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HI friends and family. I went in to have a Leep today for all of you who have forgotten what a Leep is, "it is a instrument that zaps out all precancerous cells." Well as I went in for this procedure I began to ask my doctors some questions. Like why did her receptionist call me and tell me I had to do another biopsy I was waiting to hear if I had cancer or not. My doctor began to explain, that I do not have cancer but I have second stage precancerous cells, which is high risk cells to produce cancer, and the chances are that the cells are to far up inside the cervix that the Leep will not get it all. And there are more things factored into all of this to consider having a hysterectomy. I can no longer have children anyway because of the spinal surgeries I have had over the past six years let alone I have no husband. I desire to adopt children in war torn countries overseas with a Husband with the same heart. The bottom line is it would be best to have a Hysterectomy. I told my doctor I want to think and pray about it before I go in and have it. I love my doctor she is so wonderful I could not have asked for a better doctor. Anyway they will go ahead and ask my insurance for an approval and set a date, but I can always change it and just not do it, " but the ball is rolling on it and a date will be set." Now please I ask that you not give me your opinions, this is a very hard and difficult decision I need to make with the Lord. Right now what I need is prayer because I am struggling and really need to hear the Lord. The other thing is my mom is having hip surgery Sept 16 and I want to be there for her but I have my own things to deal with right now because I am also dealing with some other medical issues on top of this situation I am now faced with and it has been a very difficult time and season for me. I appreciate all of you who have even read these email's and kept me before the Lord as He has led you. I have felt those prayers. I ask you to please keep me continually before the Lord in this time. Please keep my mom before the Lord as you have done for me. I know she really needs your prayers as well right now. The Lord is faithful no matter what, I do trust Him and He will cause me to prevail through this season and it shall soon pass.He has been so good to me and He will continue to provide for me as well in this season. I just want to say I treasure you and your friendships as they help carry me through the difficult times as well. Much love and Blessings Jeanie P.S If you get this email twice I am sorry.

Hi Mia, I know what I am to write about is on a little different note. I wanted to see what I can gleam from you in regards to what I am about to share. I am a dreamer of my beloved. Over the years I have been led through my dreams to nations where I have learned and taught missions etc. I have had dreams about things that were to come upon our government in the U.S. and has come to pass and there are more things I have dreamed that have yet to come to pass. I often desire confirmation on those dreams I struggle with that seem to close to home and I can not quite get it and need more help from others. Now here is where I am really struggling. Has there been seasons you have walked in that you feel the dreams are not from the Lord and you question everything you dream? I have been a dreamer for a long time and God has been faithful in the dreams to reveal His heart. Then you dream and you think the Lord is telling you this and that and you step out in faith and then the dream was not what you thought or felt you received at all? Then all of sudden you question it all. The first time in my walk now I question everything in the the way of dreams and even prophetic words. I am like Lord how do I discern what dream is from my flesh and from the enemy or if it is really from you Lord? I thought I knew how to discern the difference, now I think I do not. This is not because I mistrust the Lord or even doubt the Lord, but because it seems like I am back to knowing nothing. I have learned over the years and have been formed over the years. I often wonder if the Lord brings us back to the land of stupid so we can go deeper in Him.lol It is an Interesting season I am in. I believe it is a season of a deeper forming in my life right now. I have so many things going on with my health in that it is even forming me, breaking me, and seasoning me. Thanks for listening, and any insight you can give please let me know. May the Lord increase His love and His amazing anointing and Blessing on your life. Steady

Thanks Mia. I say Amenie to that!

