Jennie the Jesus-lover
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I just started noticing that when I've been really suffering mentally from my circumstances I got those terrible dreams. In the past I didn't understand dreams that much so I didn't think much about it. So in retrospect I find that hmm every time I have hard times mentally I get those dreams. :/ I had another one after another day but the last time I slept my dreaming was pleasant again. -
I noticed that every time I've been very oppressed for a while I'll get dreams of people being sick with dysentery and I get anxious for the person because it's an empathy thing and then I get anxious for meself because I don't want to catch what they have. This time it went like this: I was in a bedroom and a relative whom I have problems with was there for a moment. But then it changed to two little girls. One of them I don't remember clearly her race but the one who got sick was a cute little African American descent. And all of the sudden they were worried and then I got worried and then I saw when they got up she had diarrhea in the bed. And the person that came to clean it up was a really really tall guy. He was nice and helpful. I suddenly felt like well I don't want to catch it so prepared to leave. The bedroom kinda looked like mine. I've been going through stuff and need prayers. -
Oh yea they are crazy. I find it's more than one thing that is "biting" me. Apparently whatever is going on on the air spiritually it seeks to "crush" me by the same way the big dog was trying to crush my head. And I'm having a tug of war in between God and these things the same way I tried pushing the big dog away. Wowiedoos drama movies in our sleep! -
Concerning dreams I've been seeing a soul I've been praying for smiling a lot. I'm wondering if this means he will be well spiritually? -
Well my brother/sister, the only thing that soothes me the most is playing music for Him and thinking about our love for the lost and reading Scripture as soon as I can focus on that. The music thing is something positive I look forward to as I put in inspiration by the Holy Spirit that hopefully souls can be saved by. I get joy from it. -
.Chi wrote:I agree with Dreamster,
Is there any area of your life where you are feeling overwhelmed or anxious and it's consuming your mind, time or energy. Maybe you let it go and this releases you from it?
Chi
Hi Chi. :) yes I've actually been going through a lot and I guess there's evidence that I'm repeatedly overwhelmed or anxious. I always run back to God as much as I can. I'm thinking with cern and everything because I've been so focused on a purpose God has had me on there are rising obstacles from the enemy to try to distract and deplete me. That's my opinion. -
.dreamster wrote:, remember exhortation, edification ,and comfort, the 3 primerys of the prophetic, i cant speak for your other dreams,jennie, i dont beleave its a riligous spirit, but an enemy attack upon your mind, fear, anxiety, what is going on in your wakeing world?any friends turned on you recently?are you getting your head bitten off ,so to speak?
Hi I appreciate the input it's helping me think more clearly about it. I've been having a lot of anxieties about things; my health, relative issues, and really concerned for lost people on my heart. -
Hmm my good friend how do you know it's a religious spirit because I don't think I have that problem. I have a close relationship with God and believe that only love can save souls not religion. God's love is the everything, the all and the depths of it calls to the depths of our love. ☺️ I am not sure why you believe it's a religious spirit because I don't condemn people. Please could you elaborate a little on that? Thanks God bless you (hugs) -
I had an experience of what looked like a large Doberman or something completely grabbing the top of me head. I could feel it was trying to crush my head. I was feeling anxiety and in my panic was fighting him by grabbing and pushing him away. The thing didn't succeed and I think it let go. I must be woken up shortly after. -
Sad dream: 08/23/2015
I had some intestinal colic and was wandering around back and forth to try to do something about it. I decided to go get yogurt. There was a person there who I used to work with in a job (his name is Darin)I used to have and he was noticing I was there too. So I went to walk by him through a big door that looked like the kinds used in offices and accidentally brushed my arm on his which provided a sense of tactile comfort and made me feel a bit better. I think I had a sense of wanting to linger but then I was really wanting to just go get the yogurt so onward was the mission. And as I was doing so I finally got my yogurt. I come back to a room I was supposed to be in and I see Paul sitting in a chair and desk looking at me like he was perturbed about something. I don't remember the exact words he was saying but he was indicating I needed to go to items that were on my assigned desk. They were random old pics of himself including a cartoon drawing. I said "I see it" to let him know and walked over to the pictures. He said to me "I know you wasted your time five minutes just eating." Then I felt desperate and tried to desperately explain that wasn't the case, it was