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ok thanks for the information because i was thinking i could have just kept this to my self. Thank you

ok today was very different. i was sitting at the kitchen table and i heard a loud piercing noise in my right ear. then i heard this angel tell me "you have been giving the gift of discernment.... enjoy". After wards i looked at my step dad and he struggles with his belief with god and i knew that. but i seen a orange golden glow in his chest it was invisible and i instantly knew that god was working with him in his walk with god. Then i looked at my dog. and this made me really laugh because of what i seen. he was chained outside infront of the door and looking inside. this makes me laugh everytime i remember this. This is how my dogs sprit was described. "im sorta dumb, im goofy, and i like food". Ok then after i was done laughing i looked at my mom and i got very sad. i dont really want to say what i saw. But this is what i seen, i see half in half out. or what you would call luke warm. so please pray for my mom. Then i looked at m step dad agan. and i seen friend. Then i looked at my step dad and i seen....before i say this im sorry for using these words but this is what i saw. "sex addict". i told them what i seen and my aunt came over and then it went away because i tried to discern her. does anyone know why it happens sometimes and not all the time. is it because i was testing god to see if it really was from god. is this how spiritual discernment works. can anyone tell me what spiritual discernment gift is and how it works.

Ok so yesterday I was deep into worship and all of a sudden I felt/saw a invisible white wrobe and I was wearing it is this spiritual discernment?

im very curious about this whole situation

its not the fact that I wanted to put smell on it, I felt like god told me to do it.

in what situations do I use it for. because I felt like god wanted me to anoint my hands to bless my works, then today I felt like god wanted me to anoint my chest where my heart is so my heart(what I think or something like that) would be anointed. and I believe its god because I lean on him and he will guide me. I dont know if that's how you use it but. that's what Ive been doing. and this is how god talks to me its not a voice in my head its like a feeling I feel around me and inside me. and it has communication in it.

Hi my name is Robert Manly Martin and I just wanted to introduce my self to everyone. Sometimes im not in the right state of mind so if I post something that seems off please dont think of me as weird.(just saying that for future reference). I am 23 years old. I play electric guitar for hobbys and internet video games. I a very kind person and not judgemental at all really but if I do I repent immedietally. I take god very serious in my life. not a day goes by that I think about him. right now Im getting out of a slump of laziness and im seeking god more. ive been a Christian since a child but really started getting to know god about 3 years ago. Things that I like to hear are testamonies of what god as done to people so if u have any post em here if you want to. and i just wanted to say that ive experienced a lot of fire in my life ive been through just about everything negative and im still standing god has not delivered me into the hand of the enemy and im thankfull. so if anyone is going through anything especially mental turmoil that's what i would specialize in if anything. post hear if you want and i can tell you how i delt with situations similar to what your going through and please don't be afraid because i wont think bad thoughts about anyone i just want to help people who go through mental turmoil. because i went through a lot and i know how to deal with certain situations. well anyways another hobby of mine is that i like to collect rocks. And the reason why i act strange sometimes is because i have been diagnosed with schizophrenia but i don't think of my self as one. i just hope peope don't shun me because of my diagnoses. but im not really worried because we all are Christians here and im not that worried about it. i love this web site just wanted to say that. i don't get outside that much or go anywhere so i will probly be using this fourm to socialize probly. and i hope to get to know everyone that's a regular user on this fourm because u all seem really kind and cool. so that's all i have to say.

I get really spiritual but I don't really think normal, but I know that I have decided to drink tea now because I get really pumped up on coffee

this is very uplifting I love the fact that we can not bear fruit by our self. god is awesome

I will keep you in my prayers musicladyalways.

I was wondering what all can be used for anointing oil because I felt like god told me to make some and what I did was got a jar and filled it with olive oil then I put cologne smelling after-shave in it for some reason.(felt like I had to). what can I use this for and was that really god. what I mean by was that really god was because why would I have to put cologne/aftershave in it to give it a smell.

lean on the lord and not unto your own understanding and god will guide you that's what the bible say don't remember where but it says that. so if u don't really know what to do just lean on god.