Hi all I tell you the rain just keeps coming but I am still in this protected bubble of His unending peace and grace. I had a Mammogram and it shows a lump on one of my breasts and they will compare the lump with my old Monogram's X ray's from Cali. On top of that, the pain in my right hip increased, so I saw the doc and he ordered a MRI. I go in on the 28th to see if my foot is finally fusing it has been 5 months now since the surgery, and last time I went in was a few weeks ago and and it had not fused. So I am praying it is all the way fused because I sure do not want to go through another surgery. All this is crazy and a total attack from the enemy. I stand on faith and trust the Lord in all of it. I have been reading the book of John where He talks about when a man came to Jesus to heal His son, Jesus say's to the man, " what if I do not do these great signs and wonders will you still believe in me?" WOW! How often this took place in my life where the Lord asked me that same question. Jesus Disciples saw a blind man and asked Jesus if the blindness came from the Fathers sin being passed down to the son. Jesus said no, it is so my Father will be glorified."I wonder how many times we judged someone by their illness from what was taught by others to us. I have pondered these things because I have done them myself to others. I Also have received this kind of judgment from others who are like Jobs friend . I know they meant well. Also in the book of John, Lazarus was dying and very sick but Jesus allowed him to die. You can see the responses from both Mary and Martha. often when we are sick God may be dealing with those around us and their responses to Jesus. Also often like Mary and Martha we want Jesus to come right now and heal us in our time not in His time. Jesus was doing a full circle thing in what was taking place with Lazarus, He was testing the heart of Mary and Martha, and He was going to Glorify His Father to all those who stood and witnessed the resurrection of Lazarus. Then in Mathew Jesus healed a palatalized man because of the paralyzed mans friends who had faith for His healing. I have learned so much over the last five years dealing with health issues that seemed to of hit me like a flood. My heart is full of compassion for those who are sick and broken hearted. I no longer have zeal with out compassion. I only move when the spirit is on me for those who are sick or hurting in their hearts. I have grown up and have been maturing in this time through all I have walked through which has not been easy. The important thing here is not assuming someone is sick because they have sin, or un-forgiveness in their life, granted that too can be why their sick in their lives, I am not saying it isn't, but truly asking the Holy spirit what is He doing in their lives and what is behind the illness. I tell you I would have not learned what I have learned over the last five years if I had not gone through all I have been through physically. There is wisdom in the area of healing. Until someone walks through so much physical pain and physical issues with health they will never understand the Lords heart of compassion and wisdom in those whom they are praying for. Please keep me in prayer as I deal with these issues and the cervical issue which will be on July 27, they will do another biopsy and they will cut the cells out and we will see if my inside will need to be taken out. I also did a bone density test praying that will come back negative.I will keep you posted. Thanks so much I appreciate all of you being on my wall in prayer I covet all the prayers at this time. Blessings Jeanie

Well when it rain it pours now my front end of my car is going out and it needs to be taken in I do not have the finances to fix it.Now I have no vehicle to get to all my appointments. My foot is still not fusing and it has been over four months. My right foot is I was taking my cable box off my TV to return it and my DVD/ VHS combo fell and broke. So I think someone it mad.lol

I wanted to let you know the latest up dates to keep you posted. To my surprise I get a phone today from my Gynecologists office telling me I defiantly have the cells that cause cancer but they need a bigger piece of tissue to test for the cancer. So I still have no clue if I have cervical cancer or not. I go in on August 2, 2010 for a LEEP that will cut a big chunk of tissue off to send it in for a Biopsy. The doctor will also cut out the other cells that are precancerous cells at the same time. So really still no answer. So only time will tell as to when I will know. I still trust and have peace in all of it. I talked to my mom on the phone she is going to see her Doctor on On July 22 about getting her other hip replaced. I have to say this is what hurts me is to see what my mother is going through. My heart so goes out to her. I want to be with her and help her because her husband is suppose to be having shoulder surgery, I do not have the finances for going to see her and helping her through this surgery so I have to trust and believe the Lord will be with her at this time. Please keep us both in prayer as we face some days ahead. Love you bunches Jeanie

Cholettete Amenie! I was just stating what I was told that does not mean I buy into it. I know the Lord can do anything nothing is impossible for God. Blessings thank you all for standing with in me in faith. The Lord has a plan in all things to shape and mold us and what the enemy meant for evil the Lord turns it around for good. I am so in love with my Beloved.

Dearest Connie, ' I do not receive any curse I have walked along time with the Lord and know His heart well enough to know I do not receive anything from the enemy. I was just pointing out in the dream the things I saw that does not say I receive word curse. The Lord knows my heart and he loved me and He will cover me in His blood. I am an intercessor and pray fervently for His touch and know He hears each word I proclaim. He desires for us to speak His healing words over ourselves. Have a wonderful day.

Wow that was weird. I wrote you Traveller and it went away as soon as someone else posted. So I have to rewrite it.lol My step mom I no longer associate with so was not a good figure in my life.. My pastors wife in real life had cancer and Gos healed her. She was a sign and wonder.