because I wasn't feeling well and needed to go get yogurt. He got up and I don't think he heard me and when he walked right by he turned into a school mate that I went to school with in the early 2000's. She was sitting in a computer chair and had the same perturbed look that he had, and was talking to me but I don't remember her exact words. I had the sense that these people were perturbed because I was neglecting something that they wanted me to do and I didn't realize it. So then I got very sad and said to the girl "it hurts me that I hurt you Samantha" (her name is actually Danielle in real life). And I was feeling like I was going to break down. There was someone else there who I don't know looking at me and looking at Danielle. At first it wasn't convincing to me to have said that until I started to experience the emotions, then it was. So I left the room feeling so low and hearing sad down in the dumps music in my head and wanted to find Paul. I wanted him to have sympathy and console me. Could it be maybe it was God letting me know I'm neglecting something He laid on my heart and longs for me to get back to it? -
Okay first I dreamed I was in a room near an open window with a screen on. There was a coyote outside nearby. I have had quite a few dreams in the past of coyotes and usually the animals are quite menacing in my dreams. So I look at the coyote, it sees me, its' eyes light up weird and it moves towards me and seemed threatening. I'm backing away from the window and was struggling while I was doing that. I was getting away but it seemed like there was a force trying to keep me close to the window like I was being pulled or sucked towards it. When I was between asleep and awake(awake but yet still dreaming because I'm trying to wake from the dream) I saw a dark figure that looked like a black bear and the creature came over to my right shoulder and loudly sniffed at me like a bear does. Then I woke up. After I fall back asleep I dream there was a major crises in my town. There were trusted people like traffic signal guys and people like that that we're going to do evil by participating in shooting people to death and blowing the areas up. I still was hanging around trying to pack so that I could leave the area but was confused with where I could go. Then it got dark and seemed wintry outside. Then there were two guys and at first one of them told me lightheartedly I needed to leave soon because of what the were going to do. And as he was starting to walk away explaining these things to me he suddenly turned on me and started talking in a creepy way and I put my hands on his chest belly area(he was taller than me) and asked Jesus to please protect me. After that the guy turned nice again and bade me farewell and left. I noticed later there was a person I knew from church who was going to help me. I thought at first he was one of them but when I realized he was being helpful I got comfortable. I looked outside and said "I would leave but it's dark out." He then following my gaze said "yea this ain't Paris." And anyway I tried to get to packing and as I was in a hurry running back and forth I suddenly had no trousers on and was in my underwear. So I felt even more nervous because of that. There were two more people working with me on something. A lady with something that had to do with a paper I was writing on and next to her was a young man. He was engrossed in something and even though the lady wanted me to come into the room to work with her, I didn't want to because I didn't want the young man to see me in my underwear. Later I put on one of my orange towels around my waist. I remember when I was having a dialogue with one of the people being evil they mentioned again about my needing to leave and I said well I tried channeling like teleporting to places to see where I could go. I eventually teleported to a desolate looking area like it has been destroyed and all that was left was a big hole or cavern in the ground. I was thinking I'd be safe to wait out the trouble that was happening but I didn't want to fall in. So somehow I managed to hang onto the way edge kind of leaning or laying and standing. Well that's all I remember. Was a freak show. And sorry that the writing is so long wowiedoo I didn't think I'd write that much. -
Hi what makes you feel that I have a religious spirit? -
A kid that I know I used to dream about having multiple affectionate dreams about him. There was one dream that wasn't so nice but most of them were. I don't have a crush or whatever so I never understood the dreams. My emotions most of the time were of warmth and love sometimes there was dismay. If I was to conclude them my only assumption would be that I probably was starved for human intimacy. I was living with that kid and still was having those dreams a few months after moving out. They have stopped and I don't get those dreams anymore. -
