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Hell is a horrible, horrible place. I pray that as Christians that our love for the lost will be so strong that we will boldly and fearlessly share the Gospel message with everyone we come in contact with so that others can escape from hell as we have. In Jesus name...amen!

Yeah, that's why I corrected myself when I said,"Well, I can't say I haven't seen things in the spiritual realm". As I was typing I remembered some things I did experience. What I meant was that I never looked at the dreams I had about different spiritual things as seeing into the spiritual realm. I just looked at them as dreams with symbolic meaning, not visions. Sorry for the miscommunication!

Thanks for your replies. When I woke up from the dream it felt like I actually did all those things! I felt so good I wanted to go back to sleep...lol. I was saying to the LORD that I hope that is a vision of the person I will be, because it is a far cry from the way I am now! I tremble at witnessing to people! As far as I know, I don't have the gift of healing, or seeing things in the spiritual realm. Well, I can't say I haven't seen things in the spiritual realm because there had been times where I have seen demonic figures while in sleep paralitic state (when you laying down and you feel paralized and can't speak or move). I have had dreams where I have seen spiritual things, talked to angels, and Jesus, but I never saw them as seeing into the spiritual realm.

Thank you for your replies. I probably should have mentioned that my sister is not my full blooded sister, but my half sister. We both have the same father. She did not grow up with me. There was a time when she temporarily stayed with us when she was a early teen and I was a five. That was when the abuse happened. My mom kicked her out when she found out she was mistreating me, but she didn't know she had abused me. It wasn't until recently she found that out. Both my parents now know about it and she is no longer allowed around our family. Personally I do not harbor any bad feelings toward her, but I know that at this point there can be no reconciliation until she is saved and delivered. I have children, and I would never allow her around them until then. I know for a fact that contacting her would not be the best for my safety or my family. I just keep her and the whole situation in prayer.

I dreamt that I was in the mall with another believer, and we saw this man sitting down on a bench who looked like he was in pain. We walked over to him, and I asked him if he was ok. He told me his knee was hurting, and the pain radiated through his whole leg. It was so painful he couldn’t walk. I felt power in my body, and I stretched out my hands towards the man’s knee and prayed for the man’s healing and power like lightning came out of my hands to the man’s knee. I told the man be healed in the name of Jesus and touched his knee. The person that was with me said the same thing and touched his knee. Afterwards I asked the man how he felt. He told mwe that his knee was still sore. I asked him if it was as sore as it was before we prayed, and he told me no. I told the man that God was healing him. The man was complaining about his knee again, and I began to doubt. I told the LORD, “You have to heal this man for Your name’s sake. If you don’t heal him, the people that witnessed us trying to heal this man won’t believe in You or your power. It will confirm the doubts they already have about You, and Christianity will be looked at as a joke. Do this for your name’s sake please.” The LORD told me to have the man stand up and walk around the area where he was sitting in a circle declaring that he was healed by the power of Jesus Christ. I told the man what the LORD told me, and the man was scared to stand up because of the pain in his leg. He didn’t believe he could stand. I told him if he doesn’t do as God said, his leg would be worse off than it is now. I told him he has to take a step of faith and walk if he wants to be healed. So the man got up and began walking around in a circle declaring his healing. As he did this his leg was being healed. When he was done his leg was completely healed. I was saying that God wants people to know that He is the God who heals; not just physically but spiritually. There are a lot of people here in this mall that need to know this. They are hurting and have so many problems. I told the person who was with me that we need to go and help some more people. I had drawn a crowd, and the LORD was giving information about certain people in the crowd. I would describe a person in the crowd that I couldn’t see, and asked them to come forward. No one came. I kept repeating for the person to come out, and finally the person did. I was telling the person things about them and their life, and the people were amazed. There were some doubters in the crowd who thought everything was a hoax so I began to prophecy over them and tell them personal things about them and their lives to confirm the prophecy. I let the crowd know that I am not a psychic. I told them that, “all the information I am receiving comes from God. I don’t know anything. I just repeat what God tells me. Then I told them that psychics are phony; that they get their information from demons, and that psychics don’t really know the future. They can only tell you your past and present because demons watch us and see what is going on in our lives, and they tell the psychics those things. If a psychic tells you the future, don’t believe them. They’re lieing! Save your money! The only One who knows the past, present and future is God. So, if you want to know the future, get a bible!” Later in the dream, I was talking to God and saying how I wish I could see hell, so I could warn these young people about how this is a real place, and they don’t want to go there. Then the LORD gave me a vision. The wall that was in front of me opened up, and I could see hell. I was telling the people that hell was a real place, and they don’t want to go there. I told them it is a place of complete darkness. They will be alone for all eternity in torment. Hell is not a place where they will be partying with their friend’s and drinking, and having sex. I saw a place that looked like the inside of a volcano or a cave. There were rocky mountainous regions with lakes of lava everywhere. I could hear people groaning in pain, they were naked, and some looked like they melted to the ground. I could see their heads, but their bodies were a mound of flesh beneath them. Other people’s bodies were contorted in very hideous and unnatural ways. The people were all near each other, but they were isolated at the same time. There was light, but it only came from the lava.

