Tiddly Winks

After having slept on it, (which surprisingly I did sleep) I am still pretty upset, but it's really upset or the feeling that he won't find something. It's upset because the person who started all of this was a friend and I now feel totally let down by her. This will change the way I view her, and it will make me feel inclined to not put too much emphasis on anything she might say in the future. Since she does live near my in-laws the chances are rather intense that I will see her again, but I am going to be on my guard with her. So, today, we pick up the pieces and move on. But, I am so grateful to all of you for letting me vent here. I was so upset last night, and while I am still upset, I am going to move beyond it, for my sake, and for Sven's, He still has resumes that are out, and we are really hoping that one of them in particular might reap an interview.

I need help again. Please someone come to my page, free my pets and take a job in my bakery. Thanks.

Thank you so much Sara, Lazar, Steph and Kit (Did I miss anyone???). I really love this forum and am so grateful to all of you for being such loving support. I am still pretty upset about this, even though deep down inside, I know that things just have to get better. I just hate it when people play with others like this. Sven, as luck would have, has been approaching all of this realistically and I am grateful for that, but tonight when I came home he was upset and that got dumped on me. Then he realized that it had all come from someone else, and it wasn't my doings at all. That's why I didn't say anything about it here or on Facebook. I just felt that it was not something that I wanted to get into in case something like this happens. The person who did this was a 'friend' and I don't think being drunk is even a good excuse for this. It is painful and wrong. If I don't know all the facts about something, I wouldn't say something, but if I had been drinking, then I would not say something like this until I sober up. I guess tomorrow I am going to go through the motions of being angry. Love you, Kit, and thanks for the loving thoughts and the delicious ideas of calorie rich comfort foods.

Today, I woke up in a relatively good mood. I was feeling really optimistic about Sven's job search. The reason, I thought maybe we would be going back to his home town on the North Sea coast. I was told that it was a sure thing, that he stood a good chance of getting a job teaching chemistry. I went thorugh the day feeling just dandy. Now I feel like the rug has been jerked out from under me. I am angry, hurt and very upset. The job fell like a house of cards. The chances are not so rosy because the person who had built up our hopes that this would come about was probably drunk when they started spewing this stuff to my mother in law. it just goes to show that if something seems too good to be true, it probably is. I feel like rubbish now. I would rather get a word of empathy about something like this and not be told that it's a given or that the job is a sure thing. This is what this person said, and we believed her because she has a job at the place. Well, I was feeling so good, and now this. I feel absolutely awful. I can't for the life of me stop crying. It's just not right for people to build someone up like this only to shoot them down, and that's exactly how all of this feels.

Love you Dawn. Thanks for always being a loving light at PSFC!

awww thanks sooo much.

Here's hoping she continues to do better.

I am, you all spoil me so. She's one very happy pet.

Now I want to hug you and Hina. Such lovely surprises you gals have honored me with. Thank you both sooo much I really don't know what to say.

Mookie retiring? Awww, she's not that old. Tiddly Winks would miss her sooooooo much if she left. Hugs and so glad you are back! Glad you had a good time, though.

I have two of every one except that one. I have tons of red rose corsages or a 999 for it. Please state your offer.

Arrrrgh, I keep seeing them at people's houses and now I want to buy one, but I am a cheapskate and can't imagine giving so many coins out for Tiddly Winks. I have already bought her soo much, and my cash flow is dwindling. Oh decisions decisions. Are there any left or is that a stupid question?

arrgh. I have some credits, but I got some to send my nephew a birthday surprise. He got 10 credits from his auntiie Yva. Ha, probably doesn't know from wence they came.

You got my vacations planned for the next two years.

Yep, it's true.

I think that it may show them that not everyone is into pink. I gifted one to a very dear friend, but I am not going to buy one for myself. It's an okay color of pink, but I'm not keen on pink...as everyone here probably knows.

You are so lovely, I received one from you yesterday, and Tiddly Winks is getting ready to cruise ship her front room. (I would have done it sooner, but the hubby needed to send out resumes)

Wow, you saved me a lot of work. I had actually considered doing this, but you beat me to it.

My husband's trick to get me off is a lot meaner. He tells me he's hungry and I have to make him something to eat. I don't mind, I love him so much, that I will cook for him. But, I'd prefer him to say 'Yvette, sweetie, dumpling, huggy bear, can I pretty please use the computer????'

Awww don't do that, that'd hurt the poor guy. Hubbys and computers.

Yay! That's great news.

Well, then he must write like someone from Oxford, because your English is flawless.

Good on her...but thank God she doesn't have a phobia to needles like yours truly.

Sorry Stas, Tiddly Winks was having a nap whilst her mother was writing two new songs. Can you beleive it, I composed two (count them) 2 new songs today. Last week I wrote one and it's already been put to music. My music making dream is starting to come true it seems. Sven's been doing resumes, which is why I wasn't online. (we share the computer and my laptop doesn't have online capabilities)