A few days ago I dreamed there was some creepo dude who wanted to rape me then kill and eat me. And I overcame him several times, I first lightly tussled with him and pulled a hood over his head put him in the shower and locked the door. Then he still was able to open the door. So then I with another person who was present with me went to make a run for it. Escaped out of the apartment and the creepo seemed to be in slow motion because we didn't see him come down as we were running away. I still was being pursued though. Then I ended up in a different building where me Mum was. And I wanted to tell her about it. I was hesitant at first because it seemed like I was supposed to say "it's only a movie" and was afraid if I said that that she wouldn't try to help me. I said it anyway because felt like I would be lying if I didn't and then said the things the creep was going to do. Then my mother groaned like that groan
People do when they feel somewhat annoyed. It seemed like at the point the person was just acting. I heard though in movies some of the stuff they do is real. Emotions were fear, dismay and frustration. But anyways last night I dreamed I was being pursued in a room by a black robot toy dinosaur thing with my relative and then we were climbing up and I grabbed it by its tail and it broke apart. I later tried putting its head back together sitting on the floor I was smiling I don't know 100% why. Later scene jumps to black kitten scratching my hand and wrist and I look down and see scratches. Another scene kitten is dead and I was complaining loudly good riddance he's been nothing but a pain. Then I was awaking and said "forgive me Lord Jesus I repent" because I complained in the dream. And then I started dreaming again because I was soooo exhausted. I dreamed I was being attacked by a woman. And she assaulted me with her fists. I behaved like I was in a dissociated state blocking it out. Then I was afraid my relative would attack me too(used to but doesn't anymore, is saved). I was thinking wow I'm being attacked by these people. Emotions were dismay, abandonment, rejection, fear. -
GOD RESCUES CELEBRITIES DREAMS
First one of Kesha and Rihanna. I was in a room with them. And I started all of the sudden talking with them about MK Ultra Mind Control and they were talking with me in a way that let me know they knew all about it most likely more than I do because they experience it in their environment, and that they wanted freedom from their environment. I had this sense of wanting to rescue them. Then I started getting self-conscious about whether there were handlers or enforcers in the area HEARING what we were saying and had this feeling of wanting to leave with the girls. Next scene I was in an airplane. And there was someone who looked like someone I know a little bit and I laid me hands on his arm to get a better look to see if it was him. He was very friendly saying hi and stuff and I apologized and said "sorry I just wanted to make sure it was you." Then I looked around for the girls checking to see if they made it on the plane. And while I was riding on the airplane I had a sense God was leading me to the people of the entertainment industry so that He can save them through me. Like a "well I guess God wants me here and this is what He wants me to do now." And a person that He laid on my heart(Paul McCartney)crossed my mind.
05/12/2015 Britney Spears and Nicki Minaj. I met with them in a hallway area. And I looked at both of them in their eyes and they were kinda smiling, laughing. And I started speaking. I said "you may not understand what I'm going to say right now, but I know that you've been through very bad things." And Britney started breaking down. I noticed I have lowered myself to the floor sorta squatting. I had a strong sense that I was full of the Holy Spirit and He wanted to comfort her through me. I could feel His love, His tenderness it was soothing and warm and overwhelming. I took her hand and held hands and was saying to her "God really loves you." I looked at Nicki who was weeping too, I think she was sitting, and she wanted me to bear her hand, in mine. Like carrying. So I said "Oh you like to be carried, you're like that." And she just made that weak gentle smile people do when they're weeping. So I was talking with them telling them of God loving them and it was intimate; the Holy Spirit had their attention and I felt a friendship forming. But then I heard footsteps. I quickly let go of their hands got up and thoughts were racing. I wondered if that could be a handler or enforcer or spy, someone working in the secret society anyway. I wondered what they would think if they saw the girls in tears. And had a feeling of wanting to get out of there with the girls. I took off into another room throughout the hallway and the person caught up with me, said my name and don't remember what else they said. No harm came to me but they were a bit pursuant. Then it stopped eventually. I know for certain God has not given up on these people. Is He calling me to be more than an intercessor? Not sure yet but He certainly called me to this area. I love You Jesus how great Thou art! What love, You're so loving and merciful, You delight in mercy, Your love saves and heals! All glory and honor be to You! Sometime ago, somewhere between or among these times I've heard Josh Garrel's song "Colors" in my dream states. Oh is God trying to say something deep and tender and wonderful here? I think so! All glory and honor to Him! -
I dreamed of Josh Manley again. 'Tis time I was watching him from across the street. And it seemed like he tried crossing but couldn't like he was limited somehow. And his clothes changed alittle. He went from having a shirt to having a black breast strap on him over his shirt. -