Hi Prims. Yes, my sister did abuse me as a child.

I dreamt that a woman and her son was living with my husband and I. I didn’t want her living with us, and I told my husband I wanted her to leave. The woman was in need of a place to stay. I knew as a Christian we were supposed to help those in need, but I didn’t know her, so I didn’t trust her. I think she may have offered to watch my son for my husband and I, but I told her no offence, but I don’t even know you. I’m not going to leave my son alone with a stranger. I told the woman she had to leave. I had offered to help her find a place to stay. We rode around with my realtor and her husband to look for houses. I asked the woman, what house did she want to see, and she pointed to it. We went to the house and my realtor was wondering if the owners left a key for us to get in I showed her where the key was, and she unlocked the door and we went in the house. The house was an older house, but in good condition. I was showing the woman all the nice features of the house. My realtor and I both liked the house. It had lots of potential. I was thinking if we had known about this house when we were looking, we would have bought this one. We left the house and we forgot to see the backyard. We were looking at the yard from the back of the house. I noticed that the yard was huge, but it was a high hill that descended down to the house. The current owners had chairs and tables on the lawn, and stuff all over the place. The whole yard was filled with stuff. I was thinking how awkward it would be to entertain on a yard like that. The woman liked the house, but didn’t care for the yard. She still wanted to keep the house on her list and look for more houses. So we all went in the car and looked for more houses.

I dreamt that I was at either my parent’s house or my aunt’s house, and my sister came over. I did not want to be around her. I looked at her sternly and rolled my eyes and walked away. I couldn’t stay at the house unless I talked to her about her abusing me as a child, so I went upstairs to talk to her. The upstairs was definitely my aunt’s house. We were in my aunt’s room, and I began talking to her about the abuse. Before I could complete a sentence she became violent and attacked me. We were fighting, and I was thinking to myself, how stupid it was of me not to bring an equalizer just in case; since she was so much bigger and stronger than me. I had found some mace and I maced her, and hit her with a baseball bat. She was out cold. My mom and another aunt (not the aunt whose room it was) came in the room. I was telling them what happened, and my mom was glad I got an equalizer to beat my sister. My mom was lifting my sister’s arms and legs, and moving her body to see if she was really unconscious. She was unconscious. I wanted to get away from my sister before she regained consciousness. I think I saw her regaining consciousness, and I left the room and pretended I had to go to the bathroom. I hurried and locked the door before she could get in. she knocked on the door, and I tried to disguise my voice so she wouldn’t recognize me, but it didn’t work. She was trying to get in but couldn’t. Sometime in the dream I was in my aunt’s bedroom again, and I was telling my mom that my sister was possessed by demons and she was a shape shifter. My sister could change her appearance to look like whoever or whatever she wanted. She had turned into my baby daughter, and was on the floor crying. I told my mom don’t fall for it. It’s my sister. I picked the baby up and threw it across the room. The baby had the same strength my sister had. I had ended up kicking my sister out of the house. My mom and I were somewhere outside, and I saw how my sister had changed her weight, so that she was skinny. My mom and I were hiding behind some bushes and I was telling my mom how my sister was a shape shifter, and how she changed her appearance again. I told my mom my sister was the skinny girl. She didn’t believe me, so I called out to her to get her to turn around, so my mom could see her face. My sister turned around, and my mom was able to see that it was her. My sister had a smirk on her face because she knew it was me.

My husband doesn't believe that dreams have meaning, but he told me that he had dreams before that he was still in highschool, and he was failing his classes, and didn't graduate. He would wake up scared, but was relieved after realizing it was just a dream. Any thoughts?