im flipping through a book of scriptures for certain areas of life that we go through and this poped out to me. its in the section of encouragement and comfort its just a book of scriputres. and this scripture poped out to me. so im going to share it with you and hope it helps. its psalms 138: 7-8 and it says this "though I am surrounded by trouble, my god will preserve me against the anger of my enemies. He will clench his fist against my enemies! His power will save me. The lord will work out his plans for my life--for his faithful love endures forever. (NLT) don't know if ur dealing with enemys but that fact that gods power will save you and the lord will work out a plan for your life. And have courage in your situations because god will give you strength which is said psalms 31. which is my favorite psalms and I will post that too. Psalm 31 King James Version (KJV) 31 In thee, O Lord, do I put my trust; let me never be ashamed: deliver me in thy righteousness. 2 Bow down thine ear to me; deliver me speedily: be thou my strong rock, for an house of defence to save me. 3 For thou art my rock and my fortress; therefore for thy name's sake lead me, and guide me. 4 Pull me out of the net that they have laid privily for me: for thou art my strength. 5 Into thine hand I commit my spirit: thou hast redeemed me, O Lord God of truth. 6 I have hated them that regard lying vanities: but I trust in the Lord. 7 I will be glad and rejoice in thy mercy: for thou hast considered my trouble; thou hast known my soul in adversities; 8 And hast not shut me up into the hand of the enemy: thou hast set my feet in a large room. 9 Have mercy upon me, O Lord, for I am in trouble: mine eye is consumed with grief, yea, my soul and my belly. 10 For my life is spent with grief, and my years with sighing: my strength faileth because of mine iniquity, and my bones are consumed. 11 I was a reproach among all mine enemies, but especially among my neighbours, and a fear to mine acquaintance: they that did see me without fled from me. 12 I am forgotten as a dead man out of mind: I am like a broken vessel. 13 For I have heard the slander of many: fear was on every side: while they took counsel together against me, they devised to take away my life. 14 But I trusted in thee, O Lord: I said, Thou art my God. 15 My times are in thy hand: deliver me from the hand of mine enemies, and from them that persecute me. 16 Make thy face to shine upon thy servant: save me for thy mercies' sake. 17 Let me not be ashamed, O Lord; for I have called upon thee: let the wicked be ashamed, and let them be silent in the grave. 18 Let the lying lips be put to silence; which speak grievous things proudly and contemptuously against the righteous. 19 Oh how great is thy goodness, which thou hast laid up for them that fear thee; which thou hast wrought for them that trust in thee before the sons of men! 20 Thou shalt hide them in the secret of thy presence from the pride of man: thou shalt keep them secretly in a pavilion from the strife of tongues. 21 Blessed be the Lord: for he hath shewed me his marvellous kindness in a strong city. 22 For I said in my haste, I am cut off from before thine eyes: nevertheless thou heardest the voice of my supplications when I cried unto thee. 23 O love the Lord, all ye his saints: for the Lord preserveth the faithful, and plentifully rewardeth the proud doer. 24 Be of good courage, and he shall strengthen your heart, all ye that hope in the Lord. I absolutely love psalms 31 I hope this helps you and remember god is always with you even when you don't know it.

Ok through out the day I don't really pray because I get distracted a lot and don't really read the bible and just want to play computer games. But when I drink coffee I get really spiritual and I pray constantly and praise and read the bible and love doing it a lot. I talk to god as if hes right in front of me. well anyways I want to be like that all the time. I don't like to be lazy when it comes to god. If I could have one thing in the world it would be to be like I am when I drink coffee. because I become a different person really nice very merciful its like a complete transformation. I don't really get it. I want to be like this all the time. I absolutely love reading the bible when I drink coffee. I seek gods heart to the fullest when I drink coffee. I drank some coffee right now. and I just want to stay like this. I just have complete awareness that god is real and hes promises are real and he is totally a fortress for people to run into. and I know that coffee doesent do this to people normally. my mom actually gets annoyed by me when im like this, telling me to stop talking to her about god because that's all I want to do or preach to people. I use to do that until my mom started getting really upset about that so I just stay to my self. and please pray that I stay like this, and I have extreme faith when I drink coffee. this is so strange to me. if anything pray that god pulls me out of the lazy slump so I can serve him to the fullest. I want to work the mind of Christ to the fullest. have my mind focused on god all the time. I don't want to just do it when I drink coffee I want to be like this when I don't drink coffee. I just describing what happens when I drink coffee. and yes I do talk a lot when I drink coffee but I laugh about it. I don't mind. I want to be a living sacrifice to god to the fullest. be aware of him at all times. god is just so amazing I want to serve him at all times, living how the bible tells me to live and I only get like that when I drink coffee. so strange. it would be such a big blessing if my prayer got answered, and god is amazing. can someone tell me how to work my mind so I can be like this all the time. ive been praying for this for a while now. but its gods timing and I will wait. I feel it in my spirit that god wants me to say that to a certain person reading this. god is with you at all times I don't know who but god will deliver you. maby god will tell that person who ever read this part that its for them. I pray that in jesus name. well that's all I have to say. maby coffee helps me focus. I have no idea. and pray that I become humble and not boastfully on my walk with god and always think with a sober mind( im not a drunk just sober as in think clearly). everyone god is truly with us even when we don't know it. anyways I made this post to see why I am like this when I drink coffee anyone got any ideas, and how can I stay like this, change my mind to be like this at all times. even better think according to gods will all the time. god bless everyone.

why not try home schooling I know they got online classes your school might be able to set you up with I know that's what I did when I was in the 11th grade and that was like 5 years ago. so try looking into that. they should have homeschooling with the computer online or in my case a teacher from the school came to my house and I did home schooling like that it was for like 2 hours. with the teacher coming to my house. got a lot of home work though.