Jasmine

Yeah but how?

I need help with this.

Thx

Thanks and yeah they do.

Thanks! I do go to church!

Thx

Thx sister!

Thx

I had a dream that I was viewing a movie set in ancient Israel and there was this man who was hungry for God that he went to the temple in Jerusalem. I knew that he wasn't from the area and I have a feeling that he wasn't even from Israel, but he didn't worship idols. Anyways, he and the pharisees were underground being led my the man's spirit. They hit a dead end. Then the said to the pharisees that they were almost there and that they had to be on the other side of that wall. The the pharisees said that the other side of the wall is the Holy of Holies. Then the man said yes and that's where they will worship God in spirit and in truth. They ting is that only the high priest can enter the Holy of Holies.

The scene changes. The pharisees were holding him in prison. The man has an argument with his wife and he say that if he had what he had before he would give it to her and their child who was also present. The the wife said something in another language and she left. As they left the temple guard flogged them. The temple guard were going to bring the man to the temple because the high priest was preparing to enter the Holy of Holies, but they weren't going to allow him in but only to observe what's outside.

Meanwhile, Jesus was on a hill with a crowd, but he wasn't the main focus of the crowd, someone else was. He was at the back. People were getting baptized in the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. Because of that I'm guessing that this was after Pentecost. I guess Jesus was paying them a visit. Only one lady noticed him. She had dark skin, light blue crystal-like eyes, and was heavy set. She was very beautiful. She humbly and timidly asked him for a miracle. I woke up before he could answer her.

IRL: I am also seeking out the Holy of Holies with God. What is God trying to say to me?

I keep having dreams that my teeth are loose and I keep yanking them out and spiting them out. Weird!

I had a strange dream. There was this girl who was pretending that she was raped. She even wounded her arm to make it seem it. There was speculation that the teacher had raped her. The teacher looked like one of my old teachers. Soon, everyone found out that she wasn't raped.

Missed you to!

Dear God,
I cry as I watch myself
Go through the motions
Of slicing a line into my arm
I know that I’m not myself –
I’m trapped in addiction –
As the blood drips down my arm

Every scar holds a story
Of emotional pain and self-hate
But it’s wrong and I’m sorry –
This is not what I wanted to create

And, yet, I do it again and again
Slicing lines into my tender skin
Watching the blood fall
On the shower floor and wall

I know that I need some help
And I’m praying that You’ll help me
Coz I can’t break this addiction on my own,
But I’m so ready to be free
So I sit here on the floor
And pray that I won’t cut any more
I toss the blade in the dumpster outside
And in my locker I hide
Crying out for deliverance
From the addiction I’m bound to
I pray in repentance
To be saved from it all by You

I fall into Your loving arms
That hold me so tight
And keep me safe from all the harm
I caused myself that night.
And as I watch You heal my pain
I dry my tears and know
That You can cleanse me of every stain
And wash me white as snow

Amen.

Dear God,

Please help this person and intervene in this person's situation.

In Jesus Name!

I'm having a bit of a mental block and laziness. I want to finish my script by the end of May. It's called Honey, I'm Gay. The title really tells you the story. Anyways, I need inspiration to finish it. It's strictly secular. Thanks for your prayers.

It wasn't a school official actually. Sorry. My mom has to write a letter to the Board of Ed saying that I'm not healthy enough for regular school and then they have thirty days to evaluate me.

Jesus's coming is drawing near. We need to pray without ceasing.

Your welcome! and Thank you!

Thanks Daisy!

So lately I've been really searching and crying out to God after Battle Cry. Yesterday, I went to church by myself because my mom was to tired. During worship the worship leader asked us to imagine where we would be without Jesus in our lives. I know I would be in hell because I would've killed myself if God had not saved me. Then he, told us that if we wanted to we could go to the platform and worship. I went to the front after my initial hesitation. I knelt down and worshiped. After the pastor asked us to go back to our seats he asked us to hug someone on our way back. There's this lady called Diane. I went up to her to hug her and while I was hugging her she gave me a word. She said that God sees me, that God sees my tears and prayers. She said that God will turn my mourning into laughing and my tears (i think) into dancing. If God sees me then God sees you! He loves you! He adores you! He knows you! Ask him right now to show you that he knows you if you are unsure! Last summer, I ran into a complete stranger who told me that my future is right in front of me! He sees you!

I just got back from Battle Cry. I am starving for Jesus. I think I know what to do now. Nothing is going to stop me this time. I'm going for the gold. I'm hunting for the Lion of Judah. He will be mine. I need prayer. I need you guys to pray your hardest. Pray like you've never prayed before. My sanity and my soul are on the line. Thanks.

Christ's Love Always.

Thx. Im having a meeting tomorrow with a school official of the school we are interested in. Pray it goes we'll.

I just did, Thanks for the prayer.

Thx. I think the root is what has happened to me and a lot has happened to me. There's a lot of trauma in my past. But I also have a feeling there could be something more to this. More than forgiving and forgetting the past. IDK what to do now.