rmartin

I just bought the bible tv show episodes and I like it, I like the part when god used moses to part the red sea, that's my favorite part in it because it shows how much power and what even more god can do. its a real inspiration for me. even though some people don't like it I think its fine. same here im not trying to do a debate either.

I got some praying to do talk to you later

thanks for your advice I really appreciate it

I have a prayer request and its that the the strong holds in my mind crumble because I had a prothetic word about that they were to be pulled down one time, so I ask to pray in agreement with me that it happens when god is ready and keep my mind focused on god at all time

k thanks

and I know it says something about binding the stong man when breaking into his house would the house be his strong hold

exactly how would I use the armor of god, like shield of faith do I just think of faith in god?

I will probly be in the chat box all night so please feel free to talk to me if anyone is willing

I will be in the chat box at the bottom of the main page if anyone want to talk to me about scripture or anything because I need it right now.

Ok the voices in my head said they were going to make me kill my self if I dident drink coffee or anything that had caffeine in it. so I went to the store and got 3 20oz cans of red bull and drank two. I am felling really weird now and I need advice on how to use the armor of god to the fullest because I think im using it in the wrong way because I know its the devil putting these thoughts in my mind. pray that I don't get to nervous because I drank a lot of redbull and pray that god leads me to know on how to use his word aginst these thoughts so they don't bother me anymore I do take medicine but it help and it doesent help at sometimes and my heart is feeling really weird so pray that I don't have any heart problems because of it, like a heart attack. and pray that I have peace the rest of the night thanks everyone.

I know what's its like to go through a lot of mental anguish I have schizophrenia. I delt with a lot of things that goes on in the mind. Practically everything from looseing all hope to desperation feeling like im stuck and nothing will ever change even to thinking of suicide because of what goes on in my mind. but the thing that keeps me going is jesus. and when I mean by that it means when im down or I don't feel like im good enough for god or anything that's bad. Jesus always seems to bring me back to him. sometimes im not holding on to him but hes still holding on to me and wont let go. He always helps me with a word from god in the bible for inspiration to someone like my grandma comeing over my house to talk to me about god. I found out that talking to someone that really believes in god and will sit down and talk with you about what your going through helps. because they can say words of inspiration to you about god. and even though it feel like your so down and out and the devil is kicking you around in your mind, takeing the hits like a sucker punch to the face and letting it happen because you just so upset or anything. because the bible says this and I truly believe this is. and its in the new testament somewhere. And it talks about the armor of god. and it basically says we don't wage war aginst the fleash which is the mind in my case. but principalitys or powers in high places or something like that. so when something goes on in your mind that's aginst the will of god. like something attacking your faith or anything. social anexitys, worry, fear, discouragement. anything negative its spiritual evil. I deal with it a lot. And I also know that everything works for those that love god and are called according to his purpose are for your good. And you showed in your post that you love god because you pray and call. read psalms 91 sometime that's my favorite pslams in the bible. I recently went though a mental breakdown a cupple hours ago. And I know its no fun its really something no one wants to deal with. I believe that with all this mental turmoil its building my faith. sometimes I get really knocked down but I manage to get back up somehow. and I know its not my self helping me its god. I wonder if god sent me to this page to talk about my experience to you because I experienced the worse of the worse. And remember this, your not the only person that went through stuff that your going through other people went through the same stuff you do and they came out victorious In their life. why because they dident give up on god and if they did he lead them back to him. Because jesus talks about a stray sheep in the bible that went astray and the Shepard left his 99 sheep to go search for the lost one and when he found it he rejoiced. Please don't give up on god. if you do things will probly end up worse and you wont have faith to stand on in the time of seasons that go aginst you. I know that from experience. And just knowing that god is with you all the time he knows what your going through and he cares a lot. I go through so much bad things sometimes that he talks to me in my dreams and comforts me. one time he told me "I loved you and I always will love you". and another time I was talking down to my self and that night I had a dream that I seen jesus and I was waving him to come to me and he went right inside me. showing me that he is inside me and with me all the time. I know Im not alone in this mental battle. When I go through hard times I say to my self be strong because he told me that one time, and I say to you be strong. or I say psalms 91 ( what I can remember of it). I hope you find this encouraging that your not alone in mental battles of any sort. and I will be praying for you and I ask that you pray for me. and always remember your not in this alone, jesus is always with you even if you don't know it.