inu-kijo

Hey, I wanna make another costume.... Like I did with the teddy, what do you think BG??

Yeah, I am starting to worry about the Dr I have as well..... that is why I was wishing I could see a specialist.... i wonder if i can ask to switch Docs at the clinic...... I will have to see what he does for me this time around, and If i am not satisfied... I need someone else to look at me. Need to look into insurance too..... this disease isnt going anywhere.... Yeah....well, I didnt want to say.... but another reason why i havent really been looking up a lot of stuff, is I dont want to see all the bad stuff, and see all the things I might have to deal with in the future..... I am having a hard enough time with it now... and i dont think I can ut anymore on my plate. and its sort of hard to explain any of this to people I know.... i dont think they understand how serious this is, or how much pain I am really going through. Believe me, I could do so much more for attention... this would NOT be my number one choice, you know?

Yay! i am glad you like them!!! I love that blue on Boo, she looks just soooo adorable!!!! : D

Later Boo!!! Glad you liked them!!!!!

Book look good, i will ahve to order it when I have a little extra cash, thanks for that link BG.

Oh, its a clicking link.... DER!

Can't see what you posted BG. I am just getting worried cause everything seems so bad all the time. : C your PM helped me a lot thanks Its like the most stressful thing I had to deal with ever..... I dunno... there is no words to describe how I have been feeling---- besides pain. its A LOT to deal with.

No not yet, I keep marking pages you guys give me, but i always seem so busy and never get around to it! I know its not much of an excuse. I need to check up on this stuff. Just seems like I have no time, everytime I turn around its time to do something else!!

To be honest, i forgot to listen to them : C Will look them up now whil ei have a moment. Boo i see you figured out your avi!!! Yay!! Boogs, Boo did you see Tanya Teddy?? its on the last page of Hidenii, my latest concoction. : D Boogs.... that picture really scares me... almost made me cry. Some of my fingers are a little fatter at the joints, but one of my toes is similar to that pic..... ; C

I am baaaaack!!! No tears! Whoot!!! ; D

Last thing before I go: Boo, do you still need help saving the files: most computers now a day you can click on the picture and drag to your desktop, and Voila!! It is saved! If not, just right click, and save pic as and save to your computer. : D if you are still here when i get back i can help you set up your avatar too, but if you save the pic to your computer, you can upload it directly to the avatar thing and you are set to go!!!

Frannie you are a lucky dog.... i wish we lived closer. : D HAHAHAHAHA. BG i think Valentines day is suppose to be a funny movie!!!! I wanna see it! I am sorry you feel so cruddy as well. I feel like I jsut took over with all my stupid stuff jsut now, and ahve not properly payed attention to you. I hope all is well with you sweetheart. are you gonna be here when i get back from b-fast??

BG what is a rheumatologist exactly?? the ORthopedic is a Bone Doctor, i figured that is who you would see for these types of things. I seriosuly thing there is something REALLY wrong with my bones. yesterday I had bruises under the skin under every single one of my finger knuckles (right where you finger bends int he middle?) and it feels and looks like the kuckles are turning sideways. I want the DR to take x-rays the next time I go in. on my feet too!!! I jsut need to get this under control. I feel like I am not going to make it to 22 most days!!!!

Boo you really not need to send me anything, I do this or fun and for getting rid of boredom late at night!!!! (I actually thought more people would be interested when I first started the thread than they have been, but thats okay too.) Donations are always acaepted though, and Tanya and I have been planning 2 more compes in the future, so stuff can always be used if you need to give something. again. I dont need anything at all for it. Frannie.... I dont have aprescript for the good stuff. my dr wont give narcotic prescript cause i go to a free clinic. (its a lot cheaper there.) So I am buying them off of someone.... but I am paying 4-5 bucks a piece... when a 60 pill prescrip is like no more than 20 bucks.... : / Boogs. yes it is very annoying here.... at specialist you usually have to give them a 60 dollar co pay upfront before you even see the Dr. then you have to pay the rest afterward. I seriously can not afford that.

BOOOO! Did you ever see your pics I made you?? Look at page 4 of the Hidenii Thread sweets!!!! havent seen you in a while, and didnt know if you would know to look there....

Yeah, see all our dates are backwards at hotels.... we go on Business dates.... which means up here today (for me) everything is the 26th still. Doesnt turn 27th until 7:00 person shows up.... if that makes any sense... its a little weird... Did Frannie and BG see the teddy bear outfit I made?? I was rather happy with the outcome, although it s a bit plain Jane....

Boogs I am making the plans to. After the last couple of days, i decided this wasnt even humanly manageable. No person can be expected to live this way. But I had no time on Friday (yesterday) they are not open on Weekends, and I leave Monday, and wont be back until Wednesday, which I have to work a double as soon as I get back.... so the next POSSIBLE date I could go is Thursday, but I am still going to call and see if they can fit me in then. I think I need to go to like a real Orthopedic doctor.... but those are expensive and I have no insurance.

Loracets Frannie..... much more effective than Tramadols.

I knew it... but I thought it was today... I got my RL dates mixed up... oooops. : C Yeah.... I was to the point this morning I even thought about going to the ER. But I am fine fore now, although I am sill going to try and get a Dr appointment as soon as I get back from Tanyas......I dont have very many super awesome pain pills so after they are gone Ill be right back to where i was. Couples Retreat with Vince Vaughn? thought it would be funny..... awful movie.

BG you know we just had our month anniversary!!!! WHOOOOOOOOT!!!!!!

Morning Frannie. Sorry you had a bad day sweets. I woke up in pretty bad pain today.... it was quite not much fun. but got a hold of some good painkillers, and I am quite content at the moment. Went out to eat had a few drinks, and rented a movie that ended up being horrible. Not such a bad day.....

that sounds really cute armell!!! I am envious, I wish I could sew..... : C

S'all Kijo got bored last night and started making things... but her ADD made her take all night for 1 simple little thing... now she wants to do more, but has no time. What about you??

Morning BG!!!!

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