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Thanks so much Diane. I know the Lord will open it up to you in His timing. I have sent you a privet message.

Thank you so much Gray butterfly you are a blessing. Hugs to you

Thanks so much for the prayer. Yes I am suppose to go to India in November we are doing a 24/7 prayer and worship in Hyderabad India for 240 hours straight, then on 11/11/11 we are have all the states of India's leaders pray for the nation Of India. This has never been done in India before. So there are some battles. God is good. Hugs

Hi precious ones thanks for the prayers the Lord revealed it was two problems going on at once and now has been treated. Bless you so much.

Hi friends, I had a hysterectomy 9 months ago. Well two weeks ago I began to develop pain in the center of my lower abdomen it was bad so I got prayer then went in to see my female doctor last week after a week of pain not knowing if I was having complications from the Hysterectomy or not. So I they did an Xray, some blood tests, and a urine test and all were negative for a problem. The pain began to get even worse a couple days latter, so I called my doctor and told her something is very wrong so she ordered me a CT scan for next Friday. Well this Friday the pain spread from the center of my lower abdomen all across the lower abdomen with severe pain and pressure. Yesterday I started to feel like contraction shooting type pains all through the lower Abdomen and I have to go to the bathroom all the time because any urine cause's more pressure in my lower abdomen. Today it is worse pressure, shooting pains and right side pain, and pressure when I sit or stand. I had more prayer at church believing for a miracle and I am still in horrific pain so I tried to go to an urgent medical clinic and low and behold all the clinic's are closed do to the budget here in Oregon. The Hospital is full of patients so I am home going okay God touch me, heal me, and cleanse me of infection in Jesus name. Please stand with me in prayer and believe with me. Thank you so much

Thanks yes amenie! I defiantly ask for wisdom daily. My hear tis His and my desire is His will. Blessings Have a great day.

Hello friends. I could use any prayers I can get now. I am dealing with a heavy situation right now and am trusting for the Lord to make it clear in how I am to respond to it. He reveal things through dreams to pray into and to make things clear. He is so faithful that way. Will you please pray for Him to speak to my heart right now and confirm and make clear the steps I am to take. Thanks so much.

Amenie! blessings

In the dream I was to warn her. So it was a dream to pray for protection. All prayers are good to cover her. I know Heidi and have ministered with her and in her ministry she needs prayer continually. Thanks for the prayers and may you be richly blessed.

Hello and Blessings I had a dream tonight I feel it was urgent to pray. I do not know who looks on here this late but please if you do Pray for Heidi Baker. I have been with her ministry in the past. Dream Heidi and I climbed up a high up cliff so that she could preach to the people below. I was to go behind and stand behind her on the cliff as she preached to the peoples. As we got on top of the cliff Heidi is facing the peoples and I am standing behind her and I look over the edge behind me and just a foot away and the ocean is down below and I get scared because with one step it would be over for us. The reason I was concerned was because Heidi did not pay attention and now I had to warn her not to step back or she would fall off the cliff. Thanks for any prayers on her behalf.

Hello and Blessings beloved friends of God. I wanted to share an update on the things happening in my life. I pray I wont get into trouble ha ha cause I think names of ministries is a no no. I have been through a total of 17 surgeries, in the last year or so I have had four surgeries. I am a missionary to Africa, Russia and the Middle East/Israel. Well some times when we walk through the fire we feel as if we will not get passed it. I am a miracle it is amazing I can even walk. Well the Lord raised me up after the last surgery and I was going to go to Congo Africa with Iris ministries team. Well then God through a wrench on my plan placed a new church in my city where I would get on board on a fast moving train of God. I ended up confronting what was going on in the church to the pastor and wow I had never been received like that before.lol Anyway the Lord told me it was time to learn the prophetic gift in the church because it always has been operating in the mission field or in street ministry now it is the church. So I laid down the mission field and now I am a youth minister and young adult minister so I went from not being busy to being totally busy like over night.. We are having a wave hit the youth here in Oregon. We are seeing kids get saved and filled with the Holy Spirit going out and bringing in more kids. The church just started in January with only four people now it is well over 150 people without any advertisement. So wow God is moving Amenie... The older people are rededicating their lives to Christ and these are the ones that were hope differed and they turned from Jesus because of it.It is amazing what we are seeing here, God is so good and worthy to be praised. Thanks for all the prayers you guys prayers may you and this site be blessed above and beyond measure. His Humble servant.

