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Destine

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  1. I'm sad to say that my doctor wasn't under the umbrella for my insurance. All my appointments had to be cancelled. Until then, please keep me in your prayers. I have my college application essays to do, I'm being attacked in that area very badly. I'm getting to ideas and it's quite depressing for me
  2. Hi all, I took the ACT yesterday (officially making it the third time I've taken it) Please pray that I get the score that I need, so I can get into the college I want! Also, I need prayer for healing, my blood pressure has been high, this is very unusual for me. My next doctor's appointment is the 17th of this month, I have a retracted ear drum (right ear) Thanks, I appreciate it!
  3. Hi all, I'm believing for a new job, the one I have now doesn't give me enough hours. Also, I've been having warning dreams about possible temptation. I'm standing on Phil. 3:19 and Psalm 119:10
  4. Would you all please once again pray for me? I'm having a sharp pain stabbing Pain in my ear. And it hurts hurts to brush my hair that is close to my hair
  5. Please agree with me for the healing in my body, I'm experiencing muscle weakness/aches and sinus drainage and dull pain in my head
  6. I've been having a sharp pain in my abdomen. My ear has been causing me a throbbing pain as well.
  7. I want to ask for A prayer of healing: My legs feel tight as if I strained the muscles in both of my thighs, my neck feels sore as well. Even my hair looks different than it usually looks like. I'm not stressed, I think it's an attack from praying for people
  8. I just wanted some helpful tips for my job interview: My interview was for today, but she misunderstood me and thought I didn't finish my application when I did. So, my 'official' one will be on Wednesday, the 17th. If anyone could offer me any advice that would be great!
  9. I have a job interview tomorrow with Justice(Limited clothing brands) it's my first one, pray for success for me!
  10. I'm a little confused on what to do about something: I took a test yesterday (entrance exam) I will need to retake it again; But I'm not sure if it's a good idea anymore for me to just be going to Cosmetology school, so once I get out to have a job. I really want to go to school for ministry, I just wanted to be able to work after school. Should I tell my mom this?
  11. Thanks for the prayers! I've been reading the bible, My friend thinks we should just hang out more so my mind will be more occupied
  12. I cast them down, unless it happens when I'm asleep~
  13. Hi, I need some help concerning my thought life: I went to my pastor's house for counseling at the beginning of the year, Since than I've had these sexual thoughts about his son that's near my age. It's gotten worse, Now I really don't get any sleep. I only get sleep when I pray for him after waking up around 1AM. I really am at the point to just tell my Mom and ask her on what to do about this. I really don't want to. I've prayed and read the word and cast down my thoughts, It's just came back worse.
  14. Can anyone help with this dream? I have had like it least 60 dreams about this boy with the theme of us being together, Or were adults and we have kids, It's a little weird; It started during a time where both of our families were at odds with one another, Our families our OK now, it just seemed odd to me. I had this dream that I was at the grand Floridian (Disney Resorts) in their wedding pavilion, All of my relatives and close friends were dressed in white, I was in a pink/ white wedding gown, I walked down the aisle with my dad, Who gave me away to Tyler. We had a reception afterwards, I just remember all the rooms were white. The next part of the dream we were in a huge mansion, We had a party and we were all eating, We went to the movies and saw Tyler's parents, we talked, but the new years celebration was not for 2013, But for 2012. The movie theatre was filled with different stores I like to shop in, And it was quite upscale. Does anyone have any ideas?
  15. I did, no one replied, I just came here to ask for prayer over it. My mom's been to some of her conferences, I just now started listening to her tapes on my own. I have no connection with her
  16. So, I had a dream of getting married, walking around in a house next door to my pastor's house, I was i my wedding dress, unpacking boxes. The next day, I was with Pastor Paula white, she was mentoring me, And preparing me to go on TBN with her for the next day. The house was filled with white and gold, we had gifts flown in from different designers, we had a ten safes full of gold coins and money, we had maids and different luxury cars, We had a stature fountain of the Lion & The lamb in front of our house. Pastor Paula has taken over a church close to where I live, that was the end of my dream. In October 2008, I had a dream of being on TBN with Tyler (Sr. pastor's son) being interviewed by Pastor Paula, She asked me why I got in church ministry, I explained I helped Tyler's mom with a lot with her duties as the first lady. She asked him how he figured out about me being the one.. he began to speak.
  17. Thank you, it's probably our new Pastor's wife...
  18. A false prophet prayed over my mom, along with I and my older sister; But it was a curse, but my mom told the Pastor's wife, She talked to the Sr. Pastor, he said he'd pray about it.