I dreamt that I was 5 months pregnant I was lost, and I saw the police, pull into this parking lot. I wanted to ask the police a question so I went into the parking lot to talk to him and to rest.There were these young kids of different ages up to early teens in the lot. All the kids were looking at me funny wondering why I was there. I was going to ask the police my question but he was talking to one of the teens, so I sat down on the steps waiting for my husband to pick me up. I believe the parking lot was a church parking lot that had a school on the premises. I was sitting on the steps of the school. I heard the teen trying to explain his and his friends innocence, the police wanted to arrest them. The police officer came over to me and I asked him a question. He may have wanted to know if I was involved with these kids, but he saw my condition and knew I wasn’t. I overheard the officer talking to one of the kids about this drug ring leader. The drug leader’s name first name sounded familiar and I suspected it was one of my husband’s friends. His friend was supposed to meet us somewhere, but he couldn’t because he had to go to work. I called my husband and asked him what was his friend’s last name. He told me and I got off the phone with him. I asked this girl who was on the steps with me the guy’slast name. she claimed she didn’t know, but I knew she was lieing. I told her to not just think about herself, but all the kids lives that this guy is ruining with these drugs. I told her she has a future, and these kids have a future, don’t listen to what those dealers are saying. They don’t want you to succeed, the life your living isn’t all there is, God has so much better for you. She told me the guy’s last name, and it was the same name as my husband’s friend. I knew it was the same person, because the place where my husband’s friend was working was where the drug set was. I told the police I knew where they could find this guy. The police was so relieved that they could finally get this guy, and thought this whole situation was strange. I told the police officer, I don’t believe in coincidences, that God sent me here for this very purpose. I knew there must have been a reason for me to be sitting in this parking lot. I found out that my husband’s friend not only was a drug ring leader, but also had a human trafficking ring. There was this church ministry that rescued young girls from these rings and put them in a safe place. I became involved in the ministry helping to rescue these girls. We would go into these buildings where the girls were at night and take them with us back to our ministry base. There we would love and take care of them, and try to get them back on their feet. We wouldn’t force our beliefs on them, but would ask them if they would like to join us in prayer or bible study. Eventually, the girls would end up getting saved, and delivered. The leaders of the traffick ring found out where we were staying, and were on their way to raid us. I was walking around making sure all the doors were secure. I was looking out the window and saw the sun and moon in the sky simultaneously. It was daytime, and I never saw anything like that. The moon was significantly larger than the sun. I wanted to take a picture of it, so I got my camera and went to one of the doors to take the picture. This door was different from the other doors. It was the type of double glass doors you see at neighborhood stores with the push bars. I was able to lock the doors, but the doors were flimsy, and would not stay securely in place. Someone was warning me that the ring leaders were coming and I saw Rod Parsley and some other major televangelists coming with some other men. They were all wearing black and looked evil. I told Rod Parsley I knew who he was, and I thought he was supposed to be a Christian. I told him he was supposed to be a respresentative of Christ. How could he treat the body of Christ this way? He began to get convicted and told the guys to leave us alone, and they walked away.

I wasn't sure if the LORD was giving me a heads up on any type of gossip or betrayal on her part, but I have been praying for her. I wasn't even thinking about myself! I guess I better start covering myself in prayer, and declaring those scriptures! Thanks!

I don't really know anyone on my aunt's side of the family. There could be some family members like that, who she's talking to, but I don't know for sure.

I dreamt this on 01/16/09. The aunt in both dreams is an aunt I used to be close with, but I have distanced myself from her because there is always conflict when I stand up for righteousness. She claims to be a Christian, but gets very defensive whenever I try to live in obedience to God's word.


Dream #1
I dreamt that I was over my aunt’s house and I was talking to her. She left the room; I was about to get dressed, and my aunt’s dad (who has been deceased for years) came in, and I covered myself. He looked like a young man around my aunt’s age. I asked him what was he doing coming in the room without knocking. He took a picture of me. I asked him why did he take a picture of me, and what was he going to do with it. He said, “I’ll find out soon enough”. I got dressed; and followed him downstairs. He was showing everyone the photo of me; trying to make me look like I was promiscuous. He wanted people to think that I really wasn’t a godly woman. I told him “no weapon formed against me will prosper, and whatever they plotted against me won’t work.” I said, “if God is for me, who can be against me.” I was trusting God, and my aunt and her dad were upset that I wasn’t getting worried. I got a revelation saying that they were the ones that were going to betray me that I dreamt about.