Thanks sweetie I will share as the Lord unfolds his provision. Blessings

Yup it is true I have had countless surgeries over the last four years and in the last two years had to stop mission work in several places.. I have been asked to go Uganda Africa to lead teams through prophetic visions and intercession while the team preaches, lays hands on the sick, binds up the broken hearted etc. Yes I will be doing those things as well. It feels good to go and my chruch and mentors and family all support me in going on this adventure back to Africa. I am so very excited to see what I will learn and what He will do through the six weeks of being there. Now I am just trusting the Lord for finances. Blessings Jeanie

UPDATE: The hospital is taking baby Claire off the breathing machine because she is starting to breath on her own. Yea Jesus! On Thursday they will do a brain scan to see if she has any brain damage. Please keep my little baby cousin in continued prayer. Thanks so much for your prayers they are keeping baby Claire in our beloved arms of life.

Urgent prayer needed! My cousins were told that they were having a little boy well it turned out they had a little girl instead. Baby Clare is in critical condition and they took her to USF because she is not breathing on her own. Please pray there is no brain damage. Please pray for a miracle for baby Clare. I wanted to share this. The Lord revealed things to me before hand. I have a battle with the Lord and have been back and forth telling Him it is to hard to know things before hand or warnings. I am so raw right now. Anyway the Lord revealed this about baby Clare to me a few days in advance. I would wake up and I would pray early in the morning and then I would feel in my spirit something is wrong with this child. Yesterday before the child was born on Fb I began to write a prophesy over the child on my cousins wall. I had never done that before. I texted my cousin last night and told him I loved him and to keep me informed. I had never said keep me informed before. My heart was troubled. Now what was revealed has come to pass. I struggle with this gift because it hurts. My cousin is like my little brother we grew up together. I have to say this do not pray for the gift to see in the prophetic unless you are willing to pray the price ad ask for grace to stand under the weight of what is revealed. Thanks for any prayers you can give up for little Clare and her family. Carolyn is the mom and John is the daddy.

Thanks for all the prayers. I had the Hysterectomy last Wednesday and got released from the Hospital yesterday and I am staying with a friend for a few days while I recover. It turned out they found more stuff taking place in the Uterus so for sure it was good having the surgery. Everything went well so now I just rest and heal. Blessings to all of you and Thanks again for the prayers.

Thanks so much for all the input it so helps me grow and I know others will too. may you all be richly blessed in our beloved.

Hi all, I have been a bit out of touch this week had allot going on. I went on vacation since the surgery I was to have was canceled until Sept 22. I was gone over the last week and just got home tonight. I must say my bed feels real good. As I went back home I had experienced a few things I would like to share if that is all right. Awhile back I thought maybe I was to move back home to Cali and I really felt at the time the Lord was leading me back there, " but the doors were closing to housing. I went back to the Lord going Lord I throught you wanted me to go there so I took steps and so Lord you closed the doors. I thanked the Lord for His faithfulness. Well when I went back home this week I realized why the Lord closed the doors, it was because there was nothing left there for me it was as if the book closed on my old life there. I moved here where I live now almost 1 year ago. As I have been here it has been as if I moved to the dessert. I have not found a church that just wants Jesus instead I have found a church filled with programs and agenda's. What I had said may rattle some of you but this is my walk and this is what I have seen in many of the churches I have gone to. I live in a little town in the country. I am hungry for a people who just want to be in the presence of our Beloved Jesus just desiring Him and out of that flows the power of the Holy Spirit flows through us. It is not about agendas or programs it is out of spirit and truth in worship flows the living water in our states in our cities and in our Nation. SO it does not matter where I am he will always direct my path. Allot of us I believe in this hour feel as if we are in the dessert and everything we thought or even every word that has been given to us it seems as if we are going in the wrong direction of the prophetic word of the Lord. The truth is it is the right direction that will bring us around to the prophetic word. There is a refiners fire burning within us because Gods set backs will be set ups for what lies ahead. Anyway I am back and very tired tonight I need sleep. Hugs to you all, and be encouraged in the dessert and in the wilderness because God has something He has designed for you that He is preparing you for through the refiners fire.

