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I am in agreement with you Blueskies!!!

I believe you just gave me a confirmation I was waiting on!! Now I need one more to be positive!! PRAISE YAH!! I was telling Him today while waiting for my car to get it's oil change, and I was telling Him that I felt like I hadn't heard His small still voice lately, and the thought of My Sheep Know my voice (I was getting anxious to hear Him speak to me... when I get like that it's like I can't tell if my thoughts are my thoughts...). I asked Him for a confirmation that He has heard my pleas also. You posted what came to my mind "my sheep hear/know my voice"!!

That's a good idea Lola! I just do not like writing by hand, so, I could type them out first and cut and paste here

Me too

Thanks guys I'm really struggling!! I feel like there is some heaviness in the house and it's trying to depress me and keeps distracting me big time, even almost got me to eat!! I thought earlier to put on K-LOVE and forgot... I put the tv on a christian contemporary station but they play a lot of uninspired music in between the stuff I really want to hear. I need to anoint my house again. The last time I did was several months ago I guess. I'm not sure how often to do it anyway.

I can't seem to find one of my earliest topics, one is "vision" about a mud man...

lisa, how did the convoy go? I know how you feel...

Pray for me Please, I'm fasting for my house mortgage, house to be sold, for the buyer and the realtor, for all our debts. God has been telling me a Ton within this whole week and a lot yesterday and today to ask for BIG things. I have been praying that He pays off all our debts and get rid of the house, but I keep getting, pray bigger. I shouldn't be concerned where the money comes from Amen. God's money is more than enough. If He uses someone, then He has given them that money specifically for me, if He uses something, He has put that money there specifically for me, If the banks cancel all our debt then He put that in their hearts to do that specifically for us, He will use what He Will. How is asking for a million? That is big! I need revelation on what God is wanting me to ask for because only He knows how far my faith will go and what His Will is for me. I only want what He wants for me big or small, His way is always better than mine! Our total debts are at least 210,000 He has been reminding me of my "Delete that" dream. Father you have Always provided for All my needs and I PRAISE You Father Yah!!

I'm in agreement too!

Amen Tee!!!

PRAISE YAH, He does NOT let HIS people go into recession AMEN!!!He has reserved the best for us out of the enemies camps!!! He lifts us up above our enemies!!! AMEN

I missed you too virtuous!! We do need that alone time with God God is with you both, Virtuous.

Virtuous!! Praise Yah for He IS Good I'm sorry I haven't responded to your email... I kept getting a feeling that I'm not ready to reply and I know why now. After reading your update, I believe God did not want me to reply although I felt/feel bad for not. I could have hindered/halted the Good Work that God is/was doing in both of your lives. I just had this really strong feeling that I should only reply when I feel peace about it and I never did, it was a very strong feeling. I PRAISE Yah for answering your prayers and for this Grand Work that He is performing in both of your lives I am Amazed and deeply encouraged

That is SO Awesome!!! God sure is Faithful

It's very interesting Ditte! I wonder what God would have us see in it too.

