Jasmine 0 Posted April 9, 2013 It's a really long story. The reason they gave is that they are only there to educate and they can't help me with my mental issues. They have to think about the other students too. I'm half relieved, half sad. But there's one question left to answer: now what? My ACS worker said I can go to a school with a day program but their education level is much lower. I want to go to NYFA, a film school in Manhattan. I also want to get my GED. Another option is that I go to the state hospital. I've been hospitalized four times before but never under the state. If I go there, God only know how long I'll stay. Help! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Dove-Solutions 0 Posted April 9, 2013 Hey there Jasmine. First and foremost: Trust God! I will be praying for you! I am sorry to hear you had to go through this. It will work out. I believe in you and I believe in Jesus! Hang in there girl!Love in Jesus,Connie Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Cholette 0 Posted April 9, 2013 I'm speechless that they would even do that to you. Did something happen for them to say that they could not help you? Why would they put you out with no other plan just until something else comes through for you?All I know is that God is the ONLY one who can open and close a door. IF GOD closed this door, then there is another door of education for you. The devil is a liar and I come against the spirit of mental illness in the name of Jesus and I command your mind to be LOOSED and free in the name of Jesus.No longer claim mental illness Jasmine...it's not your portion. Jesus went to the cross for all of that so it doesn't belong to you. I believe that you are healed so walk in your freedom girl...with wisdom. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Jasmine 0 Posted April 9, 2013 Thx. Actually I had recently cut myself multiple times at school and they had to call 911. It's was really a bloody mess. I did not need stitches though. I had to go back to the mental hospital too. And there have been instances where they had to call my mom to pick me up because I had cut myself or felt suicidal. They are not trained to deal with that Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Deborah 0 Posted April 10, 2013 I'm specifically praying God will reveal to you the root of these issues, where trauma got a foothold. I've heard testimonies of people being delivered from all kinds of mental issues and God is no respector of persons. I know of one lady who was in a mental hospital for decades and she was miracously set free once her trauma was correctly addressed. Hang in there Jasmine! The body of Christ needs you! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Jasmine 0 Posted April 10, 2013 Thx. I think the root is what has happened to me and a lot has happened to me. There's a lot of trauma in my past. But I also have a feeling there could be something more to this. More than forgiving and forgetting the past. IDK what to do now. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Deborah 0 Posted April 10, 2013 I believe trauma is a spirit so although forgiving is a crucial first step, I'd put my hand on my heart and pray something like this if I were in your situation:[i]Father, in the name of Jesus, I curse the spirits of trauma and fear, anxiety, hopelessness, depression, oppression, abandonment, rejection, loss, spirit of grief and worthlessness. I command all that to go away. All feelings of worthlessness, that I will never amount to anything, I command them to go away, in Jesus' name. Go, fear of failure, never doing right, abuse, physical abuse, verbal abuse in the name of Jesus. Father, in the name of Jesus, I speak love, hope, rest, peace of mind and no more loss. I speak this over myself with Jesus' authority and receive restoration to my body, health to my spirit and health to my mind. Allow my heart, layer upon layer, to be filled with God's love. Fill my heart, Lord, with only You. Thank you, Jesus.Say this out loud. God has given you great authority, Jasmine! Use it! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Jasmine 0 Posted April 10, 2013 I just did, Thanks for the prayer. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Jasmine 0 Posted April 11, 2013 Thx. Im having a meeting tomorrow with a school official of the school we are interested in. Pray it goes we'll. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Cholette 0 Posted April 11, 2013 Praying for that meeting and I'm glad you prayed that prayer. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Jasmine 0 Posted April 25, 2013 It wasn't a school official actually. Sorry. My mom has to write a letter to the Board of Ed saying that I'm not healthy enough for regular school and then they have thirty days to evaluate me. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
SisterinChrist 0 Posted May 3, 2013 Hey Jasmine, im so very sorry you are going through this, I agree w/Debrah's prayer, i believe you should write out that prayer and pray it daily if possible. God always makes a way for His children. Do you go to attend any church? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Jasmine 0 Posted May 4, 2013 Thanks! I do go to church! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
SisterinChrist 0 Posted May 4, 2013 hey Jasmine,,, i realized when i read ur other post about getting the word in Church.Is it possible the elders of church can maybe pray for you? lay hands and pray maybe? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Jasmine 0 Posted May 4, 2013 Thanks and yeah they do. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Destine 0 Posted May 5, 2013 Hi Jasmine, I just read your first post: It is very disappointing about your school. However, God supplies all your needs according to his riches in Christ Jesus(phill. 3:19) pray that God shows what direction you need to go, that way you are acting in the spirit, not flesh. God has anointed you with the tongue of the learn it, you do not have mental illness but the mind of Christ. We have such a bad habit of just taking ownership of our problems, speak those things that are not as though they were.Here is my prayer for you: Father, we come through the blood of Jesus, We claim a sound mind and peace over jasmine. We bind those spirits of torment, death; and trauma and send them back to the pit of hell. Satan, you have no power or claim over Jasmine. Take your hands off of God's property in Jesus name. Jasmine has he favor of god, she will succeed and get the highest level of education. We bind every demonic stronghold, retaliating back lashing, revenge anger seeking spirits. We send gem back to the pit of he'll right now. We come to you in Jesus' name, amen Share this post Link to post Share on other sites