  19. Oh, I meant she won't allow me to wear eye-liner, And she said I was wearing eye-shadow, I was rushing and put foundation over my eyes and it has glitter on it so it looks that way; I didn't tell her because it would make it worse. I haven't even seen Tyler in October. We haven't talked, we aren't together, we never have been. I mean there have been numerous times where I kind of spaced out because my mom had me stressed and I was alone and he was walking in church; I could have had like sex with him but I knew it would be wrong, I didn't go alone with him because God would be present; And everyone knows everyone's business because my mom always so called 'prayed' with the Exec. Pastor's wife, they gossiped so much. Tyler's mom talked with my mom Wednesday, I heard her say it went well, ever since than she's been mad. She talked with our Pastor's wife (Exec. pastor's wife) and she said they had a lot in common regarding purses, decorating, kids, and life, clothes and she thought his mom wanted them to be good friends, but she was in fear of trusting someone because of her husbands title. Since, my mom is not that close with our Sr. Pastor (former exec. pastor/worship leader), things have been strange and dramatic at church since July. But, she thinks it happened so she can be closer with Tyler's mom. I PERSONALLY: think it happened to make my mom finally FORGIVE Tyler, his brother, and his parents. She still talks about what happened in July 2010, She brought it up.. everyday. She's doing the SAME exact thing since I went to their house. I personally think it's because their white, and I'm not. I have a great-granddad, two great uncles, 8 cousins, a sister-in-law who are white, I see no problem with them being white. I looked at our genealogy tree, we have relatives from Alabama, Mississauga, Louisiana, and since I'm light-skinned that would make me French (creole) correct? I shortened my name because the user name was not available, I spell it Destinee, that's the french way. I just do not understand it... I also think it jealously and insecurity.. my sister is 19 and no one has really stated that they want to court her, Sure guys have liked her; There is one she could court, she liked him but now she's 'too' good for him because she went to Culinary school. I do my own: Laundry, I clean our house *5000 sq. ft.* clean my mom's room, do her hair *I should have not mentioned me wanting to be a stylist to her* , Buy groceries for her, pay bills for her, Balance her check book, help HER with the activities she does, Clean up the messes my sister's dog made (I asked for an iPod for Christmas in 2008, I got it.. not a dog) I do school work (Home-schooled all my life, I've been doing it alone since the 7th grade, I'm a Sr.. I did High-school level stuff since the 4th grade.. minus math) Decorate churches for her.. which I hate doing but I don't complain about it, Water the grass for her, walk my sister's dog, than get to do one thing which is ballet which she almost took away from me because she's on like 6 boards and she said it was 'selfish' for me to ask her for her to leave it for once a month.. she replied "It's only once a month" this is the ONLY thing I get to do. I make little girls hair bows at dance, I try to mentor the tween-teens there between the ages of 8-14... I don't tell my mom about this because she'll say I'm trying to be proud or something
  20. My mom won't let me wear it as punishment for going to my Pastor's house.. I was trying to figure out why she went off so much the past 2 days.. she talked to his wife; Their conversation went well.. she's just still irritated.. Now she's threatening to not let me graduate until 2013. Won't hurt me, I said I wanted to graduate in 2013 So, my mom believes I am spoiled because I went into a store, My grandad gave me $100 for Christmas, I spent $30 on a Juicy Couture Wristlet; I figure, I have $70 dollars left, I go into the store: Purse from Juicy Couture, reg. $189 ($192 with tax) on sale for $59. Perfect color. I ask my mom, she tells me money went to groceries.. OK that would be OK if that were true. My mom told me I could buy anything I wanted Friday with that money: Saturday was my sister's 17th birthday: I found a receipt in my room that said that the purse my mom bought cost $69. The groceries cost $47.50. Now, my sister received $150 for her birthday, my money went to her. Groceries, fine it's a need, My sister's purse? No. My mom proceeds telling me that I am a brat, 1.) I have my period. 2.) I have bad sinus issues which proceeds to have drainage down my ears into my neck which feels like muscle spams 3. I only asked for three gifts for Christmas, the rest of stuff I got were like socks and lotion, I didn't care. 4.) I have like 40 things out to these girls at dance. 5.) I let someone else receive these concert tickets instead of myself The night before (Monday Night) I had a dream that I was in my formal church office with Pastor Chris & Ms. Julie, along with my parents, and Tyler. We went into the sanctuary, discussing my wedding; Tyler drove me home while we talked. Wednesday, my friend is going to college for fashion design, she wants to have a wedding dress shop, She discussed my wedding dress. Tyler was going to come to my house to walk me to my door, I said no though. I almost got into trouble for something I didn't do, but I'm getting the blame: I saw something for a free business card print if you like them on Face-book, I liked them, it asked for a credit card, Google saves credit cards, Once I realized it would probably charge her card; I cancelled it. My dad got a charge for $18, (The cards we're $11).. So I said, "I cancelled it" and she said "It charged it again" (if this were true, it would be $22, not $18!) Whatever, I cleared it up with my dad.-1/4/12 On January 3rd, 2012 I had this dream:I was in my formal Sr. Pastor's church, (With his wife) along with Tyler.. we were having a meeting with my parents as well.. the Youth Pastors were present; We went into the sanctuary, Ms. Amber (Youth pastor's wife) was planning out the visual side of my wedding; Tyler drove me home in my Mom's van; And we were moving fast, we were talking about our wedding.
