Desiree (Starpop)

Also,
Anna means "gracious/merciful" and could He be calling you to be this? God is gracious and merciful in how he deals with us. Don't worry.
pray on what I've said
desiree

First of all Paul that is one of my favorite movies!! It really exemplifies just how God can transform us from our past into what HE wants us to be and we can BE great through his miraculous power (not of our own!)

I wonder if the musician is you? Do you think you are dying to your old ways of thinking? God wants you to not be discouraged by what you can't see but look at your life through 'Heaven's eyes' (HIS EYES)? God has a great plan for your life and your wifes life personally and collectively. Are you in music ministry? Just a thought. please pray on what I've said
desiree

I looked at you looking at that baby's growth as God showing you how much you've grown through certain periods of your life and each period is significant for you. I wonder if this dream is also prophetic as showing you what will happen in the future--certain people (family members) that you're close to you won't be as in agreement/acceptance with receiving something from them (refusal, etc)? (just a thought). Its been said that '30' is a big milestone, the time to really reflect and "see" what your life journey has been and will be all about for the years to come. Have you been reflecting alot lately about what you desire to be doing career wise or even ministry wise? I wonder if there is something that is a "milestone" event that will happen and God is showing you just how much he loves you and is preparing you for that "big thing" as in the "blessings of the saints" etc? You know that in bible days, the parents would always "bless the children" before they went out on their journeys and also for protection/future blessings. The story of Jacob blessing Joseph's children (manassah and Ephraim) came to mind--don't know if this is significant for you. Please pray on what I've said. These are just some food for thought.

smooches w/ love
desiree

WE know that God is a healer! Be healed in Jesus name! We know you will feel better!
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desiree

one question:

is there something that your cousin has/is participating in that she has neglected in some way or feels like its in her past and she needs to "Forget about it" but God is doing something new there? Someone mentioned this before but I wanted your thoughts.

please pray on what I've said
God bless
desiree

Had this dream on February 1, 2009:

I was hoping that I didn't fail my math class (my teacher was Asian and I was trying to search all over for him). I remember going into a cafeteria that looked similar to a mixture of my high school and a college I had attended. Noone was in the cafeteria but it looked as though the workers were moving things around, cleaning things up, and getting things together/ready for a crowd. By the way, the colors for that college and highschool were yellow, blue, purple and white (not that that has anything to do with the interpretation).

I went up to a white woman who was at the cash register. She had a short hair cut and I remember someone calling her name, which was "tina" (coincidentally, this happens to be the same name as my ex's wife). The woman seemed really nice (she had on a white apron/smock and smiled at me). I asked her, "DO YOU LIKE YOUR JOB [working in the cafeteria]?" She said that she "hated it". She also said that she was 'looking for another one'. she whispered to me that she was only there 'because she had to be.' I saw another woman come in (in the middle of the conversation) from a side door entrance and close up a manila folder that had papers inside. One sign said: "QUESTIONS ABOUT BOYFRIENDS AND RELATIONSHIPS AND OTHER QUESTIONS OF THAT NATURE NOT ANSWERED HERE." I felt this was odd--did they used to give advice or tell people's fortunes here at one time?
I remember seeing a box that resembled a shoe box on the top of the counter (next the register) that was filled with lots of money (in particular $50 and $100 bills). Why did they have that money out in the open for people to be tempted to take like that?

Tina interrupted my thoughts and turned to me saying, "YOU WANT TO WORK HERE?" I didn't know that it appeared I was looking for a job. Anyway, she told me what to do (ie: like get an application, fill it out, etc).
I left the cafeteria and went downstairs. A guy who was pushing/moving a large black drink machine wouldn't listen to me and just kept moving. It seemed as though he was trying to smush me against the wall! I told a black woman and her son (who were trying to go downstairs) to get out of the way (because this man seemed crazy!) I went into a room and got into a bed. The man tried to follow me in there! He tried to turn on the light to see if I was there, and I tried to hide my face under the blanket--was he going to shoot me?!

what do you guys think? I've been really contemplating this one

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desiree

when we praise God through music--the Holy ghost tends to break yokes. Didn't you say that you play guitar in real life and you were contemplating whether to go back to that? When I think of eagles I think of "God and how he gives those that are weak his strength to soar and to continue on even though we may grow tired".

Could God be using music to elevate you into where HE desires for you to be? pray on what I've said
desiree

yes QUITE! that's why I think if he EVER gets his act together, GOD WILL REALLY USE HIM. I know for a fact concerning young men (I heard THAT with my own ears!!!)

thanks again

who? my dad, the guy w/the advice, or my ex?lol

p.s. left you another message
p.s.s. MY dad by the poster=THE BIG PICTURE! just got that! halelulia!

I know he was cheating (based on what others were saying, but of course I like to think the best of people!) I had my suspicions, but like I said I wanted to think the best. Someone once said, "that if you meet a man that is sexually active before he gets with someone that desires to wait, he may want to be open at first to waiting, but after a while of compliance, he will eventually go back to being "active" again because it was apart of his nature before being with you!" it made sense.