Went like this: brother in Christ Josh Manley is very shy and so he and I don't talk much at all and are awkward towards eachother 😕even though he's very nice. I dreamed that I was sitting on bleachers with his sister and friends and he was there. He was going to go sit. And I thought that he would from our left go up and sit behind us instead of sitting next to me. But instead he walked ahead and sat right down next to me, looked at me and looked me in the eye and deeply acknowledged me as his sister in Christ. And it felt like his demeanor and actions embraced me. And then I rested me head on his shoulder and he calmly smiled. And then I lifted my head. I felt a bit nervous for a moment because I didn't want someone to think we were ahem together you know what I mean. So I put my head one more time on his shoulder and did a little snuggling action. Then that was that. Later I saw people, one of them famous, in pictures. Big pictures. I was pulling faces towards them then to be funny. Finally they broke into laughter and we're moving and were like live beings. One of them glanced at me a few times laughing and smiling towards me like he was thinking "she's so funny." And then later after I was in a subway or bus with another friend of mine, who in reality is in rehab right now. There were a few other people there, same people who are Josh Manley's friends and family. And we were standing. I motioned to my friend about something and he thought it meant I wanted him to get closer to me so he put his shoulder on mine. I was thinking that's not what I meant but then I was like oh well. And just stood around acceptong the strange situation we were in. Not a clue where we were headed. Just standing in a moving bus or subway of some sort. -
03/15/2015 Paul, Eddie Brossoit, Eddie Gonyeau :/ Eddie Brossoit cleaned a mess under my bed that was way against the wall. I had feelings of wanting to cuddle with someone. Whether him or someone else; just somebody. Found Paul McCartney(as a youngin black and white) sitting on the floor looking at something in his left hand. I went to his right. I got close to him and started snuggling and nuzzling his face. I put my hand in his and it felt baby skin soft. And I held his hand too and was caressing it, like stroking it. Then I rested my hand in his again. Then later there was the mo band and I wondered if Eddie Gonyeau went there; I thought he was and had the intense feelings of wanting to go see him. I stared out the window looking at the band and thinking about Eddie Gonyeau. And I tried texting him. Or checking for texts. The end. :P
I have been going through stressors for a prolonged period. And was missing God. And would have feelings of needing a hug and stuff. Does that have anything to do with this dream? I also remember reading about the left side right stuff. Wondering if my buddy Paul's hands had anything to do with that. -
I've been suffering distraction and stuff due to temptations towards a friend I've been ministering to(devil trying to bewitch my flesh to get in the way of course). And then temptation started to slowly cease when friend went to rehab. I felt lonely then especially because I've been suffering from not just temptations but other stuff as well. Then I was really like emotionally praying while being in a lot of pain to the point where it was physical pain being exacerbated. I desperately was just begging God that I just have deeper intimacy with Him and find rest. Few days later He led me to Josh Garrels' music and it's made things easier. I was able to really deeply rest in Jesus again for once through the music. -
Wow there are some new things going on that had a rough start. But I'm starting to feel better about stuff and an achieving deeper intimacy with God. I gotta cling to Him and keep resting in Him. -
Wow very deep and dramatic. I think there might be a spiritual meaning to it. Have you been able to interpret any of it lately -
The house wasn't recognizable. I was with my siblings, Dad and Mum. My mother was in labor. She suddenly turned in a panicked manner to the bedroom. I could empathize and actually feel her great discomfort and pain and distress. She was saying something that had nothing to do about the baby exactly just some phrase I cannot recall otherwise I'd write it down here. She felt the major contractions and gave birth standing up. Her water broke and the baby slipped out first head and upper body and then the little darling fell out. As it fell it bumped it's upper body and head on the floor and bounced a few inches to the corner. Everybody stared and did nothing because they were so stunned. I then immediately rushed to it and rubbed the head and neck because I was afraid the baby was fatally injured. The baby seemed fine after rubbing. I somehow just understood it was a son. I was thinking wow everybody on my stepdad's side is a son maybe? Or something like that. I went to the restroom to wash my hands. My sis came in to talk and I woke up. Dramatic. -
Thank you sister I appreciate it hugs back -
The woman part was interesting I wonder what it meant
Looks like more battles ahead need wisdom and prayers?
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