Destine

My dreams are very literal, and I am not at this church anymore.

I am in my (Former) Pastor's house for a prayer meeting. His wife's mother is very sick, she has a small tumor and is not taking it very well. I go to the next room to get my purse, I start talking to her son. I end up taking a drink he gives me, I become drowsy and wake up to him raping me.

IRL: His Mom's mother just got diagnosed with a tumor on her thyroid, she isn't taking the news very well.
Now, her son just got married. The last time I had these dreams, minus her mom being sick part, it was God showing me what would have happened if we stayed at that church. Which would have been him raping me, or coming close to raping me.

I am on TBN with my husband (I know who he is in real life) Paula White is hosting the show. She asks my Husband why he married someone else so quickly, when he didn't love her. He says "I was afraid Destine would reject me."
IRL: Paula White is my pastor, this Guy just eloped.. The weird thing is I saw him, and he talked about his Girlfriend in such a flat depressed tone. And he was flirting with me, and basically acting like a Guy would if he was single

Thanks

So I had $1200 which was taken from me by my mom. I took extra to buy her a gift in fear of being overdrawn. She choked me and I could not breathe. I want to move

So I had this dream last night:I was at my old church, the first lady tells me her oldest son got engaged. I said that was a great thing, I run into him and he says "I still love you Destine." IRL:He started dating a Girl whose younger sister has my exact name(spelling too) looks and acts like me,after I send him a card while he attempted to kill himself. Now, I told his mom a dream I had in 2008 where I was married to him, Pastor Paula was hosting us. I did not tell her the fact that her son was my husband in the dream. For some reason I think she knew. Part of that dream came true in August 2013: We started going to Paula white's church, I also started seeing my future. Now I just find this dream to be odd, I never base life off of dreams but mine are usually true.

Please pray my grades reflect my work. Kids who really failed got As because the teachers like them. I actually did my work , I deserve the A.

SO, as you all know I haven't had a good first semester in college, or in a "real" school setting. Everything was drama, and filled with me getting sick. I did my homework, did pretty well on it. Did my finals, I know I got two A's and a B, and I am not sure about the other one. However, my grades reflect 3 C's and one F. Can you all pray that this changes? I know two of the professors seemed to have it out for me, one had to be humbled and convicted by God. One I think deducted my grade (I did a speech class and I had to do a persuasive speech on something, and one of the things I did my professor couldn't do) and I think he got mad, and he treated me differently than the other students. Anyways, just please pray. I already want to just finish the spring semester, quit and go apply to another school. It's too much for me to handle with all of the middle school immature drama.
My school reminds me a lot of the first corinthians church.

Hi I got a job at Justice Retail for Girls) and please pray my mom won't fuss about driving me there next week.
Also, I just spoke with my Professor; He said my homework sounds like a sermon rathee than my opinion on Christ. It went well! Thanks everyone for praying!

After writing him a letter, he spoke in class about how he realized he can be wrong. A situation distracted me that involved a few students and I forgot our meeting. However, he was the most merciful of the adults involved.

This is a little odd: Last thursday I wrote my testimony, which deals with me dealing with the pressure of being sexually pressured by someone whose parents I trusted. That friday, guys made some suggestive comments to me. I was not going to report it, since things like this happened in the past. I missed my meeting with my professor because of this. And I misworded my email, so I had to apologize so he does not think I am trying to deceive him.

Two Girls used food I made for them(I put my name on their containers) and put it in my roommates backpack. Now, she thinks I did it! I was trying to figure out why she stopped sleeping in our room. On top of that, she apparently didn't like me making her bed, so she told the housing director. So I just learned this in the past hour.. Please pray

Hi all, as you may know I am attending a bible school that has a huge issue with Pride, entitlement, Sexual perversion, Alcohol, Drugs, partying, Jezebel, Ahab, witchcraft, Gossip. My teacher acts like the apostle Paul. He is very arrogant, condescending, offensive, and judgmental. He failed all of us as a way to 'humble' us. I did my make-up, He basically said I have no understanding whatsoever, and said how could I claim to know God.
I am scheduling a meeting with him next week, His name is Leslie.


Please pray that he hears me... I got the same grade for my other midterm, however it's because my teacher was tired of being disrespected by people so he did a 30 point deduction from all of our exams. I already do not test well, I do not sleep in his class, nor did I mock him on Facebook. I will be speaking with him next week as well. (Mr. Thompson)
Please pray for favor, I just want to pass this class! I don't believe anyone has the right to claim if someone knows Jesus or not.. I know I don't know as much as he does because he does have degrees, but he isn't God.