Dream #2
I dreamt that I was over my aunt’s house with some other people, but she wasn’t there yet. I wanted to leave before she got back, but I thought it wouldn’t be right to leave without seeing her first. When she came home, we were in the kitchen; and she began gossiping and cursing. I told her that I didn’t want to be involved in a conversation like that. She got very angry and began cursing more; saying mean things. I told her that the things she is saying are not things that a Christian would say; and that she should examine herself. She should compare her life to the lifestyle of a Christian according to God’s word, and if it doesn’t match up, repent and turn to Jesus. I also told her that I loved her, but I couldn’t be around her anymore because we are going in two different paths leading to two different destinations.

My husband and I get along, but there is an underlieing division that is apparent due to being unequally yoked. The LORD has warned me of an upcoming attack on our marriage that will result in a fiery trial, so this issue has been pressing on my mind lately. He has been letting me know about my husband's spiritual death, and I can lierally see him being more and more distant and disinterested in the LORD. It really concerns me.

I dreamt that I was in the bathroom with my son at preschool, and he was playing around acting silly with his microphone toy. One of his classmates, a little girl, came in and wanted to play too. She grabbed his microphone and started to sing in it. My son told her to give it back to him, that’s his toy, and I told him to be nice and share. We went back into the classroom and I saw all these children and one lady teacher playing with the kids. I told her that she had her hands full. She agreed and as soon as I said that I realized that she wasn’t by herself she had 2 other women helping who both agreed also. The lady I had said that to was trying to get me to help in the classroom, but I was hesitant. I saw how well behaved all the children were and thought maybe it wouldn’t be that bad there if I did. I was talking to the teachers and I stopped and walked away because I heard my husband’s voice. My son and I were now at our house. We were playing with his toys, and I heard my husband talking to someone over the phone. He was giving directions to our house. My husband became upset and raised his voice at the person saying that he always comes to their house, why can’t that person come to his. I had thought he was talking tone of his friends who hadn’t come to the house. He began to yell loudly arguing with that person, and I began to sense that he was talking to another woman. The way he was arguing sounded like someone he was in a relationship with. I wanted to pick up the phone, but was scared. He got off the phone, and I came into the kitchen and asked him who he was talking to. He didn’t want to answer and was acting silly telling me he was talking to our son. Every time I would ask him he would say something silly, that he was talking to our daughter, or something else. I asked him if he was talking to another woman. He finally admitted it, but his attitude was very nonchalant. I began crying and yelling asking him how could he do this to me. I would walk away, and come back hitting him, and telling him how good I’ve been to him all these years, and this is how he repays me? I told him that the LORD had been telling me ahead of time that this would happen. I told him I was leaving, and he said “yeah right, where are you going to go?” I told him, "don’t worry about where I’m going to go, worry about where you are going to go".

This dream may not be in the right order. I don’t remember the whole dream, so I am just typing just what I remember. I was walking around in the house and I came into the living room and saw all this dirt on the front door. It looked like a smeared silhouette of my husband’s body. There was a trail of dirt all over the carpet, and I was angry that my husband brought all this dirt into the house. I was somewhere in the house, and my in laws came over. My husband wanted them to meet the new woman he was seeing. My father-in law looked sad, my mother-in law looked very angry, and my sister in law was walking around wanting to know where the woman was like she was ready to fight her. I remember how the other woman was confident that my husband’s family would like her better than me. I was outside the house sitting on the lawn, and my husband was outside waiting for the other woman. I was laughing telling him that I was going to make it on my own, and when I’ve my career is set, I’m taking the kids. He looked at me in shock. She came over, and I got so upset I began hitting her and him. I was at the back of the house and my husband and someone else, maybe my dad measuring the opening of the garage. My husband was telling me that he changed the size of the opening to 66 in or feet across and wanted to know what I thought since I wanted the opening larger. I either said or thought I don’t care, we’re not even together anymore, I’m not going to be living here.