  21. I have not told my mom this... I have known since around 2004-2007 to now about knowing that God has set this guy apart for me, but I really don't want to tell my mom right now. (I'm 16) I have a feeling she'll say I'm exaggerating and being dramatic, I have noticed she says this when she simply does not understand the view point that I am coming for; Praying for me would be such a blessing for me! I am sixteen, I'll be 17 in March. I have quite an interesting testimony: 6 months old; my mom nursed me with something in her system that is not good for new borns, I had blood clots in my brain, which turned in riccits and a Vitamin D deficiency, I had bumps the sizes of golf balls on my leg bones. My legs were turned in, I could not work, nor talk. My brain was not the normal shape nor size as a regular baby, I wasn't functioning the average baby, the doctor's said I would make it passed the age of five or six; I would not be able to talk, understand or process things like other kids, I would not be able to walk with a walker or the assistant of a cane. My mom was charged with child abuse, my parents had to fight the court for custody over my sister and I for 9 months in court. Miraculously, I was healed, the doctors did not understand, the Doctors told the lawyers it was a disease and abuse had nothing to do with my disorder. The charges were dropped. At age five, a teacher observed me with a class of 7 and 8 year olds: I yelled out the answers while they were still computing the info. Instead of lagging behind, I was learning too fast and it was irritating the other students. It took me one year to learn how to read because I could not pronounce the 'r' sound. I began to read on the 7th and 8th grade level in the 3rd grade. I did high school work (Minus math) starting in the 4th grade. I scored in the top 2% in 2010 for the National Merit scholars to battle out to win the scholarship from testing the PSAT. October 25th, 2008 (I was 13 at the time.. really sad and depressed over these kids who were mean to me) The dream: I was on TBN (Which you all know is the Christian version of like ABC). Pastor Paula White was interviewing me and my Former Sr. Pastor's son (Joseph). We had to be it least 30 or forty, Pastor White asked me, "Did you always know you were destined to pastor, Destinee?" I replied, "I always watched you, Dr. Creflo and the Copelands along with Joyce Meyer, I always wanted to pastor" She laughed, she turned her body to Joseph, "Did you know Destinee was the one for you?" "I knew it when we first met at our Exec. Pastor's house, and during a dance team practice, I knew she was the one for me" End of dream. I had a dream in January 2011: Joseph's parents were at the after party of a Wedding, they were clapping and seemed so happy, fast forward, I am standing on the stage of the church that I grew up in, (My Sr. Pastor's church) someone is preaching (The Bishop of the state I live in) he begins to say "I am pleased to announce on the behalf of Pastor (so-and-so) that Joseph is engaged to Destinee; We're so proud of you kids" we both smiled, the congregation clapped and seemed really happy. March 2011: Pastor Darlene Bishop prays over me and Joseph and says that we were destined to pastor his parents church together, we both fell down on the floor at the same time. His parents (along with mine) began to pray, the congregation began to pray and worship. February 2010: I was standing in service, and this Bishop from Kentucky came in, I wasn't really into the service anymore because it was ending, I felt something say "Joseph is going to preach one day," the bishop said he was going to preach and started to prophesy over him" October 16th 2008: I was at service on the pulpit, (along with Joseph, our Youth/ Kids ministry) the same Bishop from Feb. 2010 prayed over me and said "This is a women of God soon to be prophet," and I don't remember the rest... I also remember Joseph praying for me while this happened... that's all, any thoughts?
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