacting the living, as those kind of things are demonic and are very decieving. I don't think this person was decieved, I think it means something else, though I'm not sure...

yes, i think ur right. as a prophet of God also told me my star (future, destiny, etc) is very bright but i should not rush there will be a time for (men)

Do you know what it is I could be rushing into?

Oh..my..gosh, ^^ that seems to fit the circumstances I am in now a lot. Thanks :)

This dream was incredibly weird or what my friend said "really funky"

I was at home and two guys from my church came in, I thought it was strange how they had easy access. They are both bros. The younger one, (only by 2 years), asked me to do a sex tape thingy with him, he had the video cam recorder and everything! I was like "noooo get out!" I threw him out my house and then his bro was in my room. I dont know why, but I whispered something in his ear and then he held my waist and I held him and he whispered something back but I wasn't even listening cause he was making me feel sooo light-headed (you know how you get when say for example you're with a man doing the..ahem)!
It then switches to my church, everyone was arguing and then more than half of the members got up and left for good.
Then it switches back and this time people are telling me how this guy in my church has liked me for ages which suprised me, cause his behaviour towards me was far from that.
I see him again and this time he looks completely different! It was a whole other face but so much more attractive. I take him to a blacked out room. Everything gets intimate, kissing, etc. But then he stops and starts to walk away and says its because I'm a bad kisser?!

Ok that really got me down, I was happy it was a dream, cause I would hate for someone to say that to me in real life.

If you've read my dreams before, I'm sure you can tell that their almost always hard to understand! I have no idea why!

P.s. I did like a guy in my church a lot, but not really anymore, cause I feel nothing would happen as the age difference is A LOT and there were no signs. I don't like this guy featured in my dream but he could represent someone else. I'm kind of starting to like someone else and I feel I have a better chance with him. We get along really well.

I think I have a problem - I never know which is which! I'm gonna be honest, theres been a time when I've become close with a male friend and have developed feelings for them, but as I moved away from them (as in got a bit distant), the feelings have disappeared! Was that love or lust??

Now its happening again, but I haven't admitted to myself I like the person cause I don't want it to become something else. But a dream I had today has left me confused...Anyways thats for another time and place.

How do you guys tell when its love or lust? Is it just me, or is it confusing??

I believe we can ask God to show us in our dreams. I've asked so many times and only once has he shown me. I assumed it was because he didn't want to show me but that one time he did. And boy, did he show me loud and clear.

I wanted to make sure that where I wanted to go was allowed and God showed me that very night that it was NO-GO area!!!

I'm so grateful!

On Friday in real life I had to sing in front of the church for the first time. I've been told I have a good voice, and I believe thats my God-given talent - until recently.
I never really had confidence in my voice, I believed I sucked, even though I'm in a duo-girl group. I always felt like my other part is just so better than me. It's not jealousy or envy, more like I feel completely useless compared to her. We share the same ambitions and everything and we're always dreaming we'll make it as huge Gospel artists. Shes been achieving a lot in church lately, leading songs, etc. It may not seem like a big thing, but it is to us, as we lack confidence in coming out in front of others.

Anyways, it didn't go so well on friday and people were laughing at me even though they tried to keep it quiet.

So that night I dreamed that my friend, whos very shy but recently is starting to come out, was singing in front of the church. Her self esteem was boosted a lot, she became really confident, even asking if she could sing Praise and Worship, taking control. Its like she was becoming a star. The whole choir stood up apart from me. I sat down and I was completely ignored. Everyone was oblivious to me. Its like no one knew I was there, even though I was there. No one cared. I felt totally useless, like I wasn't good enough.
Then our brother (not by blood but in Christ) came up to the side where the choir was and asked "Why aren't you including her (me) in what your doing? I thought you two was supposed to do this together?" When he said "I thought you two was supposed to do this together?" I knew he didn't mean that he thought we was supposed to do the song she was singing together, but he actually meant our dream of becoming gospel artists. In the dream I quickly said "No, its fine. I'm too shy."

I don't remember what happened next, but I hope someone has an interpretation on this as I believe there is a meaning in this dream.