My father brought up the fact that my ex probably was married while we dated but I was like, "no, couldn't be, it didn't sound right." So, God later revealed (as he did in this dream) that he had gotten married later on--THANK GOD! I was feeling "out of order"

okay. I will look at it. thanks alot

you're welcome. It seems as though he has a heart for people/giver (just by what you said) and God will bless because his motives are in the right place. God WILL give you more clarity--he won't leave you hanging! If you call to him he WILL answer!

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desiree

I will. He's an amazing artist--quite unique. Hey did you get my private message to you?

How cool! I used to live in Kentucky! It was a pretty nice place to live!
you're always welcome in Christ!
desiree

Thanks Connie for your response
Maybe that is what God is calling me to do! I know that I will feel comfortable around the stars (I will see them as regular people).
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Since you were mad, I wonder if the symbolism of the book being "in a pit" could represent "isolation" (being left by itself--not tryin to mess with it?") As far as the book is concerned, people that take christianity too seriously could be the ones that ARE isolated (ie: left by themselves, feel alone, etc--no one really wants to be around them sometimes, I guess depending on the view point). ONe thing I am learning: YOU HAVE TO HAVE A BALANCE! please pray on what I've said
desiree

First of all...welcome to the group!

Since you were in the bed with Jakes and his wife, I wonder if this symbolizes you coming into "covenant and commitment with both aspects of the ministry (whatever that may be to you, since you were in the bed with both he and his wife who do different things in the ministry but still the same walk)?

Could it also be that there is a powerful couple in your ministry (possibly the pastor and his companion) that has the same type of anointing and Bishop Jakes and his wife that you will come together and align yourself with (put your heads together so to speak) and she will become really close to you (like no other member in the ministry) and you guys can bounce ideas off of one another and you will really feel "contentment and peace" about everything?

Please pray on what I've said. Could God be really elevating your ministry to the same impact as T.D. Jakes or is that your desire (to be known world wide for your gift)?
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desiree

Your husband put on some shoes that weren't his and he felt awkward when he put them on right?

I wonder if there is something that your husband has aligned himself with that he feels out of place about or doesn't feel like "its him" or for him so to speak? Whenever I think of boots I think of "ruggedness" or "rough terrain" or "cowboy". So I wonder if there is something that he is going into that he needs that protection but it doesn't feel right for him to get involved per say?

Please, please pray on what I've said! God will bring mucho clarity!
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desiree

Welll, the first African American attorney general just accepted his position, and I wonder if his reaction to the position wasn't what everyone expected--you know kinda toned down?

Its funny how Obama was sitting in the crowd (as if to blend in but he really can't). It seems to me that he is really a "people person" and a "people's president" so people can relate to him.

please pray on what I've said
desiree

Well there were two things that I thought about:

"bottomless pit" as in Revelations (end times) and "pit experience" as in Daniel, Joseph, etc had to go through (ie: testing, trials/tribulations, humbling,etc)

I don't know who that pastor is and I am unfamiliar with his works but I wonder if that particular book has anything to do with what I've just mentioned? just my thoughts so pray on what I've said
desiree

I REMEMBER SITTING ON THE COUCH (NOT MY REAL COUCH BUT A COUCH THAT WAS CAMEL-COLORED) WITH MY FATHER AND MOTHER AND A SIBLING OR TWO. I WAS PLAYING WITH MY CELL PHONE AND THE RING TONE AND I SEE TONEX'S NAME POP UP. I'M LIKE: TONEX, WHATS HE DOING CALLING?

ANYWAY, I GET OFF THE COUCH IN A HURRY AND RUN TO A ROOM AND I TALK TO HIM AS IF HE WAS A NON CELEBRITY. HE'S LIKE: SO WHAT ARE YOU 14 NOW? (HE'S JOKING SINCE I HAVEN'T SPOKEN TO HIM IN A WHILE) AND I'M LIKE, "NO, I ACTUALLY JUST TURNED 16." i TELL HIM THAT IN REAL LIFE I'M GETTING READY TO TURN 24. AND HE SAYS THAT HE JUST WANTED TO CALL ME AND THAT HE'LL TALK TO ME LATER. WHAT????

seems kinda strange--what do you think? A call from someone I haven't talked to in a while--out of the blue? I wonder if I am called to "intercede" for the stars? It sounds crazy!!!!

desiree

I thank all of you for your timely words and insights!

The bugs were animated as if it were CGI (computer animation) kind of not sketch. I do think of "nose" as knowledge sort of. "Reconciliation", "ironing out" (making straight of some things) all makes sense, and I pray that God will continue to give discernment (as HE usually does) on anything that I need direction/clarity about!! upon waking, I did think of "bugs" as something "bugging me" or someone "pestering" me. But God will bring clarity!

I LOVE YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH WITH ALL THAT IS IN ME! THANKS MY FAMILY IN CHRIST! I will go and pray on this
desiree

WE MAY!!!!!LOL thanks for your help. My dreams ususally get a little strange every now and then!!!

desiree

I was never Married to him (we just dated) but as far as I know he ?IS Married. Thanks for your response. I appreciate it.

DREAMERS AND FELLOW DREAM MODERATORS:

any ideas on this one? I am still sort of perplexed by it?