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She is supposed to be. I know that she attends church. We did not part ways peacably. Not that I did not try. But she thought I was a goody two shoes, because I was trying to do my walk, and really, it got to the point that no matter what I did, she could not stand me. I decided not to let that bother me. It was safe to pray from a distance. I haven't thought of her in a while. I just put her away from my thoughts. I was surprised that I dreamed of her. In the dream, she looked fretful, but trying to put on a smile. I know that she kept getting involved with this married man. A lot was going on, but I knew she wasn't trying to hear what I had to say. It got to be that if I said hi in the mornings, she was ready to go off on me. About the water bill, about the light bill, etc., but I knew that I was really what got on her nerves.

So, Desiree, you are her intercessor.

I dreamed of my ex-roommate making plans for her life, and she was turned to her left to do it. She would get in her car and drive left. She would get all dressed up and go to church, but she would still be driving left. She had on this beautifully colored shirt, which was full of the autumn colors, you know, orange, brown, red, yellow, those colors, and she had on these short pants, that were beige, but they coordinated somehow with the shirt. And she had on these cute brown sandals, with an ankle bracelet, which IRL I had never seen. I don't believe she wears those in real life. Her hair was beautifully done. She kept asking God why things were not changing and she would get back in her car and drive left. She would always start again and be so hopeful and optimistic, but then she would drive left again. I could not understand why she just wouldn't turn and go to her right. Afterall, her left was shrouded in darkness, whereas her right had reflective light atleast.

The other night I dreamed that I was this girl who was riding with my IRL niece in a car. My niece was so happy to be driving. She was following my nephew who was walking to God knows where, before he had to be at his job. IRL, he is not yet 16, and does not have a job. He just goes to school. so, in the dream, both of us were excited to follow him and see where he goes. He went to this duplex-like home, and this lady opened the door for him, then for all of us, and she had these nice shirts of the design that I have never seen before. In my mind, I was like "I wonder why I never thought of that". The way to her house had all kinds of bushs and shrubbery. My nephew kept trying to dodge us, so that we would not know where he was going. There were sloped driveways, and partition walls made of 2ft by 2ft stone blocks. Kind of like the design of a brick wall, only bigger and creamy biege colored. I saw some industrial buildings, not a lot. In the dream, the girl who I was had on a mcdonald's short, and I saw the name tag, but not the name. The whole dream was kind of teenie boppish, which is why I did not believe I was the person. Also, the chest area was smaller, whereas I have been exceptionallly blessed. LOL. Then I woke up.

AMen, K. I pray this over all the saints.

Like we all have said at one time or another, on one post or another for one person or another, God does not leave us in the dark for His will for our lives. So, my prayer is that you keep the peace Jesus has left for you until God has fully equipped A. for the work that God has prepared for him to do with you.

I pray that the Lord posts His angels around you and your family, with swords drawn to ward off the attack of the enemy, and praying that God works whatever is going on for your good, Butterfly. May the Lord reveal His plans to you, as He surely reveals what He will do to His prophets before He brings a thing to pass.

I am sorry to hear of your loss, Love. May the God of Peace bring it into your hearts and minds. We are here for you, woman of God. Stay strong in the Lord.

Thank you for your thoughts on this dream, Halo. I noticed that in the dream, I felt a surge of anxiousness when we got to the t-section, until I realized the other vehicles could not stop us, because they had the stop sign, and even though one was actually blocking the intersection, there was not enough to keep us from going through like we planned. I felt triumphant.

The impression I got from him when he asked me, it was like he knew it was time and he gave in..(sort of like you know when someone knows what they have to or who is for them and they know what they have to do and they finally surrender it was like that).
that has more truth to it than you know, Kimie. Praise the Lord. Just keep serving God.

