sexual sin

[Cloud 0]

going on 9 years now in me. could be another 9 in store for me, but only god knows. pray about whatever is the ROOT cause of my sin. also pray about my conscience because i'm half-way in love with this stuff.

[heavenlymama 0]

Hi
first the fact you posted highlights the need to really deal with this. so I'm praying with you but seriously you have to 100% want to get out of this. you say your half-way in love with it. maybe on a level you feel a need is being met (not sexual) so I'd get to really talking to God about it and everything and I mean everything how you feel before and after, your past. As you do this and your heart is open God will begin to reveal doorways roots and answers. As He does that you got to deal with each thing and that means trusting God enough to met you needs that you willing to fight against this pull. and of course strengthening yourself in the word.

i hope this helps and sorry but have to be straight to the point in this area.
It does not have to be another 9 years.

[Cloud 0]

good post heavenlymama

[trinity609 0]

Amen! I agree and am praying for you.