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LOL! Ya'll made my day...thank you for the responses....@mjtorrence, that was hillarious....and @dreamster, it was that serious... @Cholette and Lola, I love ya'll! LOL.

Hey all,

I have recently gotten out of a bad three year relationship with a guy...who was controlling. The relationship was a mentally and emotionally abusive relationship....everything was my fault, blah, blah, blah. Anyhoo, i have met this other guy who is super nice, does a lot for me, treats me like a queen! He is treating me the best I have ever been treated! Anyway, I decided that it was best for me to stop communicating with my ex because, it was just keeping me tied to him...and he would call or text me from time to time. I got to thinking that he was starting to treat me as his "side chick" and I didn't feel good every time he came and left. He called me on my ordination day, and i called him back but his phone kept going to voicemail....well he sends me a text the other day saying, I had to hear though the grapevine that u got u a man, i called to congratulate you on your special day and you didn't call or text me back. I see now why you haven't. Its good though miranda, u cool. no need for you to respond. At first i felt kinda bad...because i was like, he is really hurt, I guess he still had some hope that we'd get back together.....I dunno. But i didn't respond....should i be concerned about his feelings?

You know, we are living in a time where people, including leadership in the church who"...long to be rich fall into temptation and are trapped by many foolish and harmful desires that plunge them into ruin and destruction. For the love of money is the root of all kinds of evil. And some people, craving money, have wandered from the true faith and pierced themselves with many sorrows." (1 Tim. 6:9-10 NLT). This is why it is important for us as Christians to pray for our leaders.

Thanks again you guys! God is awesome!

to mjtorrence: No ma'am. I knew I was called a long time ago...God revealed it to me in a dream.

Thanks you guys! @Lola, everybody is tryin to call me that these days.....I do not recieve that right now, LOL. MINISTER...EVANGELIST....not PASTOR, lol.

Hey everyone,

I just wanted to drop a note to tell all of you that I am now, officially a Minister. I was ordained Sunday. Had a great service, God has imparted some awesome things in me that I know I am of unworthy of. So I ask that all of you pray for me. My area of gifting is as an Evangelist. God is getting ready to show out ya'll! God Bless you!

I thank you guys for your encouragment. Things are looking better. I look forward to what God has in store for me!

Well Praise GOd! Chile, it has been sooooooooo hard, but I thank God for encouraging words, and for taking the scales off of my eyes. He is awesome!

AWESOME! This past sunday at church, the Spirit just flowed....God was saying through our Pastor, Fill your lamps! Fill your lamps! For I come swiftly....amen.

Those scriptures ya'll gave me were so uplifiting....I am going to just engulf myself in God....He's all i can depend on right now...

Awww...thank you so much guys......i appreciate the words of encouragement...i needed that so bad...

Hi everyone,

I am in a sad place right now. I had a boyfriend for 3 years....and we broke up about a month ago. I have my days where I am this strong woman, and i have my days where i miss him so much, like today...today i am just really feeling broken hearted because he is seeing another woman....Today has been a cry day for me. I have just been boo hooing all day. I just don't know how to go from here. I pray, i get my cries out...but I am still just hurt, and sad......I am trying to stay focused but its hard....I mean, I don't know what it is....I know in the situation we were in, I was hurt ALOT, and my main thing is, why am I still so sad? Why do I miss him so much? I'm almost mad at myself for feeling like this....I just don't get it.......

@nyagali, I sure will!

@ Halo, thanks lady

Halo, that was good, I know that has been one of my concerns lately, the fact if I am hearing from God right. And also, there have been some things that have been disappointing lately...so..hmmmmmm....that makes me think.

@Cholette, thanks for responding

And that falls on a sunday...interesting...

Thanks Dove...that is interesting!

Hi everyone,

Last night, I was lisiting to Paul Washer as I fell asleep, and I had an interesting dream... Its in bits and pieces, so I am not sure how to piece it together. But in the first dream, I saw the word Lettany on a piece of paper and I heard on the 18th. It was like I got the sense that this was an angelic name. But that was it, I am not sure what that means...I have tried to look up the word but I can't find it to see if it has any kind of meaning. I have no idea what could be happening on the 18th. In the next part of my dream, I saw four white pillars. It was like I was looking at them on a sheet of paper, and the third one was all wrinkled and appeared to be wet, but the other three were perfect. Could this mean anything?

AWWWW...I appreciated the prayer Connie! I recieve it in Jesus' name! AMEN

Ok, thanks.

@ Dove, can you elaborate on that, I am not quite understanding....

Thank you all for your words of encouragment. Four years ago, I would never have thought that I would be getting ordained....God is something else! But yeah...

@Lola....A-TO-THE-MEN! I am really trying to focus.

@ Christina- you are so right, and I was the one sitting here feeling all down, and stupid, and messed up.....Its like the BIble says, the pure sees pure and the defiled sees defiled (paraphrased, but you know what I am saying)

@ Dove- I truly believe that....I am a bit nervous to see how things are gonna go after the ordination. IF they are so bad before, man......Hep' me Jesus! LOl...on a serious note though, I agree with what you are saying.

I love all of you thanks! I've had some hard days, but God is faithful.

I have been reading some of the posts about relationships, and it seems like a lot of people are going through the same issues as I am right now. Me and my boyfriend of 3 goin on 4 years recently broke up because of underlying trust issues. Now, he says he can't trust me....and I know i am not perfect, because i did talk on the phone to an ex boyfriend and a good friend without telling him....i went to my good friend's house also without telling him....and he called me a liar and a deciever...when he cheated on me back in october and got the girl pregnant. He already has two kids.....ya'll everything i went through with him would take me a long time to write. But i just say all of that to say this....to all the ladies and even fellas that are going through something similar...keep your head up. Weeping may endure for a night, but joy comes in the morning. Ya'll things are hard for me right now too, and it seems like Satan is taggin my head every way i turn it. But I am holding on to my faith. I will be ordained in September, will graduate from college in December, and I am tryin to focus on those things. Its hard because my finances have been attacked, my health has been attacked, my mind, and my emotions, have been attacked also. But at the end of the day...God's word reigns true...his strength is perfected in our weakness. I am not sure what's goin on, but I am believing that when this season is over, GODLY HUSBANDS and WIVES will come forth, FINANCIAL OVERFLOW, DIVINE HEALTH, MENTAL AND EMOTIONAL STABILITY, and PROSPERITY will come forth. I declare it to be so, in Jesus' name. AMEN!

HOLD ON........EVERYTHING's GONNA BE ALRIGHT

Yea, Marcus is an ex of mine...we were really good friends for years before we got together, and I really loved him. We're still good friends though. We always seemed to have this great connection....@ hind's feet, I dunno. I can imagine Jesus' love being like that...haow the hug felt, but I was hugging him like I can imagine Jesus hugging me, as his child.

Hey everyone,
The other night I had a dream that has stuck with me. I was sitting on the top of a van in an inner city, i don't remember anyone else being around...and then I see this tall thin guy with a handsome face, he favored Romeo off of The Steve Harvey show, I always thought he was so cute, anyway...and he had dark low cut thick wavy hair, and he was walking toward me, and we held eye contact until he came up to me, then we hugged, it was like he had me around my waist, and his head was on my torso, and I had my head leaned on top of his, and I called him marcus. But the thing about it was, I felt so much love, an indescribeable love, like an unconditional love when we embraced. And after that we were sitting in the side of the van, he gave me some kinda burnt chocolate chip cookies, but i was so happy to get them ( I know the last part is REALLY wierd, lol). But it was something about that hug. So much love, a love that I cannot put in words. Any insight?