Hay Wings!! That's a weird picture hay wings Well, I need some big time faith prayers!! The what's the odds, humanly impossible stuff only God can do!! God spoke to me through a whole sermon on that same subject on sunday. It's like he used the pastor to speak what has been my exact thoughts and what I've wanted to be preached for a while now to wake people up that God is bigger than they limit their faith to. I've become wary of telling my big time prayer requests because I often am rebuked, they discourage my requests, when they pray they generalize my requests way down from the specifics that I told them I needed to be specific, etc. They don't have faith and often I've left bible study on the verge of crying because I so needed someone to stand in agreement like God says, if 2 or More are gathered in faith and agreement I AM is there and will here them. It so hurts that they do that to me and it has happened to every single pray request that I've requested at this church I'm going to, God put me there for a reason. What's interesting is I think I know why I'm there now. I was wondering and think I might have under-the-breath asked God why he put me there and I think writing this reply to you He let me know that it's to build the faith of the church. What I have wanted more than anything in my life, which seems to be the only steady desire has been for God to speak to me and answer my prayers. I received a call from one of the younger women from church today and I told her about what I am basically telling you about the lack of faith and throwing my big prayer requests to "swine" and about the sermon part too. Also what the pastor spoke about was God really answers prayers when you are surrounded on all sides and no way out (he used the same words I use to describe my own situation, God's code words to me letting me know that He has heard me and is letting me know). Also funny is the onion God that we have used that same sermon to let me know he heard my desire for that specific sermon to be spoken. I so did not want to bring up the subject myself in bible study because I've been hurt so many times by people who pretend they are experts on God's prayer answering techniques... Anyway, so the girl told me that she doesn't quite understand everything I told her, that I told you, but Loved the sermon and it opened her eyes. Well, I just entered a drawing for Home Depot for a 5,000$ gift card for Home Depot. I have also had revelation at church while I was speaking to a lady (I had asked God for someone of great faith to speak to me at church a few days prior to attending and forgot about it until I was talking to one) and she agreed with me. My revelation is that I need a realtor of great faith, the mountain moving faith, who can stand with me in agreement with God Vision for my house (which in humanly terms isn't worth half what we payed for, it's in human terms got a lot of problems, in God terms "what problems can I AM not fix with one word"). I need that realtor to pray in specifics and revelation, to know that GOD CAN and WILL take care of all monetary needs and debts, to agree with me on that, to agree with me that God will take this house and all of it's debt out of our life with no trace, that God has someone specific to get this house and all the debt will be taken care of. Basically that is how I'm doing, fighting for my faith I just got home a couple hours ago and sent my son to get the mail. he came back and said that it's a ton of mail... I send him out cause I'm afraid of my own mail (bills) and it forces me to look at them... I'm looking through it separating the throw-away-immediately to the look-sort-throw-away-junk, and the bills. I look at the "bills" and open them and no bills, I get to the one I don't normally get because it's my son's online homeschool program that doesn't send me bills and is auto payed. I open it and there is a check, don't get my hopes up... read it and wondered why i got it. It said something about earning money by referring people to them, go back and look at the check still confused not remembering referring anyone except for telling some people, it's a 25$ check for referring one of my friends who signed up her kid!! Thank you Father for turning the bills into money!! I am going to post this reply to you in the forum so I don't have to retype anything If anyone wants to know this homeschooling/afterschool supplemental program to sign their kids up and give me as their refering person I wouldn't mind! How are you doing Wings?

It Sure IS!! They miss out on so much and don't even realize :(

Mia, I discovered the same exact thing! "One day I started to tell someone about a dream that I had and I heard the Holy Spirit say, Cast not thy pearls before swine. Just prior to this I had asked God what that scripture meant. This was his answer. The pearl was my dream. The swine was the person that I was about to tell. The scripture goes on to say, lest they turn and rend (hurt) you and trample your pearls under foot." I also discovered that prayers are the same way. I can't even ask those people that I discovered that they don't believe God speaks regularly to us through dreams, to pray for my prayer requests because they don't believe God will do it even if it's not a selfish prayer, but a prayer of need and desperation. They judge FOR God what prayers He Will or Will not answer.

We just got back from vacation in Orlando FL. We went to Disney World (all 4 main parks, not the water parks), the whole time I kept having strange experiences of places there as having been parts of different dreams throughout my life. Especially the most recent one with the one scene where I was in the mall store with my husband and son and we were sitting on the floor leaning against a tree that was in the middle of the room and there were chairs/benches lining the length of the walls, and the room was filled with people of all types, mainly poor people and the people were filling the chairs lining the 2 walls and the door on the left front corner of the room if you were facing it. I experienced a room almost exactly like this when we were waiting in line for a ride, except the tree was just a very wide squared ceiling support with a tv on it (I think it had a tv) and we weren't leaning on it or sitting on the floor But, other people were, the room was also rather dim, and I would say that it was inside a mall like place.