:cute: Oooh, Peter, I started openly weeping right now, because, this is the scriptures that I was prophesying as I finally left for good. The spirit had fallen on me, and I was just prophesying on and on and on through scripture. It has gotten so quiet around me that I feel stifled, and I am struggling against a languishing feeling, like I am standing still and waiting-because I don't see the open door, I don't feel anything happening, and I don't get it, so, I keep saying that God is going to do it. I know what God is going to do. I had to turn the telly off last night because a preacher was talking about God making you a promise, but the promise would not come to pass if you don't know the conditions under which the promise will be kept. It stirred up a spirit of doubt in me, that I immediately squelched. I cast the word from me, because the things that the Lord showed me, why would He show them unless they were coming to pass, and how can I help God who is greater than me, bring about a wondrous work? So that was about 3:30 am. Also, I have been reading books on financial blessings through seed sowing and how the tithe and offering are not the seed that we sow, rather they are the covering and the multiplier of the seed, respectively. I don't have a job right now, but I was a heavy tither. The last job I had was in banking, and when the job was made known to me, it was through a vision, but God speaks in a multitude of ways, so, I am looking. Thank you Halo, and Peter for the encouragement. The attacks always come when God has made us the strongest in Him. That's love.

peodhis wrote:

Isaiah 61:1-4 :


The Spirit of the Sovereign LORD is on me,
because the LORD has anointed me
to preach good news to the poor.
He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted,
to proclaim freedom for the captives
and release from darkness for the prisoners,
to proclaim the year of the LORD's favor
and the day of vengeance of our God,
to comfort all who mourn,
and provide for those who grieve in Zion —
to bestow on them a crown of beauty
instead of ashes,
the oil of gladness
instead of mourning,
and a garment of praise
instead of a spirit of despair.
They will be called oaks of righteousness,
a planting of the LORD
for the display of his splendor.

blessings

One thing that really helped me was to get an aloe vera plant, squeeze out some juice, and methodically put it on my scalp before I would wash my hair, after I did anything chemical to my hair. Or at night before I went to sleep. I don't know why it worked, it just did.

I forgot you were getting married unaday. So Sunday is the big day. The man is blessed, because you are so full of wisdom, just praying for the Lord to overflow your cup of joy, that you all complete that transition as one, and that you go forth ministering, strong in the Lord, and knowing that His provision, His waters never fail and that going into this new season must be so exciting for you.

God bless you, Christa. God still works miracles. No man knows His thoughts, but we know that His heart is for us, and to do us good. I pray that this is the u-turn that your husband needs to get back to you as that man of God you deserve.

I dreamed that I was at this place and I was sharing pictures with some people that I know from my past. I see them around IRL, but it's not like it used to be. Then my intended was in the dream. We were just talking and having fun, and everyone split into couples. Then we were dancing and having fun. He hugged me, and I hugged him back really hard. I could feel his hair underneath my fingers, and its texture. I could feel the muscles in his back. I felt just joy and peace. Then we got up and left there, got in a truck, and were driving towards this two-way stop sign that was positioned on a T intersection. We did not have a stop sign. Someone had driven a little past the stop sign to block the intersection, but there was just enough space to go between them and the other stop sign, and then we were through and we kept going. There was a third person over my shoulder, but I did not know who they were. Lots of times in a dream, that one is an angel.

AMen, steph, you are powerful in the Lord. He will fight your battles;strong faith is better than money for sure.

NO PROBLEM. THE LAUGHABLE THING IS THAT MY COUSIN SHARES CERTAIN VIEWS THAT COULD BE CONSIDERED LIBERTARIAN WHEN VIEWED ONLY IN CONTEXT BY THEMSELVES.

