Jasmine 0 Posted March 27, 2012 Saturday night I had found out that a person that I cared about a lot had an alcohol addiction that has been going on for 3 years. I can't sleep. I can't sit still, but I'm tried. I lost my appetite. I'm nauseous. I can't concentrate on my homework at all. I'm so depressed. I can't function at all. I'll break any second. I'm paranoid that this is all a lie but I know that it explains a lot. He broke his leg out of nowhere. He would call me at 3 in the morning. I was acting crazy and posting weird stuff on my wall on Facebook once. Plus it was other stuff too. His kidneys are really damaged. He always urinates blood. He's been really depressed and worried. I have been so worried that I couldn't concentrate on my homework and I can't pull an all-nighter. I have sleeping problems. Then, I'll seriously be unable to function. I may be sounding selfish (I know its not about me) but I'm also trying to figure out how to talk to him about it. He's an open book, but he's afraid I'll judge him. I won't. Right now I wanna day off school tomorrow. I just want to finish my homework and collect myself emotionally. I can't face tomorrow with school. I have issues with anxiety and depression. I simply can't break down in front of everyone. I can't explain this to my mom. I just want to feign sickness or something other than explaining to her all of this. Please pray that this works out. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