My mom is also upset at me for not calling her on Monday, due to the act that I have a twelve hour class schedule. I sent her a text message, and a gift... She is also mad that I have a Facebook. But, I am eighteen and I am not doing anything profane.

Please pray for me!

Hey everyone! I started school two months ago (Bible university.) Jezebel is alive and well there, and so is Sexual perversion. Pretty much every girl claiming to be 'saved' has called me a liar and turned against me to tarnish my rep. The guys at my school are on fire for God, but with Gossip being the queen there my school is pretty much hanging on by a shoe-strand. Please pray I have peace, no more hostility or offence. I do need to make good grades, and I have already moved once.. and the same issue has happened. I know we have the option to move once January comes, but I need to be able to stay there in peace. My mom did a lot of unfair things to people in her college days, she never apologized to a lot of them. I feel like everything she failed at doing, I ended up having to face too. On top of that, Jezebel is alive in her as well.. She takes on whatever spirit someone on my school is attacking me with..

I ask for you all to stand in faith with me: My former pastor's have changed after they went through some things (a little like what happened to Saul's kingdom). I have let those things go, I love them and they pray for me. However, my mom keeps passing judgement (very prideful way) I know it's because of their son. I know it's not my place to judge my mom, I just don't believe it's right for me to speak against people who I'm in spiritual covenant with. I wouldn't have pursued my dream to go into youth ministry without my former pastors.

thanks

No, I had to end a lot of my friendships this year. I only have one and her phone time is limited when I talk to her

Thank you, I just started doing that two weeks ago. Still staying in faith

Hi everyone,

I need prayer concerning my communion with my mom: My mom has a very controlling/judging/shaming/anger/manipulative spirit that has been past down to her from her mom and her dad. (Basically a generational curse). She takes offense to anything (a look, or a laugh, anything) I do and says I'm argumentative. I believe she does this because I remind her of my dad, he's currently working out of state. So, she either treats me like I have no feelings, or treats me like her husband, It's gotten worse since I'm leaving for college in less than a month, so I ask for you all to pray for me.

Hi, I have been praying a lot more than I usually do for my former pastor's. I also have been watching more teachings on the word than I did last year. I really put an effort in praying, especially since the world seems to be getting darker every second. Thanks!

Umm... years ago but I let that go once it blew over. Were in good standing now, I talk to them a lot. They even counseled me when I was having a down time. My mom has ill feelings against their son, because he likes me (or liked me) but he's kind of going through a lot of stuff. So, she judges him harshly.

Probably about admitting the need for someone I used to talk to, to be back in my life

Hi all, do you remember my dreams about 5:33 and drugs? I found out DT influenced his best friend with drugs.. Now that friend is an addict. I ask that you all just keep praying... I still do not have peace about telling my mom the other dreams.

Hi all, so last night I only got about four hours of sleep. I prayed listened to teaching, lifted up others in prayer as well. I had another vision today: I'm in DT's room, were talking about faith and walking in faith. I can hear my mom and his mother talking in another room. I turn my head just for a second, my mind blacks out. And I know he attacked me.

Anyways, I spoke with another mother figure in my life wednesday. I had placed a letter concerning a dream I had in her bag. I thought it got thrown out, or maybe she never read it. She did, but she also discerned I have only had peace telling my mom one of the dreams. I'm supposed to be having a discussion with her sometime this week. I just ask that you all continue to pray for me, mostly for my health I caught a littlle sinus problem. I am standing on psalm 3:6 "I will not fear the tens of thousands of enemies who camp around me." And Psalm 30:2 for my healing.

Oh thank you so much Ms.cholette! I will be studying for youth ministry/counseling this fall. I don't want to see anyone going down a road that is not from God!

Hi everyone, I just wanted to say I gave my mom a letter explaining the 5:33 dreams. She didn't expound her opinion to me, she just asked me if I had any other dreams to tell her yesterday. However, I ask for you all to pray for my dad because he is deploying to Kuwait tomorrow. We all have peace, however there is no such thing as too many prayers! I also request for peace of mind concerning those dreams, for me. Three years ago, I had a reoccurring dream that contained DT. I told my mom, we prayed and decided to stay in peace. The dreams did come true, which started a lot of strife between both of our families. A lot of things that have happened over the past two weeks, seem a little too familiar. It reminded me a lot of how things were before everything jumped off some time ago. I am holding onto my peace, reading th bible along with brother copeland's book on "The blessing".
Thank you!