I already knew this because when Michael made a statement he said in 1993, that he was violated by the police as they took pictures of him fully naked - his buttocks, lower torso, upper thighs and his penis. They did this because Jordy Chandler claimed how Michael had pigment spots on his genital area (because of his vitiligo which destroys the pigment in the skin, causing a person to lose their colour). When the police took the pictures, this statement was proven to be completely false. He had absolutely no pigment spots of that kind. Poor Michael Jackson :(

Wow! How lucky are you!

^ Interesting...great points!

Ok, so heres my dream.

I was with a group of people in a room. I don't really remember the surroundings but there was a head of a horse hanged up and it was alive. Everyone was feeding it, I don't remember if I was or not, but I'm pretty sure I wasn't. Sometimes the horse would even sleep and I'd hear it snoring?

I just don't understand why people would be feeding the head of a horse?

Does anyone have any interpretations? Greatly appreciated.

How do we all know God's plan for our lives and what we will become in the future?
I've been confused on this question for so long now. I know everyone has a God-given talent but sometimes I wonder whats mine? What is it that I'm supposed to be doing in my life that through it, God will be glorified?

Does anyone know how we can find out our destiny?

Wow, this really helps. Because I thought asking for confirmation would mean I have no faith in the Lord.
Thank God I know thats not true.

Thanks for answering. Very appreciated

Thanks Butterfly, and yes I am a Christian and have been for the past 3 years and I'm happy to say I got baptised this year

And yeah I believe this was a real experience too, a scary one.

Ok, this was a long time ago but I hope I can still get an interpretation on this.


I was in hell. I know it was hell. There was fire all around and I was standing on like a rocky surface. There where two or I think three girls there with me. They all looked the same - red/orange hair, VERY pale white complexions, black tops and red trousers. They all sat cross-legged on the floor, heads bowed down and they all had the same dead expression on their faces. Then an evil voice told me that I am not allowed to sing praises to the Lord. That where I am, it is forbidden to sing or praise the Lord. I knew it was Satan. But, I wasnt having that. So I started shouting I will sing for the Lord and I'll give him praise. And so he got angry. I couldnt see him but he grabbed my neck and started strangling me and throwing me about but I was still shouting those words. Then when I woke up my neck was literally sore.

....


But that was like a year ago.

Now I feel like I'm pulling away from God. I need to get closer to Him. After reading that thread Worshipper made about dreaming of their lover I feel I focus too much on my love interest and not enough on God. Someone in that thread said we should be feeling lovesick for God. And I believe thats so true because lately my mind has been occupied on that certain person instead of God. And I feel so terrible. I feel like a backslider because I feel like I've lost the bond I had with God :uhoh: .....

If no one has an interpretation to this, then say so instead of ignoring...

No-one answered this yet?

Thanks Lori, much appreciated and here is the one i referred to before:

Then a third dream I have is that in my church, we are doing a show. So I am the choreographer and the dance I want to teach everyone requires paired male and female. The much older people in my church arent going to be dancing but are going to act in the background as just people sitting in a bar (it was like a jazz kind of play) and so the young ones are paired up. So when I pair up I say I'm gonna pair up with this guys bro (even though I wanna be with this guy but I dont want it to be obvious I like him) but then my friend tells me I cant be with him because hes too short and this type of dance requires the male to be taller than the female (which is weird because hes 1 inch taller than me) and so I say ok, I'll be with the guy I like (who is tall, like 5'11-6ft) and I end up being with him. But at the end a man in my church isnt paired up with anybody and for some reason cant take part in the show?

yeah you guys are right, I guess its not the right time. He went out with a woman in my church who was 3 years younger than him but they broke up. I guess I should wait because when I asked God about him He told me I should be patient and WAIT. But its damn hard! And when I had that first dream I didnt admit to myself I liked him. And if you look at the first thread, there was a dream about people being paired up in my church. What do you think that means?

P.S. this guy hides thes feelings alot

Im actually between 16 -20 lol and I have a good relationship with my dad. I love him but I dont see him much because he lives abroad. He stays for 6 months there and then comes here another 6 months. During those 6 months I see him often. And I speak to him quite alot on the phone.
And the second dream about me being naked it wasnt the same guy I like in the first dream. This one is a celeb but maybe he represents someone in my life in that dream?
And in the other thread those dreams were about a guy I know who goes to my church and is actually the choir leader (i'm in the choir) and I speak to him quite alot (actually every time I go church and sometimes on phone) but I dont know if hes interested because hes someone whos hides things, you wouldnt know if he had interest or not...