THIS IS WHAT I DREAMED---

I am again dreaming about a movie star. I was verrrry reticent to post this one. some of this is graphic--to me. Well, I was in this house, and I was with my mom, or she kept passing in and out of my dream. I was in this bed and a man was lying under the covers. He said, where is your mother, and I was like, she's not here right now. So, he was like, then you need to give me what I usually get from her. I had all my clothes on, and it must have been cold, because I had on a turtleneck, and a long sleeved button-down courdoroy shirt as well as boots and heavy pants. The man had on a thick jacket, like the kind highway workers wear in the winter. He had on all his clothes. I reached under the covers and pulled out a thing made of thin wire. It was a circular one or more inch base at the bottom, then it met with another portion of wire and went up at about six inches where it does not quite close in a circle, kind of like bull horns meeting, but still with this thin wire. (IRL, I have never had a sexual dream complete where I have sex. There is always just an allusion to sex. I don't know if it is because I am celibate and have an abhorrance for sex outside of marriage, or what. Oh, I entertain, or am tempted, but then I shut down in my mind about it. I cringe from it. I don't know why...I could be in the act of penetration in a dream and then resist and stop the dream.) Anyway, I say what is this?! I hear my mom say, you know what this is for, in a knowing voice. I got upset because I don't want her to know what it is for, and I don't want her to educate me on it. ewww! My face burned because I did know what it was for, but it was just that it was shaped from thin wire, very simple and delicate. But nasty to me. I get up and I go outside. There, I turn around, and I see poverty all around me. I am wondering why that is when we IRL have plenty. Directly across the street from me, there is a mansion with a warehouse. I am thinking that the plants outside of it belong to us. I don't know who the us is, but I made up my mind, I was pulling those plants by the roots, the tap roots, and that they will survive. It was weird, because the grass and the flowers were green like it was spring, but I was dressed like it was winter. Then someone came by, and I was like, do you know what the man in the mansion has been doing and is going to do. He has you all fooled, and you keep singing his praises like he can do things that only God can do. I was angry because everyone was celebrating and relaxing when they should have been getting ready and staying ready for anything. They invited me into the house and I was watching everyone settle in a rowdy group, then I started talking to Kurt Russell and he was like, "Yah, I always knew that dude was like that...I believe you. Do something about it." I had a judgemental thought as he was talking like, "oh, you knew what he was, and now you want me to do something about it. I cannot believe your audacity. Quit giving me dap (a handshake) and hugging me like we are on the same side. Can I trust you?" Then I woke up.

THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED--- Well, I was in this house, and I was with my mom, or she kept passing in and out of my dream. I was in this bed and a man was lying under the covers. He said, where is your mother, and I was like, she's not here right now. So, he was like, then you need to give me what I usually get from her. I had all my clothes on, and it must have been cold, because I had on a turtleneck, and a long sleeved button-down courdoroy shirt as well as boots and heavy pants. The man had on a thick jacket, like the kind highway workers wear in the winter. He had on all his clothes. I reached under the covers and pulled out a thing made of thin wire. It was a circular one or more inch base at the bottom, then it met with another portion of wire and went up at about six inches where it does not quite close in a circle, kind of like bull horns meeting, but still with this thin wire. (IRL, I have never had a sexual dream complete where I have sex. There is always just an allusion to sex. I don't know if it is because I am celibate and have an abhorrance for sex outside of marriage, or what. Oh, I entertain, or am tempted, but then I shut down in my mind about it. I cringe from it. I don't know why...I could be in the act of penetration in a dream and then resist and stop the dream.) Anyway, I say what is this?! I hear my mom say, you know what this is for, in a knowing voice. I got upset because I don't want her to know what it is for, and I don't want her to educate me on it. ewww! My face burned because I did know what it was for, but it was just that it was shaped from thin wire, very simple and delicate. But nasty to me. I get up and I go outside. IRL, I HAD TO FIX A LUNCH AND PUT IT ON MY MOM'S BUS FOR HER MAN FRIEND EVERYDAY WHILE SHE WAS OUT OF TOWN. SHE WOULD CALL ME INTERMITTENTLY TO SEE IF HE HAD EATEN OR IF I HAD TALKED TO HIM. I DON'T MIND TALKING TO HIM, BUT I HATE THE LOVEY DOVEY STUFF, THEIR RELATIONSHIP IS UNGODLY, AND I WOULD RATHER NOT BE IN THAT.

