daughteroftheking

Thanks guys so much!!! :) You have helped a bunch..I just needed to hear that I guess. See Ive done this before and actually heard God say to me "Ive built you stronger than this vanessa" He's been talkin to me on faith..and I prayed against pride again..hahah now I am faced with this nasty flesh AGAIN..you know that scipture in galatians 5 you sent there? I had last week read it about 5 times...because God kept stickin me in galatians 5 and Hebrews 11 so..thank you! God bless! Vanessa

I was going to post this in there but I figured maybe what I was going to say would go better in here. See I need some advice.. Now you guys were right on and I had the incling as it was...the whole thing about the bondage through the immorality was correct and it has to do with me. I live in a place right now currently and my ex(whom I have said before is unsaved) still lives here. I have been believing God for a job..giving me a way to move out of this situation but for right now..Im here. He does not understand...he is continually mocking me and the like. I have held him off for quite some time but for whatever reason I gave in last night. The difference though being that I honestly had no desire for this...but it had a grip on me. Also as I have said in other posts...I have just recently come back to the Lord and have been back and forth a few times in my walk...EVERYTIME I have backslidden it has had to do with a man. Over the years peices of this bondage have broken off and God has shown me things...this dependance on this "false..worldly..controlling type of love" has somehow stemmed from me never knowing or having my real father..I have understood that much.. And in that..my view of a father is blurred...which means in some more intimate aspects my view of God the Father has been blurred.. I don't know what Im asking from someone here...maybe just some encouragement..some scriptures..some prayer to keep me from going off this path God has for me...I don't want to be lukewarm anymore...I am determined..I have done this too many times I am tired of the enemy's games... Maybe theres something...some way of dealing with this that I am not seeing...I am also battling with prayerlessness again..as I have just come back.. I know the enemy likes to keep us quiet...but I dont want to be..I know I can't be..if I expect victory over this... Thank you so much in advance.. Vanessa

Sorry as I never got to see this dream and I haven't completely read all of the postings in here..which I suppose I should but I recall seeing something regarding the dream being God's way of speaking to YOU. Yes some people have a gift for dream interpretation which is all good. At the same time though I know that God would never give us something we couldn't handle and I believe that just as God gave you the dream...He is capable of giving you the understanding of it whether it be on your own or through His servants. As the body of Christ yes we work together and of course that is encouraged. The fact however is that there is a borderline between our faith in God and our faith in people. Not encouraging division but expressing the reality of us all being human and having imperfections...we can't place too much expectancy on people but more expectancy of what God is doing THROUGH those people. We are to love each other in Christ and that includes forgiveness and acceptance but we also need to not be too dependant upon each other as we will at times face disappointments which if not dealt with according to God's word I believe only opens that door for satan to bring division. Don't want that! lol The biggest thing with any word or interpretation of course is to ask some questions. Does it line up with God's word? Does the Holy Spirit bear witness to this...pay attention to what God is promting in you.. That is my best advise :) God bless! Vanessa