Tiddly Winks

Thank you all very much. I am pretty choked up right now, and am totally grateful to my friends here.

I just got home from bearmaking, and the topic of conversation was the present issues in my life. Oh Ames, I just started crying...that poem touched me so deeply. You can't imagine how moved I am right now. Thank you soooo much for being such a loving and caring friend. I don't know what to say. The support means the world to me, though.

Yeah, Kokonee is Tiddly Winks' best friend.

sounds like such fun.

Who knows, if it breaks my writer's block, I'm all for it.

Yes, isn't it fuunnnnnnnnnnn?

Whatever works for you. Tiddly Winks loves her friend Lin Yao though, so the more the merrier. Now we have to see if Kasi wants to date Tiddly Winks.

I thought Lin Yao was having an identity crisis.

Of course, Tiddly Winks would have no objections...except that Rosie is sooooo pretty and she might feel a bit self conscious, but she loves Rosie.

Since the podcast has been worked on and posted, I figured I should probably bump this up. Tiddly Winks is still searching, but she is really leaning towards Kasi. He has been helping her rid her bedroom of that scary Hideeni character, and she finds him to be such a perfect gentleman. Are there any males who object? If so, speak now, or forever hold your peace.

Well, if my cave ends up close to yours, Ames, then you may not know what to make of me. I'm generally a goof-ball.

My guess is the flowers will disappear after the fairies come out. That's what happened to the cocoon as well as the chocolate eggs and chicks.

Thanks ladies. I love ya bunches. I'm not so much scared as I am frustrated. Frustration is not a trait that I deal with very well. In fact, I hate feeling that way. It makes me feel trapped...and I hate feeling trapped. But, my husband did say that he would be willing to take a position outside of Germany, so who knows where we will end up. It could be in the north of the country, or in another European country. This forum has been a Godsend to me, especially thinking that if we end up in another place, we might end up closer to some of you.

Happy Birthday Lolly.

I just wanted to say that I'm sorry if my attitude lately hasn't been that great. My husband's job officially ended today with him turning in his stuff and leaving for the last time. Now we're trying to figure out what the future will hold. Jokes were flying about last night with us moving to 'Timbuktu' and to be honest, the thought of having to learn yet another language does not appeal to me right now. I am pushing 40 and I am not sure if I could learn language number 3 in the same way I learned German. I have lived with uncertainty about a lot of stuff for a long while now, and it seems to have no end in sight. I am simply not sure what the future will hold, and with so much in the air, I can't plan anything because I don't know if tomorrow we're going to be heading somewhere new or if I can even commit myself to stuff. Even planning to go on our yearly choir trip in June has me depressed because everything seems uncertain here. So, basically, it's not a question of doing the things I want to do, it's a question of whether or not I will even be able to follow through with any plans, so I have remained non-committal to a lot of the real life issues. Anyway, that's sort of what has got me down. I know this too shall pass, but if it seems like I'm acting grumpy here, that's why. I'll try and cheer up. Hanging around you lot generally does help, though, so there is hope for me yet.

I see a funny gag gift for our Village Mayor when Christmas comes around...Too bad the price is astronomical, otherwise it might actually be amusing.

I have to see what will happen with my husband and where we end up. I guess I should go ahead and apply, since it is correspondence school. I just hate having to go through the whole, change of address nonsense and with schooling, they always seem to get that messed up. Anyone hiring a Chemist????

I have been contemplating going back to school, to ministerial school to become a Unity Minister. It's something I have thought about since I was 17 and now that I am actually getting the application for it, things are really up in the air with us. Where will we go??? The questions here far outweigh the answers at this point. Anyway, If you know what you want to do, go for it! Certianty is something that I would love to have at this stage in the game, but I don't. Lucky you! I am really happy for you.

Yay Ames. You go girl.

Yay, Ames. Just don't let Mookie's head get too inflated, I love her as she is.

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That's a great room, Ames. Really cleverly done.

I love it!!!!!!! Great job, Angel and Kasi!!!!!! Loved the bit about Tiddly Winks. She feels famous.

Of course. Oh and I have an extra pink dress. Should I send it to her?