Hi and thank you. Proverbs chapter 2 and three are so good one of my favorite too. I can not have her pray with me she lives in another state and I have not seen her in a long time some how we just went separate ways no reason we just did and now I do not know where she is really. Thanks though.

I had this dream last year, now I find it interesting that the Lord bought it to my attention when I received the first phone call from the doctors. There are three things in here I did not realize before. We have the spoken word of cancer, then we have the symbol of cancer, and then we have the sign of one who had cancer and was healed. Dream 5-06-2009 I was with my dads side of the family and they were telling me my dad has cancer. IRL my dad does not have cancer that I know of. They tell me I am going to get cancer because he has it. I tell them no I do not receive that at all! They tell me it is true because he has cancer and it is hereditary. I tell them no I am not going to get cancer and I leave.The next thing I know I start feeling the symptoms of cancer. I go to my church and my pastors wife is talking to us as we are all sitting at this table. My calf on my left leg starts to fill up with fluid and it is so painful to the touch and to walk on. I get a little shaken like what is going on in my body and I knew it was a symptom to cancer. I get up from the table where my pastors wife was speaking and I go over to where this computer is and I go to use the phone and I call my ex step mom. (IRL life I have no relationship with my ex step mom and she does not represent anything good in my life or dreams.) I call her and tell her I have water in the calf of my left leg and it so painful. My ex step mom tells me it is the last stage of cancer and it is a sign my body is shutting down! I said, no! I do not receive this and I hang up the phone as I speak out against what she had spoken to me. I think to myself in the dream her birth sign is cancer.( Now in real life I do not belive in those signs.) Then I go back over to the table where my pastors wife is still speaking to us and she had cancer in real life and God healed her. As she is speaking she asks if anyone needs prayer to please let her pray for us. I was struggling because I had so much hit me physically since coming home from mission school in Africa in real life, and now I had to come to her again and ask her for prayer for cancer. So I went to her and asked her to pray for me. Any thoughts and insights here?

Hi all, First of all thank you for all your prayers please do not stop! I wanted to update you on the testing I had today because I received some results and what now may take place. I need to explain the part of the procedure so you will understand what is going on. First of all I had a supernatural peace when I went in there that I personally had not experienced when I had went through all my other surgeries. The Doctor has this camera that does not go in you, but it looks in you from the out side and it is suppose detect the precancerous cells. When the doctor looked through the camera it did not show anything. When the doctor opened up the cervix and used this chemical that exposes precancerous cells that are hidden and it brings it to light. Well with this chemical all of a sudden they the cells were exposed they were hidden higher up inside the cervix. Right then I the Lord say, " Jeanie in the last year your prayer has been for me to expose anything that has been hidden in Government. In our nation, in your heart and in you, so that the enemies plans will be exposed and diverted. Well I am exposing what you have prayed for that has been hidden in your body and bringing it into the light, so it will be destroyed and so the plans I have for you will and shall come to pass. So this is the two things that will now have to take place. The biopsy will be sent in to see if it is cancerous and if it is then I will have to have hysterectomy. If it is not cancerous then I will have what they call a Leep procedure. A Leep is a loop that acts like a surgical knife it has an electric cutting of the cervix, which means most likely I will not have children with either procedure. I wanted children but it seems as if I am getting older and it is not going to happen in my life time. Now if they do the Leep and see more of the precancerous cells further up in the cervix then a hysterectomy will for sure have to be performed. The reason they have to do these procedures is because the cells them selves are cells that cause cancer and they do not want to give it room to cause cancer they want to kill it. Praise God so do I!! As I walked out of the building I noticed storm clouds were coming in after several days of high temps and sun and I heard the Lord say, " A storm is moving in but it will pass quickly and the sun will soon shine upon you again. WOOOOW!!!!!!! I felt His presence and His peace. Please keep praying. I am so believing that these cells will be completely removed by the resurrection power by the blood of Jesus, that the Lord Will be glorified in the medical field. Thanks for all your prayer and support is has truly blessed me. Thanks Hugs

May the Lord Bless and keep you in His loving arms as you walk through this. He is faithful to you no matter what. I will be praying.

