ugh i feel u c/w,,im in a simila boat,, ,,often wen we get words like that ,,they dont declare the process that comes aftawards, while sickness dont come frm god,,its keeing u frm ur calling and election,,the whole body shood be moveing in healing,,signs an wonders,,advancing the kingdom,,settg captives free raiseing the dead etc, i feel ur frustration ,,,u wanna ,,not ,,, ,,,,um i will pray 4 u,,put ur hand on ur chest, lord jesus we declare an agree 4 healing for c/wp,,u paid tha price already,,let tha glory ovashadow her,,grant her peace frm u lord jesus,,everythang bows its knee 2 u,, D