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I started my own singing service last year and then I stoped. I have this service or business registerd through the state and I have a tax id the name of my company is called SONGSTRESS and everything. I really want to get back to doing this. I have contracts and business cards. I would go singing at weddings, church events, Birthday parties or, any postive occassions. I need the proper equipment. The problem I ran into was rehearsing because I live at home with parents and getting better equpiment.. Now that I have a lil more money I would like to get back into this as part time to bring in more money. I love to sing. Pray god will give me more insight in this matter or perhaps send someone to map this out better for me.... My first love is of course singing for Jesus I do sing with the annoiting. I currently sin gon the praise and worship team at church. Thank you for you prayers

Hey everyone I think that would be powerful if all of us rvc our helpmates around the same time. I been seeking the Lord about my helpmate. I been wondering if he is in minstry now or attending church on the regular. I think its getting closer for his arrival time. I find myself asking God to confirm at least one more time, because I dont want to make a mistake. I told God to only give me eyes for my Husband only. I find myself In the alone state. I mean my phone barely rings which is fine for me. I am totally in preparation. I had a dream that my future said we would be together by Christmas, However I had that dream in December of 2008. I am praying its this year. Lately I will be driving or watching Tv. Then I say I God I miss him. Then I say thanks for sending the man of GOD. I felt like Esther I went to a Spa yesterday I got a Facial and with nice scents and also a massage. I remember praying before I got to the spa and I asking God to let this person be a Christian working on me, and sure enough she was. So the whole time I am in this beatiful setting with dim lights soft music and I mean it was peaceful as the nice lady gave me an european facial along with the hands and feet. She too is waiting on her Boaz. So I begin to testify and I gave her the Script.... He who finds a wife finds what is good and rcv favor from the lord. She said wow thanks that verse just came alive to me.. So you see you never know where God is going to use you, because I had no intentions of minstering I was going to relax. I was gald to talk about Jesus and get pampered at the same time. Well I believe many of use will be meeting our mates this year so get ready!! get ready!! get ready!! This is not a concidence that we are all waiting for the same thing.... Love you all. I pray this helps or encourage you.

First of Thank you all for always praying for me. Secondly I am back in school,..... at times it can be challenging please pray that I able to complete my business course with good grades. Also I been wanting to start back minstry school but my hours are not allowing me to .So I am praying God will customized my new schedule when I start my new job. Thank you.

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Lol!! Thank you when I told them I want to resign... They said they would pay me for the two weeks and that I could go home. So I am off for two weeks with pay along with the remainding vacation time. So I am gald I am gone Thank GOd that was some torture and it was ruff. I pray this job is better and I elevate to the top of the company. I have learned from my mistakes and I also know what not to do as a director. I am successful and I Will let nothing get in my way of doing what the Lord wants me to do.

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Desiree I like what you said I am a fruit inspector. Me too lol!!

I took the job!! I will be making more money!1 however I am not to enthusaised about starting over... I start on Aug 3, 2009. I have to give my two weeks notice soon. I asking God for confirmation. Thank you for your adivice.

Aha!! here we go I would like to input on this. I like everyones comments. I believe preparation is Key here. Being prepared and ready to rcv what God has for us. The most important is To die to flesh daily. Take up your cross daily and follow Jesus and as we do that he will lead into that ordained divine setup from heaven to our spouses. Yeah I know easy for some right!! Well its not easy however by talking about this I think it helps ease the waiting just A lil. We must have a servant heart, what I notice about me is that I am developing more of a servant heart. I will help you and do what I need to do for you, but the challenging part for me is serving people who are rude and crude to me, but you slowly but for sure I am becoming more humble. Humbleness is another kingdom principle. If you read the book of matthew it speaks about kingdom living and principles.

Yes, THank you I need prayer I sign the offer letter tommorrow. However the time is challenging... I gues I will know by friday on what to do meanwhile I am going forward unless i hear a check in my spirit