Hi beloved friends. I wanted to ask you for prayer. I went in in the middle of last month for my two year yearly female checkup. After I had done this check up I did not hear back from the dcotor's so I figured all was good. No news in always good news. Well I had a dream several months ago where the Lord came to me in the dream and instructed me to go back to Africa even though I had physical issues. So I started to take steps and started to write a letter to a certain ministry and then I get a phone call right after I write the letter from who else? My female doctors office telling me I have a number one cell that causes cervical cancer. Needles to say I was shocked because three weeks had already passed. They told me I was to come in July 8th for all these huge tests and biopsy's. So on the 8th I will have a very busy day. Please pray against this attack against my physical health. As I have been through 3 neck surgeries 2 lumbar back surgeries.5 feet surgeries. which one of then is not wanting to fuse right now I had two disc slip in the midsection of my spine. I am paying for the other surgeries I have had with nerve damage that came from it in my neck, shoulders, arms, and hands. Enough is enough in Jesus name! I am tired of this, I do not except this! I did not die in Africa from Malaria to only be sent back by God because He said I was not finished yet and my destiny was not fulfilled yet to live like this! I refuse in Jesus name to be wiped out by the enemy! So please partner with me in all of this and pray against this spirit of death. I desire divine health and wholeness. I desire to fulfill what I was sent back for. Thanks so much blessings.

Hi Beloved friends of God. It has been awhile since I have been on here since my health has took a turn for the worst. I have been seeing all kinds of specialist from Neuro surgeons to pulmonary surgeons and foots specialists. Now I am suppose to have an EMG study of the nerves to see where all the nerves have been damaged and where they are also pinched. I found out from the back and neck surgeon that when they fused my neck the C 3 Moved Behind my C 4 and so it all fused wrong, but there is nothing they can do to reverse it. I also had two more thoracic disc's herniate and where it herniated they can not go in and fix it because it could paralyze me from the waist down. I also deal with TOS which has gotten way out of control where moving my arms hurt so bad. Thoracic outlet syndrome is where my nerves and my blood flow from my neck through my shoulders into my arms get cut off from compression of the massive scare tissue that formed from all the neck surgeries I had. So this is just a small portion of what I am sharing with you of how my life has been because then at the same time SSI SSD decided to look at my case in order to keep my SSI SSD they are cracking down now because of Obama. I think they should kick out those who are free loaders of the system, but for me right now in the middle of all I am going through I do not need this. Anyway, I have foot surgery on Thursday of next week because the artificial joint is not working right and they take it out on and will fuse my foot. I have also lost three friends in three days they died suddenly this happened a few weeks ago that was hard. It seems as I have been waking in the most darkest night of my soul. This is a faith walk trusting and believing He is there when I can not even see, hear , fee, or touch Him. I need prayer for a miracle, I just want to see my Fathers face, I just want to touch Him, Feel Him, see him, it is then I will know I am healed. Blessings Jeanie

