Virtuous

I stand in agreement with you as well. I, too, am "WAITING" on God to give me direction on the home He has for me.

You have a "Healing Ministry". That's why your hands began to have a burning sensation.

I need to tell you all a little bit about myself before I go into the dream. I am a single mother of four. My youngest child has a separate father than my oldest three, who have the same father. In August of 2005, I rededicated my life to Christ, and began to grow in the Lord. I turned away from the life of fornication (among other things), and desired to wait for God to send me the husband He has chosen for me. I met this guy (who I already knew for years from the city we lived in but never even thought of dating him), in December of 2005. We exchanged numbers one day and began to talk on a regular basis. We started talking about marriage, looking through magazines picking out colors, and everything you can think of to plan a wedding. Thinking back on it, I think maybe he was just going through the motions just to get what he wanted (and he did). I allowed my flesh to take over in April of 2006. The following month, I found out I was pregnant. To make a longer story short, we weren’t together long. A part of me still hopes things will work out for us. God has promised me my husband and I’m trusting and believing in Him to manifest His Will in every area of my life. I’ve been praying that if my desire of trying to hold on to a hope of my baby’s father and I being together is hindering me from receiving the husband He has for me, I needed Him to remove it. I need Him to help me to just let go. The last time I prayed that was this past Tuesday night (3/3/09), and I had this dream the same night. I’ve been praying for God to bring an interpretation to me, and I’m still waiting. Maybe He’ll give it to someone else to give to me and I’ll know they heard from God because it will bear witness in my spirit. But I know this dream is telling me something. Ok, here goes…Wait – one more thing. Many years ago, I desired a tattoo but was too afraid because people told me they hurt and I don’t like pain. Up until a couple of years ago, I thought about getting one when I read in Ecclesiastes that we shouldn’t have markings and tattoos on our bodies and I’ve never desired to have one again. Ok, now, here goes…



I dreamed I was excited about getting this tattoo. It was a small tattoo in the figure of some type of oval shape being put on my upper left shoulder. Nothing fancy, just a small simple tattoo but it was pretty and what I wanted. After getting the tattoo, I went to my sister’s house, (IRL, she lives in the exact place as in my dream) to show off my new tattoo. We were in the bathroom and I pulled my shirt sleeve down (from the top to keep from taking off my shirt) to show her the tattoo. (It almost seemed as if we were standing in front of the mirror. She was standing behind me and I was looking at her through the mirror, looking at my tattoo. I remember having a big kool-aid smile on my face. I was happy.) Then all of a sudden, my shirt was off and she was telling me how pretty the entire tattoo is. The tattoo stretched across from my entire left shoulder, covering my back, and wrapping around to the lower end of my right waist. It was the prettiest eagle’s wing I had ever seen. It had bright colors that looked good together. This wing was beautiful. I didn’t know it was there until my sister showed it to me. I was puzzled after turning around with my back toward the mirror to see this beautiful eagle’s wing in many colors with the name of my baby’s father written in capital letters in just a little shade darker than my favorite color. When I looked at it I could tell just as good that it was his name (Something keeps telling me that it had one too many letters. If the one letter was removed, it would spell his name correctly). I remember going outside and he was out with his friends. Something was going on with my car (IRL, I’m having car trouble). The children of the girl he lives with were at home standing on the porch across the street (IRL, He actually lives with this girl across the street from my sister) and I get the feeling they are watching us because their mother is at the store. He was trying to hug me and the kids were taking it all in. Now, those are the feelings that I was getting in the dream. He was acting like he didn’t care that her kids were watching him. I can’t even remember how I was feeling about what was going on. All I can remember was being glad that I had a beautiful tattoo and how I was trying to sooth it from hurting and what I needed to put on it to keep it looking good or what ever. I remember leaving and that’s it. End of dream.