Raytheon is a reallly good company to work for... I'll pray that you get the job

PRAISE YAH, AMEN Angel Wings

Thank you guys, I appreciate you so much This week is so hard on me. I so need agreements with me. Where 2 or more are gathered in agreement in prayer there Yah is!! PRAISE YOU FATHER YAH!!! I fasted on that day and I wanted to go another day but I needed to have energy the next day to drive to get my husband at the airport. Yah's timing is better than mine though even if it's not the timing I want. Your prayers are timely. I can feel the discouragement coming on. I will now have mercy on you through my grace. Your gates will stay open around the clock to receive the wealth of many lands. The kings of the world will be led as captives in a victory procession. For the nations that refuse to serve you will be destroyed.Isaiah 60:10-12 Isaiah 61 (Amplified Bible) Isaiah 61 1THE SPIRIT of the Lord God is upon me, because the Lord has anointed and qualified me to preach the Gospel of good tidings to the meek, the poor, and afflicted; He has sent me to bind up and heal the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the [physical and spiritual] captives and the opening of the prison and of the eyes to those who are bound,(A) 2To proclaim the acceptable year of the Lord [the year of His favor] [a]and the day of vengeance of our God, to comfort all who mourn,(B) 3To grant [consolation and joy] to those who mourn in Zion--to give them an ornament (a garland or diadem) of beauty instead of ashes, the oil of joy instead of mourning, the garment [expressive] of praise instead of a heavy, burdened, and failing spirit--that they may be called oaks of righteousness [lofty, strong, and magnificent, distinguished for uprightness, justice, and right standing with God], the planting of the Lord, that He may be glorified. 4And they shall rebuild the ancient ruins; they shall raise up the former desolations and renew the ruined cities, the devastations of many generations. 5Aliens shall stand [ready] and feed your flocks, and foreigners shall be your plowmen and your vinedressers. 6But you shall be called the priests of the Lord; people will speak of you as the ministers of our God. You shall eat the wealth of the nations, and the glory [once that of your captors] shall be yours.(C) 7Instead of your [former] shame you shall have a twofold recompense; instead of dishonor and reproach [your people] shall rejoice in their portion. Therefore in their land they shall possess double [what they had forfeited]; everlasting joy shall be theirs. 8For I the Lord love justice; I hate robbery and wrong with violence or a burnt offering. And I will faithfully give them their recompense in truth, and I will make an everlasting covenant or league with them. 9And their offspring shall be known among the nations and their descendants among the peoples. All who see them [in their prosperity] will recognize and acknowledge that they are the people whom the Lord has blessed. 10I will greatly rejoice in the Lord, my soul will exult in my God; for He has clothed me with the garments of salvation, He has covered me with the robe of righteousness, as a bridegroom decks himself with a garland, and as a bride adorns herself with her jewels. 11For as [surely as] the earth brings forth its shoots, and as a garden causes what is sown in it to spring forth, so [surely] the Lord God will cause rightness and justice and praise to spring forth before all the nations [through the self-fulfilling power of His word].

I've had few experiences like that because of my faith, but I did use to be mistreated in general. I think I get the most persecution from my bio dad and my husband. When I finally got angry about it in highschool and started using the word NO, it came to the point after several years that I easily tell people off, and I'm not nice about it either. Don't fall into the opposite of what you are like now, it's just as bad. Other than that I have no idea. Jesus said that we should be glad when we are persecuted for our faith. You should look up the verse in biblegateway.com

The enemy is really trying to get me today as my husband as the mortgage company called about the other house that I've been praying for a buyer. They are always asking for him when they call, for like 2 years now and have not spoken to him once because he's been gone for 2 years in a row with a short stint home to move to another post. So I have been the one talking to them and this time I handed him the phone and he was glaring at me almost the whole time. Before that I had told him about the bills that we owe about 700$ and it all has to be paid this month. While he was on the phone with the mortgage company he wasn't aware that our realtor had dropped us and I told him because he was telling them that we were working with one. Thing is it didn't seem to matter that she had sent all the stuff back this week without calling me, he still glared at me. After he got off the phone he went in the bedroom alone and didn't come out for a while. He finally came out and I told him that all that stuff came up all on the same day. I just felt horrible like it was all my fault/he was blaming me, though it wasn't my fault. I think he felt bad for me and pulled me to him while we were sitting on the couch, I just wanted to cry. It's so hard trying to have faith when he only sees things in physical human terms and things seem almost hopeless and I'm trying to have faith for the both of us. It's easier to have faith when he's gone. I just posted a dream I had about him while we were sleeping, he's still asleep, I woke up cause my son is watching tv and some loud commercial came on and some woman was singing a loud song. I had to get up to put down my dream.