I do know and love the Lord. How I love Him. I wish I could get everything all right; and have it all together but My life however is not perfect, but I want and pray for deliverance. I'm about to be evicted from our apartment, we have nowhere to go, I just lost my job, I'm in a relationship that I'm not even sure is God's will for my life. I've been in situations before, and I know I have to trust God. But I'm just so tired, and I feel so overwhelmed most of the time. I dont even get the time I need to even talk to God and just worship Him like i long to. I miss Him, and I dont know what to do because I cant "hear" right now. So I'm asking my brothers and sisters that are really lead of the Holy Ghost to please remember me in your prayers. And if by chance there is a word from The Lord, please dont hesitate