Jasmine

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New news! Grandma is stage 3! It spread to her lymph nodes. My family doesn't know what to do: surgery, or treatment first. They don't know which hospital to go to. They are totally confused. Even my mom told me that if I had a dream about Grandma, to tell her. I sometimes talk to her about dreams and she would seem a bit skeptical or not all that into it. Please pray for Grandma and pray that I get a dream from God for guidance about this situation!

I was walking around in Home Depot and I see a dollar on the floor. I go to it and it's a Ben Franklin! I look at it and it doesn't look like a counterfeit. I give it to my mom and she puts it in her purse and we walk away giggling. There were a couple of people around me and no one noticed. Absolutely no one!

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My mom doesn't want it. She thinks it costs more money and she can't leave me alone with a tutor she barely knows. She can't teach me herself. She has a job that pays the bills. Plus, she thinks I'm being anti-social when I'm talking about it.

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Aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh! I want to scream! My mom is low on money and she said if my dad doesn't get a job, i might go to public school. Most likely I'll to some high school a block away from my sister's school and the same block as my mom's workplace. I know that police are patrolling the school. I've seen them! One of my nightmares could be coming true. here's the dream /t12216-persecution-and-abominations

Look at the news http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2011/05/15/israeli-troops-open-fire-palestinian-protesters_n_862100.html?icid=maing-grid7|main5|dl1|sec1_lnk3|63097

Thx people. Keep praying. They are doing more tests. She'll have a cat scan on her chest and abdomin (Monday), she'll have a rectal sonogram (Tuesday), then she'll discuss treatment (sometime after that). I'll try to update my best. :)

Bad news. The tumor is malignant.

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thx keep praying!

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So, here's the story: I went to the doctor and he wanted me to use a heating pad every day. And she's asking me if I want her to bring it upstairs, then she said that I better use the heating pad, because she wants me to be better. I was thinking she was going to say something sweet, but she said that this leg problem that I have is costing her financially and she's in a tight budget and doesn't wanna keep spending money, something like that. Her tenant can't pay the security because he has to pay for something else and it's pretty serious. So this month's spending is going to be tight. But why say such a thing. I realize that my injury is a burden to everyone, but why speak about it. Words are powerful and God thinks so too. There's probably a couple of hundred verses in the Bible about using words. It's a burden on everybody else too Teacher's- I walk slower when we have to travel around the building. schoolmates- I walk up and down the stairs slow gym teacher- i can't do gym sister- family members can't take us places (we need to take the train) although my sister complains a lot and tells me to suck it up Mom- i told u already God- Emotional burden, I don't know what else. God can fill in the blanks. Me- emotional, frustration, easily tired, pain every day, slight humiliation (i fear school kids are making fun of me), fear of always being like this, discomfort. I feel as if my mom thinks this problem is a heartache on her wallet. She's complaining about my problem. Another funny thing is that she condones my sister when she complains and here she is now doing the same thing. BTW: My lateral collateral ligament is sprained, I have increased fluid in my knee, and I have large debris in my knee (i guess stuff chipped off).

My grandma has a tumor in her rectum. The doctor did a biopsy and sent it to the lab. Please pray that it's 100% harmless. My grandma is turning 72. I don't want her to go! She's supposed to have a long life (she obeyed her parents) and people in the Bible lived longer than that, so I guess 72 is still too young for God. I SAY THAT TUMOR WILL NEVER BE MALIGNANT IN JESUS NAME!!!!!!!

Idk if this counts but I was praying to God and I asked for a hug and I all of a sudden felt heat on the front part of my body and back two as if someone was hugging me.

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Thx Connie Auschwitz? I never thought of it that way. It used to feel like an underground prison. Now, it feels a little like debtors prison! Thx Diane

I'm pulling through. But this state or "place" is my normal everyday. So, in a way, I'm "fine".

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