God spared a life from suicide . 2-8-2010 I sit and randomly write my thoughts my feelings the things I ponder so deeply in my heart I think many are afraid to speak or talk about. I only live once and in that one shot or one chance of living the question is, “did I make a difference in the lives of others around me or did I make no difference at all?” I found myself with tears running down my face today thinking if my tears had a voice they would have a story to tell all on their own. My words are so limited and often I think my tears tell the other side of a story that no one can hear or even understand it is a place where only you and God know and understand with out a word spoken. I met a lady Sheri at the Red Cross who is apart of their disaster team. This lady the Lord had spoken to me about and had even revealed her past to me through a word of knowledge and I had even had a dream about her. I have ended up coming along side her as a friend in Christ, this lady is very broken the Lord loves her dearly and has a plan and a purpose for her life. Not sure where I fit into all of this but have just fallowed the Holy Spirits leading. Yesterday I was prompted to call Sheri so I picked up the phone and gave her a ring. She did not pick up the phone and I had a sense in the spirit something was wrong. A few minutes latter she called me back and was in tears telling me she was really struggling. I knew that day the Healing room ministry was open and I convinced her to go and allow them to pray with her and minister to her. She agreed to go. Well this morning Sheri called me on the phone and I said can I take you out to coffee and then you can let me know how your meeting went. So Sheri arrives and we get our coffee we sit down and Sheri looks at me with a very serious look on her face and tears start to well up in her eyes and she turns to look at me and she says,” You do not know this Jeanie but when you called yesterday I had a gun in my hand and I was loading it and I was about to head off to the mountains to blow my head off when you called me on the phone, because I no longer wanted to live. She began to weep and I could feel the pain she was feeling and I knew as I watched those tears pour down her face was yet another story that could have been told, if only her tears could speak. I sat and listened as she opened up her heart to me. I knew the Lord kept her from taking her life out of my obedience to call her on the telephone and was blessed to hear she was totally ministered to by the healing room team. As our conversation went on I bent over the table with tears that I could not stop from falling and I looked her in the eye and I told her, When I was 25 years old I had a friend who had two sons, My friend Kathy called me one night telling me her husband and her were getting a divorce, I asked her if she was okay and she acted as if everything was fine. The next morning I went to go see her, her kids were in bed and so was her husband, I went into the bathroom and my best friend was hanging from the ceiling dead, I flipped and freaked out. My best friend killed herself. I told Sheri it changed my life forever, and it will be something I will carry for the rest of my life. I told Sheri how it affected her children's lives for the rest of their lives and it will be something they will always carry the rest of their lives. Because of Kathy’s selfishness her children will pay for it everyday. I told Sheri for years I had nightmares about my friend’s death until the Lord brought healing into my life and freed me of the guilt I carried. I told Sherri it is selfish to take your life and it will leave a mark on your children for life even your friends will be scared from it. Sheri broke down in tears and said I never realized the effects it would have on them. Sheri thanked me for sharing my story with her. I felt in my heart the Lord opened Sheri’s eyes today and really moved on her life to be able to see the other side if she did take her life. So we will see how things continue to move and go in and through Sheri’s life because God has a plan. I know I am sure glad Sheri did not leave to the mountains that day and that I took heed to a prompting of the Holy Spirits voice. It is true the scare that was left on my life from Kathy’s suicide has always stayed with me. The Lord brought me through that tragic event and I never want to see others go through it like Kathy's children did, and all her friends who loved her. So if I can prevent someone from taking their life and if I can open their eyes to the effects it has on others who are left behind for the rest of their lives then I will be glad to do it. God spared a life today and I am eternally grateful.. Blessings

Hi precious church family, I have been going through so much. Just yesterday I received an email from a friend of mine that another friend of mine went tot he hospital cause she was having a hard time breathing. Well it turned out an old stint that was put in her heart was not working so they went in right away to replace it when they went in to do that the heart papatated and the stint tore the tissue and her heart began to fill up with blood, then all of a sudden she did not breath for 20 minutes and then they got her to breath again and put her on life support. Well they took her off life support last night and she died this morning. I could not stop crying all day and have been walking around in a daze like in shock cause it was all of a sudden. Well for the last two days I came down with a horrible headache that makes me sick to my stomach and I can not do anything except lay in bed. I mean it is like everything is hitting me at once I have another friend who is dying of cancer and we are going to see her this up coming weekend we are driving to Cali. I so do not want to go to two funerals right now. Please keep my friends family in prayer. Thanks

Update on this folks. Oh it has been a nightmare where doctors are concerned. I kept being passed around like a hot potato because these doctors do not want to deal with the thoracic spine issues. It turns out that when people get paralyzed from the waste down it is because it is from the Thoracic spine area.So many doctors do not like doing any type of surgery on it because any slight mistake you can be paralyzed so instead they drug you up and give you spinal injections and put you on a shelf. I decided to do some home work of my own, because the Life Christ gave to me is a life of health and wholeness not a life strung out on drugs and spinal injections. So I did researches on Thoracic specialists besides and praying and claiming my healing. I found a college in Portland that specialize in dealing with such issues. Now I am dealing with not only chest pains and problems breathing with the back pain in between my shoulders which is my Thoracic spine but having a problem with urination as well. From what I understand the two herniated discs are pressing against my spinal cord that is causing all the breathing and chest pain issues is also causing urination problems as well. So it has bee so hard in all of this. Then another problem arrived where my foot was so swollen my shoe barley could go on my foot and I could barley walk on it. It turns out the artificial joint had spurs growing under the joint and all around the joint that the artificial joint in my right foot could not bend.The joint gave out. So now I am scheduled for yet another foot surgery in March to fuse the joint. Thanks for listening and for all your prayers. I tell you it has been allot of tears pouring down lately.

