Hello, this is my first time requesting prayer on this site. I met a man 5 years ago. We fell inlove with each other right away. My children did too. I have had many dreams from the LORD. I know that seeking Him He definately shows Himself. There is so much to tell but it would take to long. All I know is that all the dreams keep showing me that he is the one. We have not spoken to each other for a long time. Last year he decided he needed someone who understood his anxiety and depression. I knew all to well where it really comes from, but that's another story. I have asked the Lord repeatedly if I was to keep praying and believing. One night He said "Its been a long tome coming, has it been worth the wait?" I said yes. In my last dream I was with another man and he said to me "We will be following the HS together and it will be fun." This time I didn't get concerned or freaked out about I being with this other man as I have in past dreams. But as soon as the man finished talking I heard Hal's voice and he came into the room we were in. Hal has always said he would kick himself in the but for letting me go. I believe the Lord has been showing him things about us. But he has been ashamed and feels unworthy of me. I know the lord is showing him that it's getting close and he needs to do something. I also know that God is showing me i if Hal chooses not to be obedient and that I will be alright with another man. I love him and pray for him. I need prayer for myself. To be strong. That God just continually wraps me in His love and carries me through this as He been all along.