Vitory!! Victory so it turns out I have the meeting with the Dean, My director and the academic dean so we address all issues. I prove to the all the work I done. To make a long story short . The dean is a very just man. He congrat on me on the work I did and even help me out on what I what strugglin with on the power point presentation. It turns out it he use to be lawyer and he listen to both sides. So the conclusion is that he told my Director that she needs to make a schedule for me and then we all sit down together to discuss the schedule so we all can agree. When the dean told her to put a schedule together for me she did not want to she said she had other priorites. SO the dean told her to put her schedule on the back burner and deal with my task and schedule. He also told her this is a personnel issue and this needs to be address now.(he was not too happy with her) The dean said we will meet back on friday and lay out the details of what is expectig of me. Also she tried to twist thing around. So some issues was brought up that I explain then> the dean was ? why. So I cant believe at one point it look it was going down for me then with a blink of my eye I got favor again!! I though I was going to get fired bi that did not happen instead The outcome was make a schedule and to make sure we all understand what is expected of me and the director. I mean there is more but i dont have time to but Ll i have to say that justice was serve and the director said that she has been thinking about me tellling her to be more humble and I guess she will sork on this and as for me. As for me I am washing away the hurt and grudges and going forward and I rechecking my attitude to make sure I handle someone with Dominant Personality in a better manner :). HOwever I got a job offer and I m thinking of taking it is 2,500 yrl increase and I plan to start in 2 weeks. i do need more money but I am stil checking GOd to see if this is the right move. Even if I move on at least the other instructors will not have to deal with all the stuff I went through. ON the other hand the wya the dean handle it It makes me want to stay because he was so professional and righteous. We dont get to many head people like this.

NO problem I understand.... This too shall pass what I am going through. Its all good trust me I rcv your advice

I agree however please dont jump the gun. here . I understand what you are saying but I rcv what she said please dont judge here, because you have not spoke to me directly to understand. I mean writing this email is long and I dont have that kind of time to go in detail.. Yes she is my leader but I will not be harrassed. There is more I only gave you one letter of many. So trust me I am working on me. Thank you adn GOd blessing on you. I know God is turning this thing around.

lol!! well said Thanks for your advice it was good. However I need to go before te LOrd and pray about this. I mean I showed this in the beginning and I being burned out here. I requesed a meeting with the Dean and Vice PResident. So I am waiting to see what happens. Perhaps maybe this JOb is preparing for the other JOb. I have learned alot. If time to go then Iwill leve quitely, but if not I will have to have peace within my self. I really dont speak with her I say Hi and BYe and thats it. She has told many times that its not going to work between her and I. We both are are strong minded people but I dont treat people the way she does. Although with this experience I have learned what not to do.I will try my best to treat her like nothing hapen. I dont how long can stand working for her. I was thinking of transfering within another department. I know my problem is working with people who has attitudes with you for no reason or maybe holding a grudge. I ask God to show me what I am doing wrong. WHen She ask me to do something I told her the truth. She might have like the fact that Itold her that but it is what it is. at thispoint I really prefer to communicate with her via email short and brief. So I am not sure If I could continue on here. In all honesty I ask God to remove her she has many issues with the instructor and she just had one recently with a new instructor who she just hired. The job that I do is not hard, however I usually stick to myself. I know I have to work on me but I would saying trying to djust to strong personality would be the lesson here regardless what happens. anyway I gotta go thanks again and I know you will pray for me.

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Dreamster lol!! you made me laugh that was needed!! As weird as it sounds I kinda want to stick around to see the outcome. I dont believes God will allow me to go somehwere and the task not be completed. I like the location so far not only that new job said I could start right away however we all discuss me working in the new building which will be opening soon which closer to where I live. So they agreed to allow me to work there n about 1-2 months. They said I could get started at the other location right now--- then transfer.. I can not make this decision on my own. I need God sound advice. I am not scared I just want to be where I suppose to be. Also I hired a training and Paid him and trying to figure out how will I maintain my workout schedule/ I feel so much better since I been working out. With the new job I will work splits shifts again mon-thurs 8am-12pm Then I get a split then I am back at 6pm-10 with fridays off. The distance to drive to meet is far. I know i have issues. but nothing that GOd cant solve. I miss having a regular 9-5 GOD its in your hand.

ok I pray I need confirmation from GOd. Pray for me thank you

Ok I will pray on what you said... Trust me I been doing this.. I am not going to fight. Its every clear that other instructors have issues with her.. ut hey I have to think about me.. Going forward I will conintue to do my job , and I am waiting for the meeting with the Dean. Pray that GOds will be done and Favor rest on me. Everthing she ask me I have done, It like she cant give me a compliment without saying something about it. Thank you for your insight

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I have had any dreams of her doing bad things to me. and looking at me with a cunning face.

Sorry this is long but I wanted you all to see this... several times she had tried to badger my name and it is not so. Her attitudes towards me challenging( she totallly took this on a personal level and not professinal at all.