I’ve had other dreams about this man, as well as my other 3 kids’ father, but they have all dealt with the call God has on their lives. When I pray for my children’s fathers, I pray for their salvation and their ministry. So a lot of times when God shows me something about them, I know I’m suppose to pray for them and tell them about what He’s shown me concerning them. But this dream is different. It’s something very different about this dream.

Those in the old testament who were seeking a king did not have the interest of God either. I truly believe God gave them His permissive will (what they kept begging for), rather than His perfect will (what He had already planned to give them). That's why there is an old saying that goes..."Be careful what you ask (pray) for. God allowed Saul to be king over them, even in his wickedness, but in the end God changed Saul's heart in an instant. He was given the name Paul, and became one of God's powerhouses! What the enemy meant for bad, God turned it around for good.

Yes! I have to remind myself of that all the time. I was blessed to be a part of a Women's Conference (Virtuous Woman: God's Leading Lady) a couple of weeks ago. God used the speaker in such a mighty way that I had to buy a few of her teaching cd's.

One particular cd is called, "Annointed, Appointed and Assigned" where she takes that phrase a little further. She said, "If I'm wrapped in my mantle (annointing), I won't be disqualified. If I'm wrapped and functioning in my annointing, I won't be disqualified. The annointing of God on my life is what qualifies me. The annointing of God on my life is the approval of God on my life."

I'm feeling led to tell you to meditate on the scripture lola21st gave to you (Joshua 1:6-9). Actually, I'm feeling led to meditate on it myself as well.

Thanks lola21st for being obedient to the leading of the Holy Spirit. I don't think I've read that verse of scripture before. It really encouraged me.

One more thing...
None of us are worthy. Don't allow the enemy to use your feelings of being unworthy to abort/prolong the call God has on your life. God doesn't call the qualified; He qualifies the called.

Be encouraged!

You have a deliverance ministry. I had a similar dream interpreted that I was immediately reminded of when I read this. God wants you to know what's going on because there's something YOU can do about it. The others in your dream didn't know. If they had known, there wouldn't have been any confusion. But YOU knew why the confusion existed. The part of your dream about the other side of the gate is the way of escape. God has prepared a way of escape so that YOU can deliver all those who are willing to use it. As you shouted for them to come with you...you said many listened. YOU will know in your ministry of deliverance who will recieve what you have to say and who will not.

I wouldn't be surprised if you've had more dreams like this before as I have and I wouldn't be surprised if you have more.

Now, that's what I'm talkin' bout!!!!!!!

Absolutely!!! God very much so cares about your feelings. Sometimes, to other people, your feelings doesn't matter or they have an "Oh, that's nothing" attitude about your situation.

I am here to tell you from experience that God cares about how you feel. He already know. He just wants you to talk to Him about it.

The wilderness is a very lonely place but also a place of fulfillment and growth. It's in the wilderness where God moldsyou. He wants you all to Himself and that's the reason he takes you there. No one is there but you and Him.

My experience in the wilderness was lonely and scary at times. That is until I realized that I was actually in the wilderness. I just thought He had left me. But praise God, I know better. I mean, I was misunderstood by people. No one had a word to give me. No one was reachable when I needed them...so I thought. It was at that moment that I knew that God wanted me to learn something. When you're in the wilderness you have no one else to run to but God!

It's testing time sweetheart. Just as in the natural during times of testing; the teacher doesn't speak. God is the teacher in the spirit and He's testing your faith right now. Hold fast, dear one, as God elevates you to a deeper and higher level in Him.

I am excited for you!!!!! Be blessed.

There is no conflict or confusion in God. I read on this forum something that is real. The owner of this site stated something that I know to be true. Prophecy brings confirmation to something that God has already revealed to you. If it doesn't agree with what God has revealed to you and doesn't bring peace than it is not of God.

