Hi Jasmine, I am just now reading your post and my heart breaks for you, especially the sex part. I don't know if it is appropriate for this site, but I must ask if anyone is hurting you sexually. I'm so sorry you can't talk to your mom openly, but if this is the case you need to talk to a trusted adult about it. I am a person who talks with teenagers everyday and I hear your story a lot. You are not alone. Whether or not the sex is wanted or unwanted, God can heal you and deliver you from this oppression. I suspect that this is the main reason for your desperation and overwhelming feelings. Satan has attacked your precious spirit which he has no right to do. Do not give in to his lies, but reject them and remind yourself of the Truth - you are fearfully and wonderfully made! If this is not happening to you, I am so glad it's not but you will be in prayer for you anyway. Shannon
Hi Jasmine, I am just now reading your post and my heart breaks for you, especially the sex part. I don't know if it is appropriate for this site, but I must ask if anyone is hurting you sexually. I'm so sorry you can't talk to your mom openly, but if this is the case you need to talk to a trusted adult about it. I am a person who talks with teenagers everyday and I hear your story a lot. You are not alone. Whether or not the sex is wanted or unwanted, God can heal you and deliver you from this oppression. I suspect that this is the main reason for your desperation and overwhelming feelings. Satan has attacked your precious spirit which he has no right to do. Do not give in to his lies, but reject them and remind yourself of the Truth - you are fearfully and wonderfully made! If this is not happening to you, I am so glad it's not but you will be in prayer for you anyway. Shannon