Prayer would be nice, thanks

[Destine 0]

Please pray for as I will have to defer my file at SEU. This week hasn't been that pleasant for me physically or spiritually. After talking with my mom and sister, I felt kind of manipulated. Anyways, I did find out it was the $$ which was causing my Dad to worry (I got that from is vague e-mail), so it least I know the truth. Since I prayed this: 1) to get accepted only if I could start in August of 2015
2) If God could provide all $$
3) If not, to be rejected so I wouldn't be disappointed again for a second time.

Well, I'm disappointed again for a second time... I do know that all things work together for those called by him, and I do know obedience is better than sacrifice. But yeah, that sums everything up.