I dreamt that my husband and I were out spending time together, and I remembered a party was being held for me. I mentioned to him about the party, and he told me that we would be fine, we have plenty of time. Later, I remembered about the party again, and saw the time; it was 7 something. I told my husband we have to go. We got to the party, it was at my parent’s house. I said hi to everyone and quickly ran upstairs to get ready. By the time I came back downstairs, everyone was gone. I asked my mom where everyone went and she told me they left. I couldn’t understand why they left. I found out (maybe from my mom) that the party started at 4 something, so they had been there for hours waiting for me. The guests were 3 friends of mine. One was a former childhood friend, and the other two are current friends who I haven’t been in contact with in a while. I felt so bad that I stood everybody up like that. I thought, I could have at least sat down with everyone and chatted with them first before going upstairs. All the guests had left gifts for my baby daughter. They all left gifts according to their financial situation. One friend left the most expensive gifts. My former friend left a gift that was less expensive than her's, and my other friend left the least expensive gift. This last friend had bought a pair of pants that matched a shirt I had for my daughter. I was pleased that she remembered the conversation we had when I mentioned to her that my daughter had the shirt but not the pants. I thought that was very thoughtful of her.

I have prayed for you girl. I don't know what your going through, but God does, and He will never leave you nor forsake you. The LORD has warned me of an upcoming trial I will be facing and everytime fear enters my heart, I remember His word; his promises. Stand on God's promises. He is not a man that He should lie. Keep trusting Him, no matter what. The things our Father allows us to go through, we "go through", meaning it's temporary, it will pass. Whatever you are going through, your not alone, He's with you, and nothing can separate you from His love. Be encouraged. This is one of my favorite verses, I hope it will encourage you, as much as it has encouraged me.


Isaiah 43:2
When you go through deep waters and great trouble, I will be with you. When you go through rivers of difficulty, you will not drown! When you walk through the fire of oppression, you will not be burned up; the flames will not consume you.

Thank you all for your prayers! I know that this is a spiritual battle, and it's good to know that there are fellow soldiers of God ready to wage war in intercessory prayer. Keep praying! The prayers of the righteous avails much!

The Lord has been warning me of a severe trial that I will be facing soon concerning my marriage. I know that trials are opportunities to grow in our walk with Jesus. So, I ask that you please pray that I will endure this trial and not try to escape it. That I will allow the LORD to mature me in it. That the LORD will put godly people in my life to support me in it. I know that the enemy is the one who is going to attack my marriage. The LORD has shown me the outcome and it scares me, so please pray that I will not fear and place my confidence in Him. Also, please pray for my husband's salvation. He claims to be saved, but I haven't seen any lasting fruit in all the years of our marriage. I know that his separation from God and His pride in his own sufficiency will be his down fall if he doesn't repent and turn to Christ. Please pray that there will be restoration of our marriage after the storm has passed, and that I will forgive my husband. Please pray that I will remember God's promises. God causes all things to work together for the good... Thank you Jesus, and thank you for your prayers. God bless.

I dreamt my husband and I were at a get together at my parent’s house (I can't remember if we were living there, and it it was our house or not) and he had all this food on a cookie sheet he was about to heat up in the oven. He tried to turn on the oven and realized it was broke, and he was disappointed he couldn't eat all the food, so he said he guess he had to eat something else. I was either thinking or said maybe it was the LORD’s doing that the oven wasn’t working. He didn’t need to be eating all that food anyway. I was sitting on the couch next to my husband, and one of his friend’s moved from where he was sitting and sat beside him, and whispered something to him saying awe... concerning the food situation, and saying something in an way that I knew it was sexual in nature. I overheard him, and I told him to get out. He looked surprised, he didn’t know I heard what he said. I yelled for him again to get out, and grabbed him and pushed him out the door. The guy had different size earrings that went from large to small up his ear and looked gay. I was outside after I kicked him out, and I had my husband’s cell phone and was walking down the street talking to the guy I kicked out on the phone and asked him did he have a relationship with my husband. I told him don’t worry that he could have him if he did, I didn’t want to be in a relationship with someone who would do something like this. I walked around the corner of my parent’s street and I told the guy I was a child of God, and I have the victory in Christ. I may have been standing on the neighbor’s front yard at the corner when I was saying this. The guy didn’t want to answer, he told me he didn’t want to get involved. I told him I deserve to know. He still didn’t want to answer. I told him for the sake of my children to tell me. He felt convicted and told me and I started running because I knew by now my husband figured out I was talking to the guy and found out. I looked behind me and he was running after me calling me and saying no!, no!, no!. I was afraid of him catching up to me so I tried to run faster, but he was catching up too fast so I gave up and turned around and told him over and over again I know it, and was crying and hitting him.

I will ask the LORD if there is anything suppressed that I am unaware of.