Blessings, My friend Marie picked me up and took me to surgery early this morning. We waited and they called me in to prep me for surgery and all of a sudden this nurse walks in my room and says," You will not be having surgery today your doctor wants to apologize to you." The nurse went on to say. "I know you did the colon cleanse for this prep yesterday and went with out food all day but we are suppose to give you a 30 day period by your insurance to think over this decision and to make a decision if you want to go through with this or not so your insurance will not cover it." I must say I was a bit taken back. But I honestly was not upset because I trust the Lord and His timing on the whole thing. Marie and I are wanting now to make another trip to Santa Rose California next week and we are praying to do so. We want to see my family and friends. So we plan on visiting. We will keep you posted on our plans. I am rescheduled for surgery Sept 22 I am to be at the Hospital at 6:00am. I did want to update you on the new schedule of the surgery as well. Please continue to keep me before my Beloved Jesus in this time. Love and blessings

Hi all I just wanted to share this. This morning when I went into prayer and just being before the Lord I began to weep. I felt an unsettling in my spirit. I began to ask the Lord what is this I am feeling and sensing in my spirit and He said, I am serving papers , I am serving papers. Then I saw a courtroom and I heard," my justice shall be served." My justice shall be served, Not America's justice but my justice shall be served saith the Lord. So not sure what all this means. As I have been before Him I keep feeling an unsettling feeling that something is about to hit and when it does there will be a shaking and I believe when this shaking comes it will cause the government to turn to Christ for the answers there will be a revelation that will hit the Whitehouse that without out Christ there is no hope He is our only hope. I believe a baptism of fire will fall upon this nation. Israel will see justice in the land not through America but by the power of the Holy Spirit and the Holy Spirit alone.

Thanks again for all your beautiful prayers.

Thanks for all the prayers sent out. I will have the Hysterectomy on the 25th of August so I might head back home for a few days. My hometown is 9 hours from where I live and will travel with a friend. I have been going though this thing of cleaning out my entire house getting rid of things, and cleaning every nook and cranny. I do not know what my deal is.lol You all are such a blessing thanks.

Thanks there is more in this then just the cells However the cells are all through the cervix and uterus. I know there is a procedure to take care of it in the office been there done that. Have done allot of investigation in regards to it as well. Thanks

Hi and blessings, The Hysterectomy surgery is now scheduled for August 25th. The reason for it being quickly scheduled is because the precancerous cells are at the last stage before it comes cancerous. This is a very serious thing. I have pondered this situation with the Lord.. This is and has not been an easy decision for me to make do to things I had hoped for and use to dream about that did not come to pass. But I have to trust the Lord that He can do all things and that He is faithful to bring about our dreams in other ways, why because He loves us and we are His children. I decided to go ahead with the Hysterectomy. I have sought council from other Christian women who walked down the same road. The bottom line pointed out the fact there were to many reasons to get the hysterectomy and not enough ones not to. You could say that it is a struggle for me because I am tired of pain and tired of having so many surgeries and want to be in the mission field doing what I was created to do. In time maybe. For now I just have to trust the Lord. I want to point something out here where I feel the Lord should receive all the glory and that is, He revealed what was hidden that could have easily turned into cancer if it were not exposed now. My foot finally began to fuse a very little but it is a start and I praise the Lord for it because I did not want to have another foot surgery. Thanks for all your prayers and may the Lord continue to bless you in a mighty way. Hugs Jeanie

Hi precious Dove, I want to thank you for the support. It is so hard for me right now as I have other medical issues that is weighing on top of this. I do not mean I will not seek counsel I want counsel but there are so many opinions out there that when you are struggling the last thing you need is so many opinions surrounding you that emotionally it is like noise in your head. I have been over the last 5 years or more been fasting for breakthrough. I have desired to know the Lords heart in everything I have gone through and ask him to constantly reveal anything in me and so far it is just trust me. So I must do this. Thanks again