Being a Praise & Worship Leader myself, I think it's safe for me to speak on this. From what you say about your husband, music is his ministry. When we operate in our ministry, the enemy will do whatever and use whoever to abort/hinder the call Jesus has on our lives. There are times when I only have my music. The breakthrough of prayers come through my Praise & Worship. Just this past few years, the devil has tried his best to pull every trick known in the book to steal my Praise & Worship from me. Just this past Sunday the revelation of that really hit me. I went up for prayer and I told the devil he is a liar. He may strip me of every natural and materialistic thing I have (only if God gives him permission) but HE WILL NOT STEAL MY PRAISE from me and I mean that.

I pray that God will give you peace and rest. He said it in His word,

John 14:27 "Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid."

Receive the Peace of God that He left with you. You and your husband together. Pray him through this and you tell that devil who you are (in Christ) and who he ain't (yep, had to go back to my roots with that word ! LOL)

You all have VICTORY in Jesus. He said it and that settles it.

One more thing. I went through an awful time with my Pastor. I wanted to leave so bad. I prayed and prayed and prayed. I told God I was leaving that church and I was going to another one. I told Him I would still give my tithes and offerings in the church until I found another church home but I was not going back. He said, "You're not going anywhere. You're going to sit through this." I couldn't leave. So be sure that before you leave, God has given you permission to do so. Not only will the enemy work to abort our ministry, he will also work to bring separation between us and the Shepherd God has placed over us. We may not understand it, but it happens. I had to learn this the hard way. I was running around (not to everybody...just my family) talking about what happened with me in the church. Big mistake. When it come to our Pastors, if it's something we feel they did wrong, we have to take it to God in prayer. I also learned through this time that God cares about our feelings. God can deal with people far better than we can...including our Pastors.

It's been a while since you first posted this. What you say may be true...now. Initially, I think it was more than that. But, I'm so glad you have the peace you were looking for. That is truly a blessing.

I think you need to forgive your ex for whatever happened in your relationship. You are right, God said, "Vengeance is Mine." He didn't mean for you to be overjoyed in someone else's pain.

Proverbs 24:17-18 "Rejoice not when thine enemy falleth, and let not thine heart be glad when he stumbleth, Lest the Lord see it, and it displease Him, and He turn away His wrath from Him."

No, I don't think so.

Thank you for the words of encouragment. My heart desires a husband but I am willing to wait. I want the husband God designed for me. I pray for my husband (whoever he is), all the time and I pray that as God prepares me for him, He prepares him for me as well. When I get uneasy and frustrated about waiting on God, I remind myself of something I read (I think by Mya Angelo)...A woman's heart should be so well hidden in God, that a man has to seek Him to find her. That keeps me going. Yes, God knows I desire a husband and He has told me I will have one and a family. I'm just trusting Him right now. Thank you, again.

Another dream has been puzzling me. I dreamed that I was in the church yard. Some of the members were there as well, including my Pastor. I'm not sure what we were doing; but none the less, we were there. (IRL: This is actually my church and my Pastor.) I was standing like in a line with other members. My Pastor came to me and said, "Sister "?" (insert my name), God told me to tell you that your baby's daddy is your husband." I started crying and running around the yard yelling, "God, I don't want to marry "?" (insert children's father's name). I don't want to marry "?". You know what he did to me. I don't want to marry him!" That was the end of the dream.

This dream occurred in 2005. I have since had another child. My other kids (3) have the same father. My last child has a separate father but we're no longer together. I am totally confused now because I desire to be married but have learned and accepted that I have to wait on the husband God has chosen for me. But I can't get this dream out of my mind.

My dream involves a unity cloth. The cloth is all green in color. It is a deep dark green color around the edges. The edges seem to be made of lace material that has many overlays that causes it to look thick. From the edges, inward, the material seems to be like sheer and the color green gets lighter and lighter. In the middle of the garment, it has 3 holes in it that seems to fit perfectly over the unity candles (like if you put it over the candles, it will rest easily at the bottom of the candle holders). I put a small tear in the cloth (on the left side). I tried to fix it but I couldn't. I tried everything and I still couldn't repair it. Finally, I held it up to the light to look at it and the tear was gone.