Bee1

I keep saying that to myself (but it's not working right now) but I have lots of lovely friends here so what more can I ask for? :tree:

so sorry to hear that hunnie I don't know what's wrong with me - I just can't seem to switch off - my brain still keeps going at 100 miles per hour

it's - I don't know what word is best use to describe - strange maybe? guess I'm not really taking it too bad right now as we have not really told people yet (well my sister know) and we still share a flat but that will probably change after new year. I'm finding it strange to change the way I think and act - we've been together for 9 years, livign together for about 7. It's going to be so weird living without him after such a long time.

I have to say I've been having sleeping problems on and off for years

I'm not expecting anything from this drink - just a drink with a mate - going somewhere very busy and very public - thank you for your advise and concern (and I'm not married - we were just living together - I wated to get married and he didn't)

I wish I could return your offer but I don't really know where I would live after new year you know I just notice you live near Jacksonville - I was watching Twilight the other day and they are mentioning Jacksonville few times - Bella's mother and her new husband are moving there because of his baseball contract.

hello hunnie no you didn't - sorry I'm at work so in and out (as usual) sorry you can't sleep - have you tried warm milk or coacoa? there suppose to be something in milk that should help sleep (should maybe follow my own advice and try it myself - been waking up at 3am and not going back to sleep for past few weeks)

i guess the fact that we still live in same flat is making things bit difficult. I dunno what to do - we have not really told peole yet as he said it's better to wait till after new year so no-one would tiptoe around you over christmas and new year. I kind of see his point as the last thing I need right now it pity calls and chrtistmas invitations from my mates. I'm suppose to be having a drink with a guy I've met on facebook about a year ago - we met in chat group talking about czech lager (which he loves) and then he ended up sponsoring me on my cancer research run in May and for that I've half jokinginly promised to buy him a drink (we've never met and he sponsor me £15) and recenlty he got in touch with me and said we could perhaps have the drink sometime over festive period.

I don't even know what will happend with the dog after... i was not trying to invite myself but thank you for your kind offer - maybe I should start saving for a trip to america - and then go and visit all my lovely ceegeeans

25th is friday me and MrB will have stuffed phesant with trimming (roast potato, veg, gravy...) but that's all the plans we made for that day 28th is his birthday but I don't think I will be included in the plans - he's most likely going out for a drink with his mate in the evening. I'mnot really sure how to go about it - as a friend what do you do for a friends bday? I have promised him a present - something he wants as we were talking about it before "the decision"

she has some family in Germany so she thought late December would be good time as they all can arrive - I've got suspicion that it will be one of big weddings. and guess what? the other (also turkish) girl just gave me an invitation to her wedding in mid January. that makes me feel realy depressed now - that leaves me the only single person in the office (well there is another girl working here but she is also engaged so it's matter of time - turkish people dont ususally have long engagements) Florida - that must be nice. I've never been to America but I would love to go one day (I always wated to travel the world but never really had the cash to do it.)

hello kijo one positive thing - I managed to make my christmas potato salad last night. It needs to be done at least 2 days in advance. I was going to make it on monday but got home too late.

Hi Bee!! Are you warm today?? sorry for my moaning all the time *blush* but I have not had a single journey this week yet that didn't have any problems this morning got on a train that went one stop and then broke down so we were told to get out and wait 20 minutes for next one - which was very overcrowded. it was freezing last night (up to -6) and today it suppose to be highs of 4. I'm so happy that today is my last working day as I'm not sure if I could cope with another day of travel misery :cold: how are you hunnie? all well I hope

good morning everyone

OK I'm going to sign off now - gotta sort the post before I go home to all

I left work at 5.15 yesterday and got home 8.40 this morning there were running Saturday train service with trains every 30 minutes but trains were only 4 carriages long - I have managed to squeeze (only just) on first one that arrived and got to work at 9.10 Mr B got home about 9.15 last night as he had to wait in a pub for 1.5 hours because they closed off all major train stations (London Bridge - about 5 minutes after I got there, Charring Cross, Canon Street and Victoria - that I know off) as there were full of people but no trains were runnig due to snow

of course it makes me feel better - virtual hug is better than no hug at all :friends: I don't know how I would have cope withouth wonderful people of C&G

you know what's going on in my life right now and I just feel like fast-forwarding to next year and hoping that it will be better than this one. Sorry I'm such a mood-killer but I'm not really going to have a christmas this year.

hello everyone I came to this forum as a part for C&G after we were not so nicely treated on playfish forum. Our group got very warm welcome here and I thought I 'll introduce myself to rest of the forum. My name is Petra and I was born in Czech Republic but I currently live in London. I started to play PS in November 08 but only had a handful of friends so things were slow at the beginning. In May 09 I've joined playfish forum and became a member of C&G where I met lots of wonderful people and made lots of friends. My pet is level 47 but recenlty I kind of lost faith in the game - especially since the last hack. I have a full time job and also have a dog so I don't really have that much time to play PS nowadays. I have notices (like everyone else) that stuff in shops is getting more and more expensive and it's much more difficult to afford TWS and other stuff if you don't have hours to play everyday. Sorry I don't mean to whinge but that's how I feel - I used to be addicted to PS and could spent hours doing visits etc. but now I can't. I still love coming to forum and chatting with my friends that I woudn't have met if there was not PS. I'm hoping to meet lots of lovely people here and maybe make some new friends too. Have a wonderfull day everyone

true love? who knows - some peole say they have it some people spend their whole life searching for it.

surviving - I think I'll be ill over festive period - starting to feel under the weather how are you doing? enjoying the winter weather?

hello Jose don't worry about it - it will be fine

I was having lots of problems uploading pics at the weekend

hope you feel yourself soon hunnie

byee zoonie enjoy your drink out