Hey Nyagali! This isn't a condensed version of the dream. The way the dream went, it was as if all these things were happening consecutively. I remember feeling perplexed as to why my husband wanted to end our marriage. I also felt upset that he didn't appreciate what I contributed in the marriage, and insecure that I didn't measure up to his standards. I also felt worried about what I was going to do, and where I was going to go, but I felt determined to make it on my own. Let me just mention that in real life, I don't feel this way. My husband is wonderful, and he does appreciate my contributions to our marriage, and my sacrifices.

04/27/10



I dreamt that my husband came home and told me he wanted a divorce. He was very nonchalant about it. I thought everything was going well in our marriage, and I told him that this isn’t something you just happen to want to do suddenly, that he must have considered this for a while. I asked him when did he begin to consider this. He wouldn’t tell me and I told him I deserve to know, and I deserve to know why. I think he may have become tired of me and the stupid mistakes I made over and over. I began thinking of reasons he would want a divorce and began to say to him that he probably wants an intelligent career woman with a few degrees on her belt, and someone who could help him out financially. He may have mentioned that I don’t contribute anything to our marriage. I told him that he acts like I stopped working for no reason. We both agreed that I would stop working for the sake of our children., and as far as not contributing anything , that isn’t true. I take care of the kids, cook for you, iron your clothes, take care of the house etc. I do plenty! Since my husband didn’t want to be with me anymore, I left immediately. He was surprised I left. He didn’t expect me to leave so quickly. A man from church wanted me to live with him, and I told him I couldn’t, but thanks. I told him how do you think that would look to everyone? He agreed and was going to see what women from the church I could stay with. I think I stayed with a woman from the church. I went back to school and received my degree, lost weight, and had a successful career. Later on I came across my husband, and he saw me and was impressed. He was sorry he had left me.

I dreamt my husband and I were renewing our vowels and there were all these strangers at our house. I can’t remember whether we were allowing someone to have a get together at our house or not. I became so wrapped up in what was going on at the house with all the people that I forgot to get ready for the wedding. So, at the last minute I was getting ready for the wedding. I went into our main bathroom (our house was huge by the way, it was like a mansion) to get ready. I kept forgetting different things, and I would leave the bathroom, and when I came back, someone would be in there. I remember it was 3:00pm, and the wedding was to begin at 3:30pm. Someone was in the bathroom, and there were others standing outside the bathroom waiting. I was telling them that I was supposed to be getting married in a half hour, and I needed to get in the bathroom to get ready. I let the person in the bathroom know what was going on, and asked her to hand me my wedding dress. She quickly left the bathroom to let me get in. I got tired of everyone using our main bathroom, and wondered why no one was using our half bath. So, I walked around and let people know where the half bath was, and to use it. I was outside at the time, and was telling people also if they needed to smoke not to smoke on my property, but to smoke in their cars instead. As I was saying this, a man was on my lawn smoking, and I asked him did he hear what I just said. He nonchalantly through the cigarette on the ground. It was still lit, and I asked if anyone wanted to use it since it was lit. I wanted to get rid of it, and I think someone may have wanted to use it, but then I thought that wouldn’t be sanitary because it was used already. Sometime in the dream, I was in a part of the house that looked like a warehouse. There was this older man that said something inappropriate to me, and I asked him what he said. I told him off, then began to minister to him. He was telling me about all his sexual encounters, and he claimed to be a Christian. I asked him did he realize that having sex before marriage is called fornication, and it is a sin. He acted like it was ok to do the things he was doing and I asked him if he read the bible at all. He claimed he did, and I was showing him in the bible where it said fornication is wrong. I told him that if he is sincere about his relationship with the LORD, he needs to repent, and trust in Jesus to deliver him. Later in the dream I was in the main bathroom with my husband getting ready for the wedding. He was helping me get dressed and I was asking him if he thought my wedding dress looked dirty, since I had not washed it after our last wedding. He told me it looked fine. I still felt insecure about wearing it, and decided I couldn’t wear it. Time was running out and I didn’t have time to get another dress, or do my hair and makeup, so I through on a white tee shirt, and a pair of khaki colored Capri pants with a pair of dressy white open toed sandals (I wore the sandals to try to dress up the outfit). I left the bathroom, and my grandmother saw me and thought I looked so nice, and I told her this wasn’t my wedding outfit. Everyone thought I looked so nice, and I kept telling people this wasn’t my wedding outfit. I couldn’t understand why people thought such a casual outfit looked so nice. It was as if I was wearing my wedding dress.