Angelwings 1 Posted April 4, 2010 On this day...I am feeling so discouraged and so much sadness. A day that I would normally spend with family has turned out to be a lonely day. I don't have any family in town, don't have christian friends yet and my husband is not saved. I feel anger and disappointment toward my family and my husband. I know I shouldn't...but it's there. I have family who have not contacted me in awhile, and my husband chose not to participate in todays celebration. I cannot let myself feel this way....especially not today. We briefly went out to play and enjoy the sun..but the minute I have to stay within the four walls of my home I become sad, lonely and discouraged all over again. I have no where to go for now....so I am thinking of spending this time on my knees. I am hesitant...almost ashamed to kneel before the Lord feeling the way I do. Lord give me strength once again to overcome these feelings that seem to overwhelm me. Your love has brought me through the darkest hours and I thank you for Your breath that covers me! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
dreamster 0 Posted April 4, 2010 ugh thats sad a/wgs ,,um pour ur heart out 2 tha father ,,hes a father 2 tha fatherless,, may ur home go frm being a prison,to being a temple of the most high, prayin wiv all suplication, ,,,,dont let shame stop u from receiving wats urs,,love joy peace in the holy ghost, ,,besides thers always family here, D Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Angelwings 1 Posted April 4, 2010 thank you dreamster. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Angelwings 1 Posted April 4, 2010 I'm ok now.....I had a moment earlier! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Angelwings 1 Posted April 4, 2010 yeah...nothing like a little peace and quiet with the Lord Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
dreamster 0 Posted April 4, 2010 an a merry heart does good likea medicene, ,,well on that note i shood be fully cured,, Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Dove-Solutions 0 Posted April 5, 2010 Amen and amen! Glad to hear your spirit is lifted. We love you here for sure.Love in Jesus,Connie Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
SCGirlyGrl 0 Posted April 5, 2010 Angelwings, do you live close to/in South Carolina? If you do, I'd be willing to be your friend. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Angelwings 1 Posted April 5, 2010 Awe, I'm so touched...you all are so loving and supportive. SCgirl I do not live near you but thank you for your friendship The thought means a lot to me.I didn't mean to sound so sad. God has great plans for me, I just know it....till then I will lean on the promise of Isaiah 40:31 But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Dove-Solutions 0 Posted April 5, 2010 That a girl! Preach it girl! :) Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
dreamster 0 Posted April 5, 2010 one of mi fav scrips,,,daaannngg,, D Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
True Flight 0 Posted April 5, 2010 ....so I am thinking of spending this time on my knees. I am hesitant...almost ashamed to kneel before the Lord feeling the way I do. This statement realy made me think how Christ must of been feeling when he went to pray in the garden.What a perfect thing to say on this day. I think Christ may of just used you to touch me. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Angelwings 1 Posted April 5, 2010 Whoa TF...I didnt even look at it that way. I'm all choked up now Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