I get up and I go outside. There, I turn around, and I see poverty all around me. I am wondering why that is when we IRL have plenty. Directly across the street from me, there is a mansion with a warehouse. I am thinking that the plants outside of it belong to us. I don't know who the us is, but I made up my mind, I was pulling those plants by the roots, the tap roots, and that they will survive. It was weird, because the grass and the flowers were green like it was spring, but I was dressed like it was winter. IRL, THE POVERTY IS SPIRITUAL POVERTY (YOU ARE THINKING THAT YOU ARE RICH, AND HAVE NEED OF NOTHING, BUT IN TRUTH YOU ARE POOR AND WRETCHED AND NAKED)THAT MANSION IS REPRESENTATIVE OF THE DEMONIC INFLUENCE THAT HAS ITS HOME IN MY TOWN. THE PLANTS ARE OUR ADULTS, TEENAGERS AND CHILDREN. I WAS TRYING TO MOVE THE PLANTS PHYSICALLY, BUT NOW I UNDERSTAND THAT I SHOULD NOT BECAUSE I AM GOING TO UPROOT THE WHEAT WITH THE TARE TRYING TO SEPARATE THEM IN MY OWN STRENGTH. WE HAD A FOURTH OF JULY CELEBRATION AND WHILE WE WERE OUTSIDE PLAYING DOMINOES, IT GOT SO HOT THAT WE HAD THE CHILLS, AND I WAS SERIOUSLY WONDERING WHY I DID NOT HAVE ON LONG SLEEVES. MY BROTHER IN LAW CAME LATER IN THE EVENING. HE HAD BROUGHT A FRIEND AND BEGAN TO MAKE UTTERANCES AGAINST ME, A FEMALE. ABOUT AN HOUR AFTER THEY CAME, AS HE WAS TALKING, THE SPIRIT CAME OVER ME AND I WALKED UP TO HIS FRIEND AND INTRODUCED MYSELF. MINUTES LATER, I ASKED IF I COULD GET HIM SOME ICE WATER. HE FOLLOWED ME IN THE HOUSE, AND I DIDN'T KNOW IT. I EXPLAINED TO MY AUNT THAT HE NEEDED WATER, THAT HE WAS REALLY BURNING UP AND THAT I FELT SORRY FOR HIM. WHEN I TURNED AROUND, HE WAS LOOKING AT ME WITH A THOUGHTFUL EXPRESSION, AND SAID, "THANK YOU, MA'AM". AFTER THAT, WE WENT BACK OUTSIDE THROUGH THE GARAGE, AND NEVER SAID ANOTHER THREAT WITH MY BROTHER IN LAW. BRO N LAW GOT QUIET AND 20 MINUTES LATER, THEY WERE GONE.hen someone came by, and I was like, do you know what the man in the mansion has been doing and is going to do. He has you all fooled, and you keep singing his praises like he can do things that only God can do. I was angry because everyone was celebrating and relaxing when they should have been getting ready and staying ready for anything. I THOUGHT THAT NO ONE KNEW, OR CARED WHAT WAS HAPPENING. They invited me into the house and I was watching everyone settle in a rowdy group, then I started talking to Kurt Russell and he was like, "Yah, I always knew that dude was like that...I believe you. Do something about it." I had a judgemental thought as he was talking like, "oh, you knew what he was, and now you want me to do something about it. I cannot believe your audacity. Quit giving me dap (a handshake) and hugging me like we are on the same side. Can I trust you?" Then I woke up. :duh:FOR ME, KURT RUSSELL AND FRIENDS WERE MY RELATIVES THAT HAD COME FROM OUT OF STATE. WORD HAD REACHED THEM ABOUT THIS MAN AND THEY WERE ASSESSING THE SITUATION. I COULD NOT SEE THIS BECAUSE, I AM NOT A GUY. LOL. THE LAST SENTENCE IS REFERRING TO MY COUSIN'S HUSBAND WHO WAS LOOKING LIKE HE WAS HANGING WITH THE DUDE, BUT IN REALITY, HE WAS LETTING HIM SPEAK SO THEY COULD SEE JUST WHAT HE FELT LIKE HE WANTED TO DO TO ME. THEY WERE PREPARING THEMSELVES. THE NEXT DAY, THEY CAME TO EXPLAIN TO ME HOW WE ARE GOING TO GET THE CHILDREN BACK. THEY ADVISED THAT EVEN MY MOTHER AND UNCLES HAD BEEN WATCHING HIM, WITH NARROW EYES AND BACKUP PLANS. THROUGH PRAYER, INTERCESSION, AND MALE LEADERSHIP IN THE LIVES OF THE YOUTH, WE WOULD FREE THEIR MINDS. IN FACT, THEY HAD A LONG TALK WITH THE KIDS PERTAINING TO GANGBANGING AND DRUG-DEALING. THEY WERE TELLING THEM WHAT IT REALLY MEANT TO BE A MAN OR WOMAN AND HOW GOD WAS REAL, AND HOW HE PULLED EACH OF US OUT OF THAT LIFE SO THAT WE COULD GIVE THEM A HOPE AND A FUTURE.