Update on this folks. Oh it has been a nightmare where doctors are concerned. I kept being passed around like a hot potato because these doctors do not want to deal with the thoracic spine issues. It turns out that when people get paralyzed from the waste down it is because it is from the Thoracic spine area.So many doctors do not like doing any type of surgery on it because any slight mistake you can be paralyzed so instead they drug you up and give you spinal injections and put you on a shelf. I decided to do some home work of my own, because the Life Christ gave to me is a life of health and wholeness not a life strung out on drugs and spinal injections. So I did researches on Thoracic specialists besides and praying and claiming my healing. I found a college in Portland that specialize in dealing with such issues. Now I am dealing with not only chest pains and problems breathing with the back pain in between my shoulders which is my Thoracic spine but having a problem with urination as well. From what I understand the two herniated discs are pressing against my spinal cord that is causing all the breathing and chest pain issues is also causing urination problems as well. So it has bee so hard in all of this. Then another problem arrived where my foot was so swollen my shoe barley could go on my foot and I could barley walk on it. It turns out the artificial joint had spurs growing under the joint and all around the joint that the artificial joint in my right foot could not bend.The joint gave out. So now I am scheduled for yet another foot surgery in March to fuse the joint. Thanks for listening I tell you it has been allot of tears pouring down lately.

Update on this folks. Oh it has been a nightmare where doctors are concerned. I kept being passed around like a hot potato because these doctors do not want to deal with the thoracic spine issues. It turns out that when people get paralyzed from the waste down it is because it is from the Thoracic spine area.So many doctors do not like doing any type of surgery on it because any slight mistake you can be paralyzed so instead they drug you up and give you spinal injections and put you on a shelf. I decided to do some home work of my own, because the Life Christ gave to me is a life of health and wholeness not a life strung out on drugs and spinal injections. So I did researches on Thoracic specialists besides praying and claiming my healing. I found a college in Portland that specialize in dealing with such issues. Now I am dealing with not only chest pains and problems breathing with the back pain in between my shoulders which is my Thoracic spine but having a problem with urination as well. From what I understand the two herniated discs are pressing against my spinal cord that is causing all the breathing and chest pain issues is also causing urination problems as well. So it has bee so hard in all of this. Then another problem arrived where my foot was so swollen my shoe barley could go on my foot and I could barley walk on it. It turns out the artificial joint had spurs growing under the joint and all around the joint that the artificial joint in my right foot could not bend.The joint gave out. So now I am scheduled for yet another foot surgery in March to fuse the joint. Thanks for listening I tell you it has been allot of tears pouring down lately.

Ameniness Connie! I am standing with you precious one in prayer.

Hi precious friends. It still has been such a struggle. I can not believe the physical junk they put you through here. Being passed around like a hot potato is not my idea of a resolution to any problem. You have to be your own advocate. I actually called a university in Portland and am going to go there for all the treatments I need. I did some study on the internet and am praying the Lord will provide what is needed it is a hard road but the Lord is always faithful. Blessings

Thanks for the tip been to that site before I do not like it because it always has links that lead to links and you feel like you are just going around in circles. Blessings to you dear one. I am on TOS forums.

Hi my friends here I am once again before you. Since going into the doctor and getting the Emergency MRI and getting the report of two herniated disc's well symptoms kept hitting me that were different then any I had ever experienced before and was wondering if anyone else has experienced these symptoms. Last Saturday night I started feeling as if I was bruised in my arms like someone had punched them five or six times. Then the bruised pain went from neck, shoulders, and arms to my chest then to my rib cages, now it has reached my entire body that if you touch me anywhere it hurts so now I can not be hugged or just touched. If that is not bad enough I started having problems urinating the day before yesterday. It is like I have this urge to go as if my bladder is full so I go to the bathroom and then I go to go pee and it is like it is blocked and nothing can come out so then I go back to bed to only get up again a few minutes latter to go and I go potty. This happens constantly where I have this urge like I am full then I am blocked then I am finally able to go this keeps me up all night long let alone the pain. I am on a pain patch which helps take the edge off the pain. Has anyone ever experienced this? Bruising to the touch all over the body and then peeing problems.Ugh Help me Jesus I am in enough pain with feeling like my chest is crushed and I can not breathe and nerve pain all through my limbs. Any insight would be helpful. I looked to see if this was like a side effect from the medication it is not. So that is not the issue I am not coming down with any cold or flu so I think this has to do with the disc's some how. Thanks hugs Jeanie

Yes amenie precious one. Thanks