I REJOICE IN MY FATHER, THE GOD OF MY SALVATION WHO SHOWS MERCY TO A THOUSAND GENERATIONS OF THOSE THAT DO LOVE HIM. MAY SALVATION AND PEACE COME TO EACH HOUSEHOLD OF THOSE WHO READ THIS, AND THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR PRAYERS AND INTERPRETATION.

IT IS NOT THE THRONE THAT WE MUST BE AWARE OF, BUT THE ONE WHO SITS IN ADVISORY TO THE THRONE.

AMen, God, you totally rock!

Nope. After all this time, I have yet to tell him any of my dreams. Still waiting on the Lord, while I am serving the Lord.

You can go now. If you still have doubts about the divorce and working it out, you know that you can still doubt at a safe distance. Clearly he is under demonic influence, as all drugs are a spirit, pharmekia. Also, don't give him any props as to why he is acting like this. The power of Jesus' name can cast out any demon. The difference between many that are possessed and the demonic at the Gadarenes are their posture of worship. Some people want to be free, but once a demon is cast out, they go looking for a dry place to inhabit, and if a person does not fill themselves with Jesus, the same demon will come back with friends and be kicking it again at your house. Will your child remember this? No doubt. I remember everything from my tot days. We know that you want to give her a better legacy. Make some well-laid plans before you take a step. Questions to ask is how violent is my husband? Do I need an order of peace, or protection, or restraint? Who do I know that God has put in my way to help me and my child? What are my resources. EVen if the answer to the last two questions is zero, please know that you can count on the Lord to have succor for you and to take care of you. Commit your way to Him, and watch Him work it out. I should know - we have a running joke in our area of LA. It is called death by spouse.

Lord, we ask for healing to touch CP's body, back and legs, for space to be cushioned correctly between her disks in her spine, that no nerves be pinched-including the sciatic, that those who need repair now become whole and fully operational, line up her spine, strengthen the muscle cords along the front and sides of her waist to support her back as well, that her body line up with the word of the Lord according to Isaiah 53 to be healed, because the body is the servant of the word. In Jesus name we ask, believe it to be true and thank you, Amen.

Touching and Agreeing. One accord.

Ok, whatever you do, don't share this dream with him. We touch and agree with you for God's perfect will to be done in your life, and we intercede on your boyfriend's behalf that God get the glory out of his life, that he has a long life faithfully serving the Lord.

^{JOB 27
2} "As surely as God lives, who has denied me justice,
the Almighty, who has made me taste bitterness of soul,
³ as long as I have life within me,
the breath of God in my nostrils,
⁴ my lips will not speak wickedness,
and my tongue will utter no deceit.
⁵ I will never admit you are in the right;
till I die, I will not deny my integrity.
⁶ I will maintain my righteousness and never let go of it;
my conscience will not reproach me as long as I live.